Friday, December 28, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
December 11, 2007
It has been quite some time since I last wrote. I miscarried at 5 weeks, so we are trying again. I was very upset for a few days but realized that I would much rather have this happen so early on - I guess it was natures way of saying "Not Yet".
We got our Christmas tree today and are going to decorate it tomorrow. It has been raining for a few days so the tree was wet so it had to wait. We also got an electric fire place, I love it. We also re-arrainged the living room and dinning room so the tree looked better. After it is decorated tomorrow I will take some pictures. I also need to go and get a few more decorations to put up around the rooms. I love this time of the year.
Well, I have a ton of school work to get done, finals are next week so I should get to work.
Goodnight!
We got our Christmas tree today and are going to decorate it tomorrow. It has been raining for a few days so the tree was wet so it had to wait. We also got an electric fire place, I love it. We also re-arrainged the living room and dinning room so the tree looked better. After it is decorated tomorrow I will take some pictures. I also need to go and get a few more decorations to put up around the rooms. I love this time of the year.
Well, I have a ton of school work to get done, finals are next week so I should get to work.
Goodnight!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Starting a Business
I have always wanted to start my own business, I just never had a clue what I wanted to do. I want it to be something that I enjoy, that is fun, and I will want to get up everyday and do.
Today, while baking away like crazy, I started thinking...how fun would it be to open a Candy type store, with homemade fudges, chocolate covered fruits, things like that..like a Coffee Shop with these types of goodies...all the things to make a working mom very happy during a break or on her lunch...a place you think of when you want to get someone some special comfort food...I think it would be fun.
I am going to start some plans, see what I can come up with.
Today, while baking away like crazy, I started thinking...how fun would it be to open a Candy type store, with homemade fudges, chocolate covered fruits, things like that..like a Coffee Shop with these types of goodies...all the things to make a working mom very happy during a break or on her lunch...a place you think of when you want to get someone some special comfort food...I think it would be fun.
I am going to start some plans, see what I can come up with.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Alone
That is basically how I feel. One day, it feels like things are getting better between Terry & I, like they might actually eventually work themselves out, then the next day it is right back to where we started.
I wish I knew what it is that is so bad about me. Why do I deserve to be treated like this? Don't I deserve to be loved and treated well? Why is it so much better to make me feel like a piece of shit?
I am just, sad, all of the time. I don't know how to fix it and I really don't know what causes this feeling, I think it is just a little bit of everyting lumped together and it just makes me feel...worthless, and I hate that feeling!
It has been a very very very long time since I have felt so worthless and helpless, I feel like I am wasting the time of everyone in my life because no matter what I do, I will never be good enough.
No matter what, I will obviously NEVER be good enough for Terry. He has made that perfectly clear, I just can't force myself to leave, I keep praying that things are going to get better, but I know that he will never be happy with me, but I don't want to let him go. Terry & Dylan are my life, I don't know who I am without them. That is who I am Terry's girlfriend and Dylan's mom, I am nothing without them, but I am starting to wonder if I am anything to them?
I wish I knew what it is that is so bad about me. Why do I deserve to be treated like this? Don't I deserve to be loved and treated well? Why is it so much better to make me feel like a piece of shit?
I am just, sad, all of the time. I don't know how to fix it and I really don't know what causes this feeling, I think it is just a little bit of everyting lumped together and it just makes me feel...worthless, and I hate that feeling!
It has been a very very very long time since I have felt so worthless and helpless, I feel like I am wasting the time of everyone in my life because no matter what I do, I will never be good enough.
No matter what, I will obviously NEVER be good enough for Terry. He has made that perfectly clear, I just can't force myself to leave, I keep praying that things are going to get better, but I know that he will never be happy with me, but I don't want to let him go. Terry & Dylan are my life, I don't know who I am without them. That is who I am Terry's girlfriend and Dylan's mom, I am nothing without them, but I am starting to wonder if I am anything to them?
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Mommy Ways
So, since Terry and I have been TTC for a few months, I have been doing a lot of thinking about the way that I parent, the way that I had done things with Dylan...bottle feeding and disposible diapers and things of that nature and thinking about what I would like to do with the next one.
I have been seriously considering cloth diapers with the next and some baby wearing...Dylan likes his stroller - he likes that he can just keep going but can relax and whatever whenever he wants - I am thinking that with also having #2 I really do not want a double stroller (unless of course I get lucky and have multiples!! LOL) so at least while #2 is tiny I at the moment think I will babywear (at least part of the time).
I would also like to try cloth diapers - at least while at home and then use the dispoables while out and about and leave for the babysitter (I think it would just be easier on her and make things less stressful).
I will continue to bottle feed - it just works better for me, and I will contuie to vacanite my children, while I can appreciate the mothers who do not, I just live in an area where I find it necessary - there are so many people from so many different walks of life, although it is the 'burbs we basically have the population of a city and all of the hussle and bussle, not vacinating my children is not a risk that I would like to take, knowing they will one day attend public schools, although I have considered homeschooling, I don't think it will work well for us, still looking into public schools but I have a feeling that is not something that we are going to be able to afford and our public schools are good, the one I had attended is in the top 50 in the country..well, off to clean my house...
I have been seriously considering cloth diapers with the next and some baby wearing...Dylan likes his stroller - he likes that he can just keep going but can relax and whatever whenever he wants - I am thinking that with also having #2 I really do not want a double stroller (unless of course I get lucky and have multiples!! LOL) so at least while #2 is tiny I at the moment think I will babywear (at least part of the time).
I would also like to try cloth diapers - at least while at home and then use the dispoables while out and about and leave for the babysitter (I think it would just be easier on her and make things less stressful).
I will continue to bottle feed - it just works better for me, and I will contuie to vacanite my children, while I can appreciate the mothers who do not, I just live in an area where I find it necessary - there are so many people from so many different walks of life, although it is the 'burbs we basically have the population of a city and all of the hussle and bussle, not vacinating my children is not a risk that I would like to take, knowing they will one day attend public schools, although I have considered homeschooling, I don't think it will work well for us, still looking into public schools but I have a feeling that is not something that we are going to be able to afford and our public schools are good, the one I had attended is in the top 50 in the country..well, off to clean my house...
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Monday, October 22, 2007
Don't Touch Me!
Yes...that would be the latest and greatest from Dylan... he is so, cute!
So, here is a day worth of Dylan comments...
It all started this morning, when Dylan wakes up, he likes to spend close to at least the first half hour in his room, playing with his toys, alone...it is strange for a 2 year old, but he does...Terry went into his room to get a kiss before he left for work - Dylan plays this game where when you ask for him a kiss or a hug he says "Noooooooo" as he begins to laugh uncontrolably, it's hysterical. Anyway, he says no and Terry says yes and they go back and forth a few times and Terry gives him a kiss...Dylan says "get offa me!" Terry and I both walked away trying not to laugh but couldn't help ourselves.
Then, after work Dylan and I walked home from the babysitters house, he rode his bike while I pushed the stroller full of crap along side of him, now, a walk that should have taken at the most 15 minutes took 45...but he was being good, just taking his sweet time stopping every few feet or so to play around. We walk by a house that has a small flag of a kitten with a halloween get up on, he stops dead in his tracks promptly gets off of his bike and runs to the flag, he starts petting it as if it is a real cat and then looks at me and says "The kitty feel better?" then he leans down, kisses the kitten on the flag and then looks up at me again and says "The kitty feel better!" runs back to his bike gets back and and starts heading down the street. Oh this kid kills me!
We get half way to our house, there is a park along the way that Dylan has to stop at and get a drink of water out of the fountain, even when he is holding water in his hand while doing so - so he runs to the water fountain gets his drink, then gets right back on his bike and starts heading home - he reach the road and he says "Be bery careful, da cars are comin!"
Finally, we reach our house, I open the back gate into the yard - I put the bike into the yard and all of our bags, then he tells me that he wants to go ride his bike...but there is one problem, he wants to ride the bike that is in the garage...locked...ad Terry had the keys and obviously not home...he was pissed! I told him that we couldn't go to the garage because it is locked, he said, get the keys, I told him "Daddy has them" and he screams at me "Find um!"
I attempt to "trick" him into the yard - I tell him that he has to come with me into the house and help me find them...he replies with "I wait...right...here!" I start to walk over to him, and hold him by he arm...he yells "Don't...touch...me!"
OMG!!!
He is his mothers son!
So, here is a day worth of Dylan comments...
It all started this morning, when Dylan wakes up, he likes to spend close to at least the first half hour in his room, playing with his toys, alone...it is strange for a 2 year old, but he does...Terry went into his room to get a kiss before he left for work - Dylan plays this game where when you ask for him a kiss or a hug he says "Noooooooo" as he begins to laugh uncontrolably, it's hysterical. Anyway, he says no and Terry says yes and they go back and forth a few times and Terry gives him a kiss...Dylan says "get offa me!" Terry and I both walked away trying not to laugh but couldn't help ourselves.
Then, after work Dylan and I walked home from the babysitters house, he rode his bike while I pushed the stroller full of crap along side of him, now, a walk that should have taken at the most 15 minutes took 45...but he was being good, just taking his sweet time stopping every few feet or so to play around. We walk by a house that has a small flag of a kitten with a halloween get up on, he stops dead in his tracks promptly gets off of his bike and runs to the flag, he starts petting it as if it is a real cat and then looks at me and says "The kitty feel better?" then he leans down, kisses the kitten on the flag and then looks up at me again and says "The kitty feel better!" runs back to his bike gets back and and starts heading down the street. Oh this kid kills me!
We get half way to our house, there is a park along the way that Dylan has to stop at and get a drink of water out of the fountain, even when he is holding water in his hand while doing so - so he runs to the water fountain gets his drink, then gets right back on his bike and starts heading home - he reach the road and he says "Be bery careful, da cars are comin!"
Finally, we reach our house, I open the back gate into the yard - I put the bike into the yard and all of our bags, then he tells me that he wants to go ride his bike...but there is one problem, he wants to ride the bike that is in the garage...locked...ad Terry had the keys and obviously not home...he was pissed! I told him that we couldn't go to the garage because it is locked, he said, get the keys, I told him "Daddy has them" and he screams at me "Find um!"
I attempt to "trick" him into the yard - I tell him that he has to come with me into the house and help me find them...he replies with "I wait...right...here!" I start to walk over to him, and hold him by he arm...he yells "Don't...touch...me!"
OMG!!!
He is his mothers son!
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Sunday
So, I am currently listening to the Dixie Chicks...don't ask, I have no idea why.
But anyway, I am listening to "Without You" and seriously except for the fact that Terry and I are still together - I still kind of feels like it fits, you know what I mean? I am being totally 100% serious, who would I be without Terry? I have no idea that I can ever answer the question, I couldn't imagine my life without him, he has become a part of me without me ever seeing it coming - don't get me wrong, I am not complaining, I just wish I could remember when it occured, I wish there was some defining moment, but there isn't, honestly, I think that he completed me from the moment I met him. We still have our differences a lot of the time, but that is just because we are too much alike, we are both very stubborn and very hard headed...that combination does not make arguments easy!
But in the end, no matter what words come out of our mouths at the end of the night, we still love one another.
Who knows, maybe I am in the "depressing music" kind of mood due to my parents divorce being final, as of yesterday, when my father got the final paperwork in the mail. I feel lost in a way - I am turning 25 in less than three weeks and a major foundation of my existance is now over. As I am writing, I can't help but wonder what they are doing at this moment, is my father crying like I am, is my mother regretting being the one who started the paperwork aspect of it all? Although it was over anyway, does she feel like it is her fault? I know she does, on the very rare ocassion that we are discussing the topic, she starts to get teary and tell me how sorry she is for ruining our lives. While my broken heart wants to scream at her that she is, my logic and reason tells me to "...shut the hell up! You know that isn't true!"
At the end of the day, I want to curl up on my bed, lost in the blankets, with my mother by my side telling me that it is going to be ok. I want to be 15 again, yelling at my parents and slamming the door, knowing damn well when I finally opened it again, that they will both, together, be right there. I want Thanksgiving to not be akward, I want to wake up Christmas morning, with my family, together, whole, "normal" - I want everything to go back to the way it was, and that is the one thing I will never be able to have.
Seeing the two of them so lonely breaks my heart.
When people told me, "You can never go back home", I never appreciated that they meant that literally, I think that may be one of the biggest things of "growing up" that scares the hell out of me...I could handle being on my own, knowing that no matter what I could always go back...now, there is no where to go back to. Neither of them even lives in the same house, I feel like my memories have slightly been washed away, and I would do anything to get them back...to walk into a room and be overwhelemed with memories of events that happened within those walls, I can still see them in my mind, but somehow if does not feel the same.
Over the past two to three weeks, I feel as though I am drifting apart from my family, I can't help but wonder if it is me pushing them away - it is something that I am very well known to do! Regardless, I feel as if I am losing something, and since I have no idea what it is, I haven't got the slightest idea how to get it back...I am afraid that by time I finally do, it will be to late.
I guess I just feel broken, like a part of me is now missing, and I can't help but wonder if I will ever feel whole again, will I ever feel normal?
But anyway, I am listening to "Without You" and seriously except for the fact that Terry and I are still together - I still kind of feels like it fits, you know what I mean? I am being totally 100% serious, who would I be without Terry? I have no idea that I can ever answer the question, I couldn't imagine my life without him, he has become a part of me without me ever seeing it coming - don't get me wrong, I am not complaining, I just wish I could remember when it occured, I wish there was some defining moment, but there isn't, honestly, I think that he completed me from the moment I met him. We still have our differences a lot of the time, but that is just because we are too much alike, we are both very stubborn and very hard headed...that combination does not make arguments easy!
But in the end, no matter what words come out of our mouths at the end of the night, we still love one another.
Who knows, maybe I am in the "depressing music" kind of mood due to my parents divorce being final, as of yesterday, when my father got the final paperwork in the mail. I feel lost in a way - I am turning 25 in less than three weeks and a major foundation of my existance is now over. As I am writing, I can't help but wonder what they are doing at this moment, is my father crying like I am, is my mother regretting being the one who started the paperwork aspect of it all? Although it was over anyway, does she feel like it is her fault? I know she does, on the very rare ocassion that we are discussing the topic, she starts to get teary and tell me how sorry she is for ruining our lives. While my broken heart wants to scream at her that she is, my logic and reason tells me to "...shut the hell up! You know that isn't true!"
At the end of the day, I want to curl up on my bed, lost in the blankets, with my mother by my side telling me that it is going to be ok. I want to be 15 again, yelling at my parents and slamming the door, knowing damn well when I finally opened it again, that they will both, together, be right there. I want Thanksgiving to not be akward, I want to wake up Christmas morning, with my family, together, whole, "normal" - I want everything to go back to the way it was, and that is the one thing I will never be able to have.
Seeing the two of them so lonely breaks my heart.
When people told me, "You can never go back home", I never appreciated that they meant that literally, I think that may be one of the biggest things of "growing up" that scares the hell out of me...I could handle being on my own, knowing that no matter what I could always go back...now, there is no where to go back to. Neither of them even lives in the same house, I feel like my memories have slightly been washed away, and I would do anything to get them back...to walk into a room and be overwhelemed with memories of events that happened within those walls, I can still see them in my mind, but somehow if does not feel the same.
Over the past two to three weeks, I feel as though I am drifting apart from my family, I can't help but wonder if it is me pushing them away - it is something that I am very well known to do! Regardless, I feel as if I am losing something, and since I have no idea what it is, I haven't got the slightest idea how to get it back...I am afraid that by time I finally do, it will be to late.
I guess I just feel broken, like a part of me is now missing, and I can't help but wonder if I will ever feel whole again, will I ever feel normal?
Saturday, October 20, 2007
I have marriage on the brain latley! I don't know why all of a sudden...the thought just keeps running through my mind! Maybe it is because I am turnning 25 in the next few weeks, I don't know!
Marriage and babies, that is all that I think about all of the time! One of my best friends is having twin girls...I am so jealous! She is due in February, he shower is next month...I want twins! Maybe if I am lucky, Terry's father is a twin! Oh, what I wouldn't give!
Anyway, I still just can't get the thought out of my mind, I want to get married, I want to plan my wedding...pick out my dress, I want to do all of that! While I can look at things and dream, until he actually asks me I can't actually do any planning! Iwish I knew what the damn hold up was!
Well, enough for now!
Marriage and babies, that is all that I think about all of the time! One of my best friends is having twin girls...I am so jealous! She is due in February, he shower is next month...I want twins! Maybe if I am lucky, Terry's father is a twin! Oh, what I wouldn't give!
Anyway, I still just can't get the thought out of my mind, I want to get married, I want to plan my wedding...pick out my dress, I want to do all of that! While I can look at things and dream, until he actually asks me I can't actually do any planning! Iwish I knew what the damn hold up was!
Well, enough for now!
Saturday
Today so far has been pretty uneventful...typical! Terry is in the shower, I had to do soooooo much laundry, I swear, it took all day! Then again, it has been a while since I did laundry because the washer is broken...still!
I have been thinking about getting one of those stackable washer/dryers, I know they are smaller, but I would probably be able to put it in my kitchen rather than having to go down to the basement to do laundry. The whole going downstairs isn't really all that bad it is better than a laundromat that I have been doing for the last month or so, but I live on a second floor apartment so it kind of bites!
We are supposed to go shopping, get some new clothes for Dylan, maybe some stuff for the house. Dylan needs new clothes, he has none that are season appropriate clothes fit him. He needs more pants and long sleve shirts.
I could use some new clothes, but that will have to wait!
Dylan is taking a nap, much needed if you ask me, he was getting rather cranky...and he is calling...
Nothing major...just wanted to make sure I was still home! LOL he is so cute.
Well, I am off to the shower...
I have been thinking about getting one of those stackable washer/dryers, I know they are smaller, but I would probably be able to put it in my kitchen rather than having to go down to the basement to do laundry. The whole going downstairs isn't really all that bad it is better than a laundromat that I have been doing for the last month or so, but I live on a second floor apartment so it kind of bites!
We are supposed to go shopping, get some new clothes for Dylan, maybe some stuff for the house. Dylan needs new clothes, he has none that are season appropriate clothes fit him. He needs more pants and long sleve shirts.
I could use some new clothes, but that will have to wait!
Dylan is taking a nap, much needed if you ask me, he was getting rather cranky...and he is calling...
Nothing major...just wanted to make sure I was still home! LOL he is so cute.
Well, I am off to the shower...
Friday, October 19, 2007
So, I am still trying to figure out what it is exactly that I want to do with my life. I mean employment/work wise. Currently, I live in the Corporate world, and honestly, I hate it, everything about it - it's only good quality, the decent benefits that suck you and then trap you in.
They know they have you as soon as you sign the dotted line, I mean, how else could you survive with no benefits...after you have already had them? Maybe it is just me paranoid, but I swear, I have paid for medical benefits for many years now...well, 7 or so, and I probably go to the doctors (all three of us combined, 5 times a year...including routine things) so logically, I could not have benefits and afford it just fine...but in my pesemistic mind, as soon as those benefits are gone, something will go wrong, very, very wrong! It is just how my life works, I have learned to live with it.
Needless to say, I feel stuck, like it would be irresponsible of me to quit because I am not only throwing my benefits away, I would also be throwing Dylan's benefits away...*SIGH*
Besides, Terry and I have grown to like our way of living...kind of care free, we basically get whatever we want whenever we want because we know that our finances are stable enough to do so, at least realistically speaking. But what I wouldn't give just to be able to walk in and just quit...never to have to go back to work again, how wonderful that would be! So, I really cannot logically quit my job but I wish I could find something to do from home - like run my own business...but doing what? Seriously, I have skills and all that, but the great ones sadly are office type skills...my people skills are good, working both face to face and over the phone - though I have more experience over the phone...which is exactly what I DO NOT want to do with the rest of my life! I know I am good at many other things, but none of them actually interest me...e enough to keep my attention anyway.
What is a girl to do? If only we could get paid to be mommies!
It is so incredibley stuffy out right now, my eyes are watering, my head congested....it sucks! It
is muggy and pretty much uncomfortable.
My life has still felt pretty boring, I really don't know what my problem is, I wish whatever it is I could just get over it.
Dylan has not been such a handful for the last few days! Still a handful, just not as bad as he normally it!! I needed a slight break! I have decided that I need a vacation, I think that is half my problem, but we really don't have the money for it and Christmas is coming, I would rather just go overboard for Dylan and go on Vacation when we get our taxes.
I need a new car...for the love of god, that is the next thing I will work on!
They know they have you as soon as you sign the dotted line, I mean, how else could you survive with no benefits...after you have already had them? Maybe it is just me paranoid, but I swear, I have paid for medical benefits for many years now...well, 7 or so, and I probably go to the doctors (all three of us combined, 5 times a year...including routine things) so logically, I could not have benefits and afford it just fine...but in my pesemistic mind, as soon as those benefits are gone, something will go wrong, very, very wrong! It is just how my life works, I have learned to live with it.
Needless to say, I feel stuck, like it would be irresponsible of me to quit because I am not only throwing my benefits away, I would also be throwing Dylan's benefits away...*SIGH*
Besides, Terry and I have grown to like our way of living...kind of care free, we basically get whatever we want whenever we want because we know that our finances are stable enough to do so, at least realistically speaking. But what I wouldn't give just to be able to walk in and just quit...never to have to go back to work again, how wonderful that would be! So, I really cannot logically quit my job but I wish I could find something to do from home - like run my own business...but doing what? Seriously, I have skills and all that, but the great ones sadly are office type skills...my people skills are good, working both face to face and over the phone - though I have more experience over the phone...which is exactly what I DO NOT want to do with the rest of my life! I know I am good at many other things, but none of them actually interest me...e enough to keep my attention anyway.
What is a girl to do? If only we could get paid to be mommies!
It is so incredibley stuffy out right now, my eyes are watering, my head congested....it sucks! It
is muggy and pretty much uncomfortable.
My life has still felt pretty boring, I really don't know what my problem is, I wish whatever it is I could just get over it.
Dylan has not been such a handful for the last few days! Still a handful, just not as bad as he normally it!! I needed a slight break! I have decided that I need a vacation, I think that is half my problem, but we really don't have the money for it and Christmas is coming, I would rather just go overboard for Dylan and go on Vacation when we get our taxes.
I need a new car...for the love of god, that is the next thing I will work on!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Life hasn't felt as crappy this week as it did last week...which is always a good thing! My mood was starting to get to me!
Dylan has been so, well, maybe he is getting sick...he really hasn't wanted to do anything at all for the last few days, I felt like a cold may be coming on so maybe he feels the same way.
It is probably the weather last week it was high 70's this week low 60's...it happened overnight, it always does...one day beautiful and sunny, you blink and summer is over....cold, gray and basically crappy!
This is exactly what I hate about winter, I need to move to some sort of beach where it is sunny and warm at least 9 out of the 12 months a year, and when it does get "cold" I want 65-70 to be Freezing! I want to walk out of my back door to sandy beaches - oh what I would give!
Well, enough for now...
Dylan has been so, well, maybe he is getting sick...he really hasn't wanted to do anything at all for the last few days, I felt like a cold may be coming on so maybe he feels the same way.
It is probably the weather last week it was high 70's this week low 60's...it happened overnight, it always does...one day beautiful and sunny, you blink and summer is over....cold, gray and basically crappy!
This is exactly what I hate about winter, I need to move to some sort of beach where it is sunny and warm at least 9 out of the 12 months a year, and when it does get "cold" I want 65-70 to be Freezing! I want to walk out of my back door to sandy beaches - oh what I would give!
Well, enough for now...
Sunday, October 14, 2007
I don't know what my problem is latley, I have been so miserable.
I hate when I start to have bouts of depression like this, it has been a while since I have felt this crappy, I wish the feeling would go away.
About 7-8 years ago I was diagnosed with depression, nothing major, it more or less feels like a seasonal things (as soon as the weather becomes more fall/winter like - I turn into an emotional mess), logically, it would make sense to move to a location where this does not occur then it will no longer happen (or at least I think it won't), but I hate change...moving away I think would just be too much for me to handle...but I do dream about it, almost daily!
Originally, I was on medication, but it felt fake...it was not right for me, I always felt jittery with a false sense of happiness...at least this way I can feel my emotions...even if they do suck!
I think I am also going a bit stir crazy as previously mentioned, maybe I need a vacation or something!!
To make matters worse, I am turning 25 in less than a month...not that the age itself scares me...but I had so many hopes for myself, that I always thought would be accomplished by the age of 25...for example getting married and other things like that, and since I have not accomplished any of those things - it is getting to me.
I feel like Terry and I are always fighting with each other, I know that is getting to me, my blood pressure has to be through the roof, I can tell because I never get headaches and I have had one everynight for about two weeks (if not more) by now...I hate taking anything for headaches, but they get so fierce that you can't do anything but.
I guess, I just feel like complaining today...and, now I am done!
I hate when I start to have bouts of depression like this, it has been a while since I have felt this crappy, I wish the feeling would go away.
About 7-8 years ago I was diagnosed with depression, nothing major, it more or less feels like a seasonal things (as soon as the weather becomes more fall/winter like - I turn into an emotional mess), logically, it would make sense to move to a location where this does not occur then it will no longer happen (or at least I think it won't), but I hate change...moving away I think would just be too much for me to handle...but I do dream about it, almost daily!
Originally, I was on medication, but it felt fake...it was not right for me, I always felt jittery with a false sense of happiness...at least this way I can feel my emotions...even if they do suck!
I think I am also going a bit stir crazy as previously mentioned, maybe I need a vacation or something!!
To make matters worse, I am turning 25 in less than a month...not that the age itself scares me...but I had so many hopes for myself, that I always thought would be accomplished by the age of 25...for example getting married and other things like that, and since I have not accomplished any of those things - it is getting to me.
I feel like Terry and I are always fighting with each other, I know that is getting to me, my blood pressure has to be through the roof, I can tell because I never get headaches and I have had one everynight for about two weeks (if not more) by now...I hate taking anything for headaches, but they get so fierce that you can't do anything but.
I guess, I just feel like complaining today...and, now I am done!
I am so bored and lonley - I have no life, I feel like I am always stuck in my house...like I am a prisoner within my own home.
My car is broken, it has been forever...nothing really all that serious, it needs a break line - so obviously serious enough that I cannot drive it - but you would think that being surounded by mechanics that someone would be willing to help me.
My father normally would do all vehicle things for me - but he is getting old and it is hard for him to get under the car without quickly being in pain (he has herniated disc's in his back).
Terry, well, Terry never does anything for me - I asked him a month ago to call the guy that fixes our cars, he still has not called him - I feel like he is trying to keep me stuck in the house.
I want to go and buy a new car, but I just can't afford one (not even a new used car), and I really don't have the money to get it towed to a garage then pay for the parts and the labor.
I don't know what to do anymore, all I feel like doing is crying but if I do then I feel like the people that try to keep me down are winning, I don't want them (him) to win anymore.
I want to be happy, is that to much to ask for? I want someone who wants to spend time with me, who enjoys being around me...when Terry & I started going out - we had so much fun together - I wished my life away always wishing for the next time we could be together - we would stay up all hours of the night just talking about anything and everything but now things are different.
I feel like I don't even know him anymore, I can't talk to him - no matter what I say it is a cause for a fight - and he is so hurtful when he fights with me.
I am so sick of hearing how all females are nothing but whores and that basically the only things that we are good for is cleaning, cooking and sex - I just want to be able to talk to someone - have a...friend.
I don't want to cry anymore - I want to be happy ad have fun like I used to.
I always thought that when I had children that I would have the family that people dream about - instead, I see other people together, see photos of happy couples and I cry - I want that, you know what I mean - when you can see the way that a guy looks at a girl and you can see the love in their eyes - when you can tell that they see nothing around them except for each other.
I want someone to hold me, take care of me, love me - but it feels like the more I try, the less happy I am, why can't I be happy!
My car is broken, it has been forever...nothing really all that serious, it needs a break line - so obviously serious enough that I cannot drive it - but you would think that being surounded by mechanics that someone would be willing to help me.
My father normally would do all vehicle things for me - but he is getting old and it is hard for him to get under the car without quickly being in pain (he has herniated disc's in his back).
Terry, well, Terry never does anything for me - I asked him a month ago to call the guy that fixes our cars, he still has not called him - I feel like he is trying to keep me stuck in the house.
I want to go and buy a new car, but I just can't afford one (not even a new used car), and I really don't have the money to get it towed to a garage then pay for the parts and the labor.
I don't know what to do anymore, all I feel like doing is crying but if I do then I feel like the people that try to keep me down are winning, I don't want them (him) to win anymore.
I want to be happy, is that to much to ask for? I want someone who wants to spend time with me, who enjoys being around me...when Terry & I started going out - we had so much fun together - I wished my life away always wishing for the next time we could be together - we would stay up all hours of the night just talking about anything and everything but now things are different.
I feel like I don't even know him anymore, I can't talk to him - no matter what I say it is a cause for a fight - and he is so hurtful when he fights with me.
I am so sick of hearing how all females are nothing but whores and that basically the only things that we are good for is cleaning, cooking and sex - I just want to be able to talk to someone - have a...friend.
I don't want to cry anymore - I want to be happy ad have fun like I used to.
I always thought that when I had children that I would have the family that people dream about - instead, I see other people together, see photos of happy couples and I cry - I want that, you know what I mean - when you can see the way that a guy looks at a girl and you can see the love in their eyes - when you can tell that they see nothing around them except for each other.
I want someone to hold me, take care of me, love me - but it feels like the more I try, the less happy I am, why can't I be happy!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
For the most part, today was uneventful. Terry slept the day away...typical for a Saturday. When I first woke up I took an accounting quiz that was due today (always waiting until the day that it is due..I don't know why I can't break myself of this habit).
Dylan and I then went to his Uncle Mike's (he lives a few blocks away) Dylan rode his bike and was very excited about it... then we came home Terry and I changed our room up...we do that a lot actually, we get sick of looking at it and move everything around...it is a lot cheaper then moving every time you get bored with a place (which is what I really want to do...just move and get something new all together).
We were going to change the living room and dinning room up but decided to go shopping instead...nothing exciting..just wasting our money away at Walmart...something we do frequently.
I have a mid-term due Monday, I have no desire to do it...I should and I will, but I just can't get into it right now, instead, I am here writing about really nothing at all...just wasting time.
Terry is putting a movie in, I am not the biggest fan of movies...they bore me usually, but I will suffer through it I suppose...you know what, I can study for my test, that would make the most sense at the moment!
Off to study.
Dylan and I then went to his Uncle Mike's (he lives a few blocks away) Dylan rode his bike and was very excited about it... then we came home Terry and I changed our room up...we do that a lot actually, we get sick of looking at it and move everything around...it is a lot cheaper then moving every time you get bored with a place (which is what I really want to do...just move and get something new all together).
We were going to change the living room and dinning room up but decided to go shopping instead...nothing exciting..just wasting our money away at Walmart...something we do frequently.
I have a mid-term due Monday, I have no desire to do it...I should and I will, but I just can't get into it right now, instead, I am here writing about really nothing at all...just wasting time.
Terry is putting a movie in, I am not the biggest fan of movies...they bore me usually, but I will suffer through it I suppose...you know what, I can study for my test, that would make the most sense at the moment!
Off to study.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
End of an Era?
I am not the biggest sports fan in the world. But I can still get into the excitment of it all.
With babseball, I am torn, I was born and partially raised in Maine, however mainly raised in New York, my mother Red Socks fan, my father Yankees (guess which one is from where!)
So basically, if either makes it for the season I can be happy, strange right, I think some would call me un-American because I just can't pick one or the other!! LOL
I can't help but be saddened by the latest Yankess news, not because they lost the series but because this may be the end of good o'l Joe Torre, it is hard to imagine the Yankess and Joe not going hand in hand.
I guess it is just yet another example of the great cycle of change we call life...sad none the less.
Regardless of what the future may hold for him, I hope he is happy, and also knows that regardless of how the season ended he is still an amazing man in the world of baseball coaching (honestly, the only baseball coach I know by name).
Joe...I applaud you for being a man of heart, determination and courage...please know that in the News Joe and the Yankess may not continue to go hand in hand - but in the hearts of fans to the game, at least of my generation, the two will always be a perfect match!
With babseball, I am torn, I was born and partially raised in Maine, however mainly raised in New York, my mother Red Socks fan, my father Yankees (guess which one is from where!)
So basically, if either makes it for the season I can be happy, strange right, I think some would call me un-American because I just can't pick one or the other!! LOL
I can't help but be saddened by the latest Yankess news, not because they lost the series but because this may be the end of good o'l Joe Torre, it is hard to imagine the Yankess and Joe not going hand in hand.
I guess it is just yet another example of the great cycle of change we call life...sad none the less.
Regardless of what the future may hold for him, I hope he is happy, and also knows that regardless of how the season ended he is still an amazing man in the world of baseball coaching (honestly, the only baseball coach I know by name).
Joe...I applaud you for being a man of heart, determination and courage...please know that in the News Joe and the Yankess may not continue to go hand in hand - but in the hearts of fans to the game, at least of my generation, the two will always be a perfect match!
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Changes...
Well, for changes to happen, you have to start somewhere right?
Since, as far as my "life" goes, I don't know really where to start yet, but I can start with my self image. I need to (for myself) lose weight, I am not going for anything major I am thinking somewhere between 10 and 20 pounds, enough just to make myself feel a little better.
I want to do something different with my hair too. I want to keep the lenght - I always do, but I need something different - a change in color would help to, I am thinking with a lot of highlights and some red - but keep the same main color, maybe take it a shade darker, at least for the winter months.
I have the next few days off from work, so I am going to go through all of my clothes and put away the summer stuff and throw away the stuff that has not seen the light of day for months or years, I am also going to go through all of Dylan's stuff, put away the things that he has outgrown - throw away the toys that are partially broken or missing parts, put away the toys that he has outgrown (saving for the next one!)
Well, not really in the mood at the moment to write all that much, off to read others!
Since, as far as my "life" goes, I don't know really where to start yet, but I can start with my self image. I need to (for myself) lose weight, I am not going for anything major I am thinking somewhere between 10 and 20 pounds, enough just to make myself feel a little better.
I want to do something different with my hair too. I want to keep the lenght - I always do, but I need something different - a change in color would help to, I am thinking with a lot of highlights and some red - but keep the same main color, maybe take it a shade darker, at least for the winter months.
I have the next few days off from work, so I am going to go through all of my clothes and put away the summer stuff and throw away the stuff that has not seen the light of day for months or years, I am also going to go through all of Dylan's stuff, put away the things that he has outgrown - throw away the toys that are partially broken or missing parts, put away the toys that he has outgrown (saving for the next one!)
Well, not really in the mood at the moment to write all that much, off to read others!
Saturday, October 6, 2007
It's time for some changes...
But what? I think that I bored, with my life and pretty much everything about it, I just don't know what it is exactly that I want to change, or what it is that makes me unhappy, but I do know that I am not happy.
I think that my problem is that I am about to turn 25, and I just have not gotten to the point that I thought I would be when I turned 25.
I guess that I thought that I would be married, have a family and possibly have a house, a good job - one that I actually like anyway.
I guess for the most part, I have basically accomplished most of that, just not in the way that I thought I would have.
I have a family, maybe not all that convential, but a good one, a great one. We have a nice apartment with nice things, so not the house but still a home. I am not married, but I might as well be...and I have a good job, well, an ok job but not one that I actually like all that much.
I guess, since I am actually pretty much where I wanted to be I shouldn't be complaining but for some reason it just doesn't feel right, I don't know why!
When it all comes down to it, I think I am just bored, I go to work come home and pretty much do nothing, go to bed and start it all over again...I mean, what do I have to compalin about, isn't that the way things work?
Maybe I just need a hobby! LOL
I think that my problem is that I am about to turn 25, and I just have not gotten to the point that I thought I would be when I turned 25.
I guess that I thought that I would be married, have a family and possibly have a house, a good job - one that I actually like anyway.
I guess for the most part, I have basically accomplished most of that, just not in the way that I thought I would have.
I have a family, maybe not all that convential, but a good one, a great one. We have a nice apartment with nice things, so not the house but still a home. I am not married, but I might as well be...and I have a good job, well, an ok job but not one that I actually like all that much.
I guess, since I am actually pretty much where I wanted to be I shouldn't be complaining but for some reason it just doesn't feel right, I don't know why!
When it all comes down to it, I think I am just bored, I go to work come home and pretty much do nothing, go to bed and start it all over again...I mean, what do I have to compalin about, isn't that the way things work?
Maybe I just need a hobby! LOL
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
By the way...
He actually stayed in bed - if only this will continue to work - ignoring the "hold you" just so you will carry him into bed 700 times, and he will just fall asleep and I can bring him to bed.
He will catch on to me by the end of the week, but maybe by then he will be over it and stop doing it anyway - he is 2, the phases that he goes through never last long!
I forgot...Darcy (the babysitter) is going out of town to visit family, so I get a long weekend...maybe this time I can get our back room/office type room cleaned and the living room and dinning room.
We want to paint and stuff like that, I am pretty sure Terry is just as sick as I am of looking at the same old typicaly apartment ...everything, and I mean everything white - the walls, doors, trim, everything - we need color in our lives for crying out loud!
I have no idea what colors I want though...that is the tricky part - I am hald tempted to go with some crazy blue or geen color for Dylan's room, but I don't know if it will be too much - I mean, how far should I go with a theme - because anything I pick he will outgrow quickly with each new thing that comes out - but all of the shows and characters that he likes all have one common theme blue and green, so I think that I am going to use them - now I just need to figure out HOW blue and/or green. Our living room and dinning room are basically the same room with a nice arch way in between - but still the same none the less, so whatever we pick for both rooms has to go with each other, but I want nothing to do with them being the same color, the bathroom, I want like a sage green with a little pale purple and yellow somewhere in there (even if it is just towels and things like that).
The kitchen, don't get me started, it is aweful and stupid...the room itself is pretty big, especially for an apartment - but the set up is all wrong - on one wall there are two doors - one to our back porch and the other to the back stairs that go out into the yard (we live on the second story so we can't just go off the porch into the yard, so we get two doors), then, another wall has a window and then a sink and then a window...yes folks, the sink is not in front of a window - apparently the ideal location is in between two windows...I wish I knew what was wrong with people!! Then off to the next wall...we have this HUGE radiator that takes up all sorts of un-necessary space, followed by an even more ridiclious built in china closet type thing that has 27...yes count the 27 layers of ...you guessed it WHITE PAINT...followed by another door into our living room...random right? A door between your kitchen and living room? I don't know maybe that is just me..anyway, the final wall starts out all weird and indented like and then the stove that we are only able to move in one foot in either direction because it is a gas stove so it obviously needs to remain near the gas line...followed by ....any takers on a guess? Yup, another door....so, although there is "space" it is worthless....it drives me insane!
Did you notice that no where in that description was a dishwasher...that is because I live an aweful and horrible life and have to wash them by hand...I know sucks to be me! LOL
Basically, the only thing that we would really be able to do is paint it...that is the only thing worth doing anyway since it is not our house..but it could use any change that it can get!
Well, now that I am done rambling....off to bed
He will catch on to me by the end of the week, but maybe by then he will be over it and stop doing it anyway - he is 2, the phases that he goes through never last long!
I forgot...Darcy (the babysitter) is going out of town to visit family, so I get a long weekend...maybe this time I can get our back room/office type room cleaned and the living room and dinning room.
We want to paint and stuff like that, I am pretty sure Terry is just as sick as I am of looking at the same old typicaly apartment ...everything, and I mean everything white - the walls, doors, trim, everything - we need color in our lives for crying out loud!
I have no idea what colors I want though...that is the tricky part - I am hald tempted to go with some crazy blue or geen color for Dylan's room, but I don't know if it will be too much - I mean, how far should I go with a theme - because anything I pick he will outgrow quickly with each new thing that comes out - but all of the shows and characters that he likes all have one common theme blue and green, so I think that I am going to use them - now I just need to figure out HOW blue and/or green. Our living room and dinning room are basically the same room with a nice arch way in between - but still the same none the less, so whatever we pick for both rooms has to go with each other, but I want nothing to do with them being the same color, the bathroom, I want like a sage green with a little pale purple and yellow somewhere in there (even if it is just towels and things like that).
The kitchen, don't get me started, it is aweful and stupid...the room itself is pretty big, especially for an apartment - but the set up is all wrong - on one wall there are two doors - one to our back porch and the other to the back stairs that go out into the yard (we live on the second story so we can't just go off the porch into the yard, so we get two doors), then, another wall has a window and then a sink and then a window...yes folks, the sink is not in front of a window - apparently the ideal location is in between two windows...I wish I knew what was wrong with people!! Then off to the next wall...we have this HUGE radiator that takes up all sorts of un-necessary space, followed by an even more ridiclious built in china closet type thing that has 27...yes count the 27 layers of ...you guessed it WHITE PAINT...followed by another door into our living room...random right? A door between your kitchen and living room? I don't know maybe that is just me..anyway, the final wall starts out all weird and indented like and then the stove that we are only able to move in one foot in either direction because it is a gas stove so it obviously needs to remain near the gas line...followed by ....any takers on a guess? Yup, another door....so, although there is "space" it is worthless....it drives me insane!
Did you notice that no where in that description was a dishwasher...that is because I live an aweful and horrible life and have to wash them by hand...I know sucks to be me! LOL
Basically, the only thing that we would really be able to do is paint it...that is the only thing worth doing anyway since it is not our house..but it could use any change that it can get!
Well, now that I am done rambling....off to bed
10/03/07
I have been so stressed out latley!
I wish I could find a way to get rid of all the stress, but I have no idea how to even begin. School is going ok, not as great as I would like, hopefully, I can get it together better next semester - at least then the classes that I don't really want to take but have to will be over with - I think that will make it much better.
Dylan has been such a handful latley, I am about to go crazy with him - he is so bold! Every night he tells me that he wants to go "na-nite" and then he goes and lays in his bed for a good half hour or so, then he comes running out and says "hold you" which means that he wants me to carry him back into bed, he does this about 15 times a night (on a good night) and then FINALLY stays there - right now, he is pouting next to me telling me to "hold you" but I refuse, I have already put him into bed 5 times in the last half our - he comes out FOR NO REASON...he wants nothing, nothing at all - just someone to bring him back to bed! I give into him everynight - I am so sick of it I am trying to ignore him, maybe he will go back by himself - or at least fall asleep on the couch and I can put him into bed one final time for the night!
Last night, this madness carried on until almost 1am!
I have had a rough few days, Terry has hurt me so bad, I don't think that he can ever understand - I have a new computer - first time with Windows Vista and all that so I am still learning all the new features and what not - so I cliked on a button and all of a sudden every web site and search he has done showed up - it was just the web site history but up until that point I had no idea how to find it - well, he was looking for naked pictures of a chick that we know - his friends wife none the less, I was FURIOUS...I have changed my password and won't let him touch the computer - I have made it a point to make sure I remind him how much of a scumbag he is and how F**KED up he is!
Well, he is on his way so I am going to stop writing!
I wish I could find a way to get rid of all the stress, but I have no idea how to even begin. School is going ok, not as great as I would like, hopefully, I can get it together better next semester - at least then the classes that I don't really want to take but have to will be over with - I think that will make it much better.
Dylan has been such a handful latley, I am about to go crazy with him - he is so bold! Every night he tells me that he wants to go "na-nite" and then he goes and lays in his bed for a good half hour or so, then he comes running out and says "hold you" which means that he wants me to carry him back into bed, he does this about 15 times a night (on a good night) and then FINALLY stays there - right now, he is pouting next to me telling me to "hold you" but I refuse, I have already put him into bed 5 times in the last half our - he comes out FOR NO REASON...he wants nothing, nothing at all - just someone to bring him back to bed! I give into him everynight - I am so sick of it I am trying to ignore him, maybe he will go back by himself - or at least fall asleep on the couch and I can put him into bed one final time for the night!
Last night, this madness carried on until almost 1am!
I have had a rough few days, Terry has hurt me so bad, I don't think that he can ever understand - I have a new computer - first time with Windows Vista and all that so I am still learning all the new features and what not - so I cliked on a button and all of a sudden every web site and search he has done showed up - it was just the web site history but up until that point I had no idea how to find it - well, he was looking for naked pictures of a chick that we know - his friends wife none the less, I was FURIOUS...I have changed my password and won't let him touch the computer - I have made it a point to make sure I remind him how much of a scumbag he is and how F**KED up he is!
Well, he is on his way so I am going to stop writing!
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Ramblings...
Well, I don't really have all that much to write about, but I feel like writing, so I will come up with something!
I know, Dylan and school. He is only 2 1/2 right now and will not turn 3 until February so he will not be going to school until next year (nursery school/preschool) so I need to figure out what type of environment I want him in, what I think will be the best setting for him. To be honest, at this moment, I haven't got a clue! I know that he needs to be around other kids, he needs others to play with and to interact with. He is wonderful at being alone, playing by himself and entertaining himself, he likes to have his freedom and be left alone to play and go about his business, so it is nice, I can get minor breaks throughout the day, if you ask him what he is doing, he will sternly tell you "Playing"! It is so funny!
There is a catholic nursery school a few blocks away, I went there when I was younger. I think that it would be a good school, help Dylan learn some discipline and control - he has a very hard time understanding his boundaries, we are working on it but I think that a setting like that may be good for him. On the other hand, I don't know if I want to force religon upon Dylan, another issue all together, but still one that I have.
I am catholic, baptised, went to religion classes, made my first communion, all of that. But I have not baptised Dylan, I am not very religious and I don't know if I really want to "force" it upon Dylan, of course on the other hand, there is nothing wrong with preschool, they may teach him about religion, which I have no problem with but nothing will be forced upon him, at that age he would be too young.
Then with preschool comes elementary, that is a whole new story. I know that I do not want him to go to the public school where we currently live, but I think that I would prefer him to be in public schools, I think they are the most diverse and allow more independence and freedom than private schools. Thankfully, I have a full year to decide on preschools and two for elementary - I am going to reasearch some right now!
I know, Dylan and school. He is only 2 1/2 right now and will not turn 3 until February so he will not be going to school until next year (nursery school/preschool) so I need to figure out what type of environment I want him in, what I think will be the best setting for him. To be honest, at this moment, I haven't got a clue! I know that he needs to be around other kids, he needs others to play with and to interact with. He is wonderful at being alone, playing by himself and entertaining himself, he likes to have his freedom and be left alone to play and go about his business, so it is nice, I can get minor breaks throughout the day, if you ask him what he is doing, he will sternly tell you "Playing"! It is so funny!
There is a catholic nursery school a few blocks away, I went there when I was younger. I think that it would be a good school, help Dylan learn some discipline and control - he has a very hard time understanding his boundaries, we are working on it but I think that a setting like that may be good for him. On the other hand, I don't know if I want to force religon upon Dylan, another issue all together, but still one that I have.
I am catholic, baptised, went to religion classes, made my first communion, all of that. But I have not baptised Dylan, I am not very religious and I don't know if I really want to "force" it upon Dylan, of course on the other hand, there is nothing wrong with preschool, they may teach him about religion, which I have no problem with but nothing will be forced upon him, at that age he would be too young.
Then with preschool comes elementary, that is a whole new story. I know that I do not want him to go to the public school where we currently live, but I think that I would prefer him to be in public schools, I think they are the most diverse and allow more independence and freedom than private schools. Thankfully, I have a full year to decide on preschools and two for elementary - I am going to reasearch some right now!
Friday, September 21, 2007
It been some time huh?
I have been so super busy, yet I still feel like I have accomplished ZERO!
I am taking 4 online classes right now, so that is taking all of my non-existent free time, well, that plus working and of course Dylan, I don't think that I have had a second to breath!
I had today off from work because Darcy (the babysitter) had to go out of town to visit her father. I CLEANED my kitchen, scrubben the walls, doors, stove, washed the floor - it was such a mess, and I despise cleaning - of course, it still has to be done, and I don't think that any random stranger off the road is going to knock on my door and beg to do it for me...I am sure there is a god, but I damn well he isn't that cool!!
I still hate my job, I have been looking for something different, but I am being rather picky, I mean, I already hate my job, so why just go and take another one that I hate...I don't really even know what I want to do, I just know that the farther away from a phone..the better - I grow to hate people more and more on a daily basis listening to their constent whining about things that don't matter...to anyone, yet they want to make it the end of the world.
Seriously, if I have to hear someone complain about us having the nerve to charge them a $1 late fee because it is now September and they haven't paid their bill from May...give me a frekin break - call Capital One and see if your whining will get them to remove the "finance chage" - I don't want to hear it, when you have a real problem and are not a total asshole because you can't seem to figure out your bill that a 9 year old would understand and cry to me that you charge your clients $300 an hour and who us going to pay for the time you have wasted on the phone trying to figure it out - stop being cheap hire an accountant to figure it out for you!
Dylan has been impossible latley, he has been so dramatic about everything, some nights I feel as if I am going to go over the deep end, Terry is usually no help when it comes to controlling him when it comes to tantrums, sometimes I just want to scream, other times I can't help it anymore and I yell.
He gets this look on his face and in the most pitiful voice says "sorry mommy" and I instantly feel like a piece of shit for losing my cool. He goes into these insane tantrums - with fits of rage like a grown man, I am so partly to blame for the temper but WOW is it draining!
Everytime I go into the store he wants to go with me (I don't mean when we are together alone because then obviously he would be going in with me) but when Terry & I are going somewhere and I run into the store to grab some drinks, he wants to go...he says "I go too Mommy" - which would be fine...but it is always a mission...first, there is always something in the truck that he needs or wants first before we can even get out, then he typically takes his shoes off as soon as he hits the car seat, so we have to put them back on...because he HAS to walk, then we go into the store and he has a routine - he goes straight for the ATM machine and hits the buttons like a mad man while I look like the insane mother trying to get him away from him, I attempt to calmy take his hand and direct him in the direction of whatever it is we went in there for, so, we start to take the 15 foot walk from the door to the cooler with the drinks, along the way - he MUST stop at the cat food and talk to the "babies" on the box, then he has to try and get Cereal, always Lucky Charms because he wants the "mar-mellows" and I have to then try to get him to keep moving, he usually then starts to grab whatever is in reach on whatever shelf he can get his little paws onto - then he wants a drink so we go to the milk cooler because he wants strawberry milk, then he wants white milk, then he wants gatorade, then he wants water - then he has to pick out 6 different kinds of water - then he wants ice cream, no matter what time of the day it is, he wants ice cream - it is rediclious!
It is so cute though, the way that he will put whatever it is that I have given in to get him onto the counter to pay for it, then he has to talk to everyone that works there - one of the girls that used to work there, he would run right behind the counter to see her, we obviously go there way to much, but it is 2 blocks away from my house, I can see clearly the goings on in the parking lot from almost every window on one side of my house - so it is very convenient and I go there all of the time!!
He is so damn independent, he NEEDS to be able to do everything for himself, sometimes I wonder if he understands that he is 2 not 22, I feel like he is growing up to fast, sometimes I wish that I could just stop him, obviously I know that I can't but it would be nice!!
Well, that is enough venting for one night...of to read others!!
I am taking 4 online classes right now, so that is taking all of my non-existent free time, well, that plus working and of course Dylan, I don't think that I have had a second to breath!
I had today off from work because Darcy (the babysitter) had to go out of town to visit her father. I CLEANED my kitchen, scrubben the walls, doors, stove, washed the floor - it was such a mess, and I despise cleaning - of course, it still has to be done, and I don't think that any random stranger off the road is going to knock on my door and beg to do it for me...I am sure there is a god, but I damn well he isn't that cool!!
I still hate my job, I have been looking for something different, but I am being rather picky, I mean, I already hate my job, so why just go and take another one that I hate...I don't really even know what I want to do, I just know that the farther away from a phone..the better - I grow to hate people more and more on a daily basis listening to their constent whining about things that don't matter...to anyone, yet they want to make it the end of the world.
Seriously, if I have to hear someone complain about us having the nerve to charge them a $1 late fee because it is now September and they haven't paid their bill from May...give me a frekin break - call Capital One and see if your whining will get them to remove the "finance chage" - I don't want to hear it, when you have a real problem and are not a total asshole because you can't seem to figure out your bill that a 9 year old would understand and cry to me that you charge your clients $300 an hour and who us going to pay for the time you have wasted on the phone trying to figure it out - stop being cheap hire an accountant to figure it out for you!
Dylan has been impossible latley, he has been so dramatic about everything, some nights I feel as if I am going to go over the deep end, Terry is usually no help when it comes to controlling him when it comes to tantrums, sometimes I just want to scream, other times I can't help it anymore and I yell.
He gets this look on his face and in the most pitiful voice says "sorry mommy" and I instantly feel like a piece of shit for losing my cool. He goes into these insane tantrums - with fits of rage like a grown man, I am so partly to blame for the temper but WOW is it draining!
Everytime I go into the store he wants to go with me (I don't mean when we are together alone because then obviously he would be going in with me) but when Terry & I are going somewhere and I run into the store to grab some drinks, he wants to go...he says "I go too Mommy" - which would be fine...but it is always a mission...first, there is always something in the truck that he needs or wants first before we can even get out, then he typically takes his shoes off as soon as he hits the car seat, so we have to put them back on...because he HAS to walk, then we go into the store and he has a routine - he goes straight for the ATM machine and hits the buttons like a mad man while I look like the insane mother trying to get him away from him, I attempt to calmy take his hand and direct him in the direction of whatever it is we went in there for, so, we start to take the 15 foot walk from the door to the cooler with the drinks, along the way - he MUST stop at the cat food and talk to the "babies" on the box, then he has to try and get Cereal, always Lucky Charms because he wants the "mar-mellows" and I have to then try to get him to keep moving, he usually then starts to grab whatever is in reach on whatever shelf he can get his little paws onto - then he wants a drink so we go to the milk cooler because he wants strawberry milk, then he wants white milk, then he wants gatorade, then he wants water - then he has to pick out 6 different kinds of water - then he wants ice cream, no matter what time of the day it is, he wants ice cream - it is rediclious!
It is so cute though, the way that he will put whatever it is that I have given in to get him onto the counter to pay for it, then he has to talk to everyone that works there - one of the girls that used to work there, he would run right behind the counter to see her, we obviously go there way to much, but it is 2 blocks away from my house, I can see clearly the goings on in the parking lot from almost every window on one side of my house - so it is very convenient and I go there all of the time!!
He is so damn independent, he NEEDS to be able to do everything for himself, sometimes I wonder if he understands that he is 2 not 22, I feel like he is growing up to fast, sometimes I wish that I could just stop him, obviously I know that I can't but it would be nice!!
Well, that is enough venting for one night...of to read others!!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
September 11th
It is hard to believe that it was 6 years ago today that many of our lives changed forever. It still feels like just yesterday.
I remember I was annoyed that I had been sitting in an 8am class, and for all things some sort of Philosophy class, I don't actually remember what though.
What I do remember is when the class was FINALLY over with we were all basically rusing for the door so that we could finally be free of the boredom, and the strangest thing happened, the professors cell phone rang.
He was just one of those types that would never use the phone in class, they were a big no no, I was suprised that we even heard it ring - we all stopped dead in our tracks waiting for him to hang up hoping that it was either something exciting (perhaps the birth of a grandchild) or at least to hear that nothing was wrong.
The phone call I would imagine was from his wife, he hung up, and turned to us all standing in the door way, with the sadest face he tells us "A plane just crashed into the World Trade Center".
I have to be honest, I didn't really think much of it except for the fact that it was crazy that a plane hit the building...what did the pilot not see it? Impossible!
I went to work at the time I was a server/bartender - I didn't have to be to work until 4 that night, but I had some time to kill between classes and 3 of my best friends were working at the time...so I went and we watched everything on the TV at the bar.
My cousin lives in the City, she had actually been visiting friends outside of the city - but could see everything from where she was...but she was ok!
Then - it was the White House and a plane in the middle of a field...one of my best friends that I had been working with at the time and who was there when I got to the resturant was panicing...I asked what was wrong - her mother was down at Andrews AirForce Base with her sister because she had just had a baby the week before...the base was being evacuated or something along those lines...and her sister was freaking out and REFUSED to leave the base, she felt if she was not safe there then she would not be any where - which I have to admit is probably true...BUT NOT WHEN YOU ARE ALONE!
Although I did not have to say to good-bye to my loved ones that day, thankfully none had been taken from my life, it still changed us forever.
My best friend in the World, just finished boot camp - he had returned home the weekend before - we knew his life would change forever - and here we are six years later, my amazing friend is currently in his 3rd tour of Iraq - he is 23 years old and has spent 3 of the last 5 years away at war, his first child was born last december a beautiful little girl, he has only been able to spend 2 weeks of her life with her, my heart aches for him and others that are in the same position.
The city skyline seems...I don't know...empty. Nothing is ever going to replace those towers or the meaning they now hold in the hearts of all Americans - if you ever had to chance to see them in there true glory, saw them falling, or the lights that represent them.
If you Remember just one thing about 9/11 don't remember the pain...remember how we were all reminded that we are in this together and working together to make OUR World, OUR Country, OUR America just what it should be....a place of endless opportunity, even if sometimes it doesn't seem to be working out that way.
So, today I am going to remember the city that never sleeps and all of it's glory, but more importantly, I will remember and never forget....
Those who perished on September 11, 2001 WORLD TRADE CENTER VICTIMS (A-L) Gordon McCannel Aamoth, 32, New York, N.Y.* Maria Rose Abad, 49, Syosset, N.Y.* Edelmiro (Ed) Abad, 54, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Anthony Abate, 37, Melville, N.Y.* Vincent Abate, 40, New York, N.Y.* Laurence Christopher Abel, 37* William F. Abrahamson, 58, Cortland Manor, N.Y.* Richard Anthony Aceto, 42, Wantagh, N.Y.* Erica Van Acker, 62, New York, N.Y.* Heinrich B. Ackermann, 38, New York, N.Y.* Paul Andrew Acquaviva, 29, Glen Rock, N.J.* Donald L. Adams, 28, Chatham, N.J.* Shannon Lewis Adams, 25, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Adams, 51, New York, N.Y.* Patrick Adams, 60, New York, N.Y.* Ignatius Adanga, 62, New York, N.Y.* Christy A. Addamo, 28, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Terence E. Adderley, 22, Bloomfield Hills, Mich.* Sophia B. Addo, 36, New York, N.Y.* Lee Adler, 48, Springfield, N.J.* Daniel Thomas Afflitto, 32, Manalapan, N.J.* Emmanuel Afuakwah, 37, New York, N.Y. Alok Agarwal, 36, Jersey City, N.J.* Mukul Agarwala, 37, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Agnello, 35, New York, N.Y.* David Scott Agnes, 46, New York, N.Y.* Joao A. Aguiar Jr., 30, Red Bank, N.J.* Lt. Brian G. Ahearn, 43, Huntington, N.Y.* Jeremiah J. Ahern, 74, Cliffside Park, N.J.* Joanne Ahladiotis, 27, New York, N.Y.* Shabbir Ahmed, 47, New York, N.Y.* Terrance Andre Aiken, 30, New York, N.Y.* Godwin Ajala, 33, New York, N.Y.* Gertrude M. Alagero, 37, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Alameno, 37, Westfield, N.J.* Margaret Ann (Peggy) Jezycki Alario, 41, New York, N.Y.* Gary Albero, 39, Emerson, N.J.* Jon L. Albert, 46, Upper Nyack, N.Y.* Peter Craig Alderman, 25, New York, N.Y.* Jacquelyn Delaine Aldridge, 46, New York, N.Y.* Grace Alegre-Cua, 40, Glen Rock, N.J.* David D. Alger, 57, New York, N.Y.* Ernest Alikakos, 43, New York, N.Y.* Edward L. Allegretto, 51, Colonia, N.J.* Eric Allen, 44, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Ryan Allen, 39, New York, N.Y.* Richard Lanard Allen, 30, New York, N.Y.* Richard Dennis Allen, 31, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Edward Allingham, 36, River Edge, N.J.* Janet M. Alonso, 41, Stony Point, N.Y.* Anthony Alvarado, 31, New York, N.Y.* Antonio Javier Alvarez, 23, New York, N.Y.* Telmo Alvear, 25, New York, N.Y.* Cesar A. Alviar, 60, Bloomfield, N.J.* Tariq Amanullah, 40, Metuchen, N.J.* Angelo Amaranto, 60, New York, N.Y.* James Amato, 43, Ronkonkoma, N.Y.* Joseph Amatuccio, 41, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Charles Amoroso, 29, New York, N.Y.* Kazuhiro Anai, 42, Scarsdale, N.Y. Calixto Anaya, 35, Suffern, N.Y.* Jorge Octavio Santos Anaya, 25, Aguascalientes, Aguascalientes, Mexico Joseph Peter Anchundia, 26, New York, N.Y.* Kermit Charles Anderson, 57, Green Brook, N.J.* Yvette Anderson, 53, New York, N.Y.* John Andreacchio, 52, New York, N.Y.* Michael Rourke Andrews, 34, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* Jean A. Andrucki, 42, Hoboken, N.J.* Siew-Nya Ang, 37, East Brunswick, N.J.* Joseph Angelini, 38, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Joseph Angelini, 63, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Laura Angilletta, 23, New York, N.Y. Doreen J. Angrisani, 44, New York, N.Y.* Lorraine D. Antigua, 32, Middletown, N.J.* Peter Paul Apollo, 26, Hoboken, N.J.* Faustino Apostol, 55, New York, N.Y.* Frank Thomas Aquilino, 26, New York, N.Y.* Patrick Michael Aranyos, 26, New York, N.Y.* David Gregory Arce, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael G. Arczynski, 45, Little Silver, N.J.* Louis Arena, 32, New York, N.Y.* Adam Arias, 37, Staten Island, N.Y.* Michael J. Armstrong, 34, New York, N.Y.* Jack Charles Aron, 52, Bergenfield, N.J.* Joshua Aron, 29, New York, N.Y.* Richard Avery Aronow, 48, Mahwah, N.J.* Japhet J. Aryee, 49, Spring Valley, N.Y. Carl Asaro, 39, Middletown, N.Y.* Michael A. Asciak, 47, Ridgefield, N.J.* Michael Edward Asher, 53, Monroe, N.Y.* Janice Ashley, 25, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Thomas J. Ashton, 21, New York, N.Y.* Manuel O. Asitimbay, 36, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Gregg Arthur Atlas, 45, Howells, N.Y.* Gerald Atwood, 38, New York, N.Y.* James Audiffred, 38, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth W. Van Auken, 47, East Brunswick, N.J.* Louis F. Aversano, Jr, 58, Manalapan, N.J.* Ezra Aviles, 41, Commack, N.Y.* Ayodeji Awe, 42, New York, N.Y Samuel (Sandy) Ayala, 36, New York, N.Y.* Arlene T. Babakitis, 47, Secaucus, N.J.* Eustace (Rudy) Bacchus, 48, Metuchen, N.J.* John James Badagliacca, 35, New York, N.Y.* Jane Ellen Baeszler, 43, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Baierwalter, 44, Albertson, N.Y.* Andrew J. Bailey, 29, New York, N.Y.* Brett T. Bailey, 28, Bricktown, N.J.* Tatyana Bakalinskaya, 43, New York, N.Y.* Michael S. Baksh, 36, Englewood, N.J.* Sharon Balkcom, 43, White Plains, N.Y.* Michael Andrew Bane, 33, Yardley, Pa.* Kathy Bantis, 44, Chicago, Ill.* Gerard Jean Baptiste, 35, New York, N.Y.* Walter Baran, 42, New York, N.Y.* Gerard A. Barbara, 53, New York, N.Y.* Paul V. Barbaro, 35, Holmdel, N.J.* James W. Barbella, 53, Oceanside, N.Y.* Ivan Kyrillos Fairbanks Barbosa, 30, Jersey City, N.J.* Victor Daniel Barbosa, 23, New York, N.Y.* Colleen Ann Barkow, 26, East Windsor, N.J.* David Michael Barkway, 34, Toronto, Ontario, Canada* Matthew Barnes, 37, Monroe, N.Y.* Sheila Patricia Barnes, 55, Bay Shore, N.Y.* Evan J. Baron, 38, Bridgewater, N.J.* Renee Barrett-Arjune, 41, Irvington, N.J. Arthur T. Barry, 35, New York, N.Y.* Diane G. Barry, 60, New York, N.Y.* Maurice Vincent Barry, 49, Rutherford, N.J.* Scott D. Bart, 28, Malverne, N.Y.* Carlton W. Bartels, 44, New York, N.Y.* Guy Barzvi, 29, New York, N.Y.* Inna Basina, 43, New York, N.Y.* Alysia Basmajian, 23, Bayonne, N.J.* Kenneth William Basnicki, 48, Etobicoke, Ontario, Canada* Lt. Steven J. Bates, 42, New York, N.Y.* Paul James Battaglia, 22, New York, N.Y.* W. David Bauer, 45, Rumson, N.J. Ivhan Luis Carpio Bautista, 24, New York, N.Y.* Marlyn C. Bautista, 46, Iselin, N.J.* Jasper Baxter, 45, Philadelphia, Pa.* Michele (Du Berry) Beale, 37, Essex, Britain* Paul F. Beatini, 40, Park Ridge, N.J.* Jane S. Beatty, 53, Belford, N.J.* Larry I. Beck, 38, Baldwin, N.Y.* Manette Marie Beckles, 43, Rahway, N.J.* Carl John Bedigian, 35, New York, N.Y.* Michael Beekman, 39, New York, N.Y.* Maria Behr, 41, Milford, N.J. Yelena Belilovsky, 38, Mamaroneck, N.Y.* Nina Patrice Bell, 39, New York, N.Y.* Andrea Della Bella, 59, Jersey City, N.J.* Debbie S. Bellows, 30, East Windsor, N.J.* Stephen Elliot Belson, 51, New York, N.Y.* Paul Michael Benedetti, 32, New York, N.Y.* Denise Lenore Benedetto, 40, New York, N.Y.* Bryan Craig Bennett, 25, New York, N.Y.* Oliver Duncan Bennett, 29, London, England* Eric L. Bennett, 29, New York, N.Y.* Margaret L. Benson, 52, Rockaway, N.J.* Dominick J. Berardi, 25, New York, N.Y. James Patrick Berger, 44, Lower Makefield, Pa.* Steven Howard Berger, 45, Manalapan, N.J.* John P. Bergin, 39, New York, N.Y.* Alvin Bergsohn, 48, Baldwin Harbor, N.Y.* Daniel D. Bergstein, 38, Teaneck, N.J.* Michael J. Berkeley, 38, New York, N.Y.* Donna Bernaerts-Kearns, 44, Hoboken, N.J.* David W. Bernard, 57, Chelmsford, Mass.* William Bernstein, 44, New York, N.Y.* David M. Berray, 39, New York, N.Y.* David S. Berry, 43, New York, N.Y.* Joseph J. Berry, 55, Saddle River, N.J.* William Reed Bethke, 36, Hamilton, N.J.* Timothy D. Betterly, 42, Little Silver, N.J.* Edward F. Beyea, 42, New York, N.Y.* Paul Michael Beyer, 37, New York, N.Y.* Anil T. Bharvaney, 41, East Windsor, N.J.* Bella Bhukhan, 24, Union, N.J.* Shimmy D. Biegeleisen, 42, New York, N.Y.* Peter Alexander Bielfeld, 44, New York, N.Y.* William Biggart, 54, New York, N.Y.* Brian Bilcher, 36, New York, N.Y.* Carl Vincent Bini, 44, New York, N.Y.* Gary Bird, 51, Tempe, Ariz.* Joshua David Birnbaum, 24, New York, N.Y.* George Bishop, 52, Granite Springs, N.Y.* Jeffrey D. Bittner, 27, New York, N.Y.* Balewa Albert Blackman, 26, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Joseph Blackwell, 42, Patterson, N.Y.* Susan L. Blair, 35, East Brunswick, N.J.* Harry Blanding, 38, Blakeslee, Pa.* Janice L. Blaney, 55, Williston Park, N.Y.* Craig Michael Blass, 27, Greenlawn, N.Y.* Rita Blau, 52, New York, N.Y.* Richard M. Blood, 38, Ridgewood, N.J.* Michael A. Boccardi, 30, Bronxville, N.Y. John Paul Bocchi, 38, New Vernon, N.J.* Michael L. Bocchino, 45, New York, N.Y.* Susan Mary Bochino, 36, New York, N.Y.* Bruce Douglas (Chappy) Boehm, 49, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Mary Katherine Boffa, 45, New York, N.Y.* Nicholas A. Bogdan, 34, Browns Mills, N.J.* Darren C. Bohan, 34, New York, N.Y.* Lawrence Francis Boisseau, 36, Freehold, N.J.* Vincent M. Boland, 25, Ringwood, N.J.* Alan Bondarenko, 53, Flemington, N.J.* Andre Bonheur, 40, New York, N.Y.* Colin Arthur Bonnett, 39, New York, N.Y.* Frank Bonomo, 42, Port Jefferson, N.Y.* Yvonne L. Bonomo, 30, New York, N.Y.* Sean Booker, 35, Irvington, N.J.* Sherry Ann Bordeaux, 38, Jersey City, N.J.* Krystine C. Bordenabe, 33, Old Bridge, N.J.* Martin Boryczewski, 29, Parsippany, N.J.* Richard E. Bosco, 34, Suffern, N.Y.* John Howard Boulton, 29, New York, N.Y.* Francisco Bourdier, 41, New York, N.Y.* Thomas H. Bowden, 36, Wyckoff, N.J.* Kimberly S. Bowers, 31, Islip, N.Y.* Veronique (Bonnie) Nicole Bowers, 28, New York, N.Y.* Larry Bowman, 46, New York, N.Y.* Shawn Edward Bowman, 28, New York, N.Y.* Kevin L. Bowser, 45, Philadelphia, Pa.* Gary R. Box, 37, North Bellmore, N.Y.* Gennady Boyarsky, 34, New York, N.Y.* Pamela Boyce, 43, New York, N.Y.* Michael Boyle, 37, Westbury, N.Y.* Alfred Braca, 54, Leonardo, N.J.* Sandra Conaty Brace, 60, New York, N.Y.* Kevin H. Bracken, 37, New York, N.Y.* David Brian Brady, 41, Summit, N.J.* Alexander Braginsky, 38, Stamford, Conn.* Nicholas W. Brandemarti, 21, Mantua, N.J.* Michelle Renee Bratton, 23, Yonkers, N.Y.* Patrice Braut, 31, New York, N.Y.* Lydia Estelle Bravo, 50, Dunellen, N.J.* Ronald Michael Breitweiser, 39, Middletown Township, N.J.* Edward A. Brennan, 37, New York, N.Y.* Frank H. Brennan, 50, New York, N.Y.* Michael Emmett Brennan, 27, New York, N.Y.* Peter Brennan, 30, Ronkonkoma, N.Y.* Thomas M. Brennan, 32, Scarsdale, N.Y. Capt. Daniel Brethel, 43, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Gary L. Bright, 36, Union City, N.J.* Jonathan Eric Briley, 43, Mount Vernon, N.Y.* Mark A. Brisman, 34, Armonk, N.Y.* Paul Gary Bristow, 27, New York, N.Y.* Victoria Alvarez Brito, 38, New York, N.Y.* Mark Francis Broderick, 42, Old Bridge, N.J.* Herman C. Broghammer, 58, North Merrick, N.Y.* Keith Broomfield, 49, New York, N.Y.* Janice J. Brown, 35, New York, N.Y.* Lloyd Brown, 28, Bronxville, N.Y.* Capt. Patrick J. Brown, 48, New York, N.Y.* Bettina Browne, 49, Atlantic Beach, N.Y.* Mark Bruce, 40, Summit, N.J.* Richard Bruehert, 38, Westbury, N.Y.* Andrew Brunn, 28* Capt. Vincent Brunton, 43, New York, N.Y.* Ronald Paul Bucca, 47, Tuckahoe, N.Y.* Brandon J. Buchanan, 24, New York, N.Y.* Greg Joseph Buck, 37, New York, N.Y.* Dennis Buckley, 38, Chatham, N.J.* Nancy Bueche, 43, Hicksville, N.Y.* Patrick Joseph Buhse, 36, Lincroft, N.J.* John E. Bulaga, 35, Paterson, N.J.* Stephen Bunin, 45, New York, N.Y. Thomas Daniel Burke, 38, Bedford Hills, N.Y.* Capt. William F. Burke, 46, New York, N.Y.* Matthew J. Burke, 28, New York, N.Y.* Donald James Burns, 61, Nissequogue, N.Y.* Kathleen A. Burns, 49, New York, N.Y.* Keith James Burns, 39, East Rutherford, N.J.* John Patrick Burnside, 36, New York, N.Y.* Irina Buslo, 32, New York, N.Y.* Milton Bustillo, 37, New York, N.Y.* Thomas M. Butler, 37, Kings Park, N.Y.* Patrick Byrne, 39, New York, N.Y.* Timothy G. Byrne, 36, Manhattan, N.Y.* Jesus Cabezas, 66, New York, N.Y.* Lillian Caceres, 48, New York, N.Y.* Brian Joseph Cachia, 26, New York, N.Y.* Steven Cafiero, 31, New York, N.Y.* Richard M. Caggiano, 25, New York, N.Y.* Cecile M. Caguicla, 55, Boonton, N.J.* Michael John Cahill, 37, East Williston, N.Y.* Scott W. Cahill, 30, West Caldwell, N.J.* Thomas J. Cahill, 36, Franklin Lakes, N.J.* George Cain, 35, Massapequa, N.Y.* Salvatore B. Calabro, 38, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Calandrillo, 49, Hawley, Pa.* Philip V. Calcagno, 57, New York, N.Y. Edward Calderon, 44, Jersey City, N.J.* Kenneth Marcus Caldwell, 30, New York, N.Y.* Dominick E. Calia, 40, Manalapan, N.J.* Felix (Bobby) Calixte, 38, New York, N.Y. Capt. Frank Callahan, 51, New York, N.Y.* Liam Callahan, 44, Rockaway, N.J.* Luigi Calvi, 34, East Rutherford, N.J.* Roko Camaj, 60, Manhasset, N.Y.* Michael Cammarata, 22, Huguenot, N.Y.* David Otey Campbell, 51, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Geoffrey Thomas Campbell, 31, New York, N.Y.* Sandra Patricia Campbell, 45, New York, N.Y.* Jill Marie Campbell, 31, New York, N.Y.* Robert Arthur Campbell, 25, New York, N.Y.* Juan Ortega Campos, 32, New York, N.Y.* Sean Canavan, 39, New York, N.Y.* John A. Candela, 42, Glen Ridge, N.J.* Vincent Cangelosi, 30, New York, N.Y.* Stephen J. Cangialosi, 40, Middletown, N.J.* Lisa B. Cannava, 30, New York, N.Y.* Brian Cannizzaro, 30, New York, N.Y.* Michael R. Canty, 30, Schenectady, N.Y.* Louis A. Caporicci, 35, New York, N.Y.* Jonathan N. Cappello, 23, Garden City, N.Y.* James Christopher Cappers, 33, Wading River, N.Y.* Richard M. Caproni, 34, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Jose Cardona, 32, New York, N.Y.* Dennis M Carey, 51, Wantagh, N.Y.* Edward Carlino, 46, New York, N.Y.* Michael Scott Carlo, 34, New York, N.Y.* David G. Carlone, 46, Randolph, N.J.* Rosemarie C. Carlson, 40, New York, N.Y.* Mark Stephen Carney, 41, Rahway, N.J. Joyce Ann Carpeneto, 40, New York, N.Y.* Alicia Acevedo Carranza, Teziutlan, Puebla, Mexico Jeremy M. Carrington, 34, New York, N.Y.* Michael T. Carroll, 39, New York, N.Y.* Peter Carroll, 42, New York, N.Y.* James J. Carson, 32, Massapequa, N.Y.* James Marcel Cartier, 26, New York, N.Y.* Vivian Casalduc, 45, New York, N.Y.* John F. Casazza, 38, Colts Neck, N.J.* Paul Cascio, 23, Manhasset, N.Y.* Kathleen Hunt Casey, 43, Middletown, N.J.* Margarito Casillas, 54, Guadalajara, Jalisco, Mexico Thomas Anthony Casoria, 29, New York, N.Y.* William Otto Caspar, 57, Eatontown, N.J.* Alejandro Castano, 35, Englewood, N.J.* Arcelia Castillo, 49, Elizabeth, N.J.* Leonard M. Castrianno, 30, New York, N.Y.* Jose Ramon Castro, 37, New York, N.Y. Richard G. Catarelli, 47, New York, N.Y. Christopher Sean Caton, 34, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Caufield, 48, Valley Stream, N.Y.* Mary Teresa Caulfield, 58, New York, N.Y.* Judson Cavalier, 26, Huntington, N.Y.* Michael Joseph Cawley, 32, Bellmore, N.Y.* Jason D. Cayne, 32, Morganville, N.J.* Juan Armando Ceballos, 47, New York, N.Y.* Marcia G. Cecil-Carter, 34, New York, N.Y.* Jason Cefalu, 30, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Thomas J. Celic, 43, New York, N.Y.* Ana M. Centeno, 38, Bayonne, N.J.* Joni Cesta, 37, Bellmore, N.Y.* Jeffrey M. Chairnoff, 35, West Windsor, N.J.* Swarna Chalasani, 33, Jersey City, N.J.* William Chalcoff, 41, Roslyn, N.Y.* Eli Chalouh, 23, New York, N.Y.* Charles Lawrence (Chip) Chan, 23, New York, N.Y.* Mandy Chang, 40, New York, N.Y.* Mark L. Charette, 38, Millburn, N.J.* Gregorio Manuel Chavez, 48, New York, N.Y. Jayceryll M. de Chavez, 24, Carteret, N.J.* Pedro Francisco Checo, 35, New York, N.Y.* Douglas MacMillan Cherry, 38, Maplewood, N.J.* Stephen Patrick Cherry, 41, Stamford, Conn.* Vernon Paul Cherry, 49, New York, N.Y.* Nestor Chevalier, 30, New York, N.Y.* Swede Joseph Chevalier, 26, Locust, N.J.* Alexander H. Chiang, 51, New City, N.Y.* Dorothy J. Chiarchiaro, 61, Glenwood, N.J.* Luis Alfonso Chimbo, 39, New York, N.Y.* Robert Chin, 33, New York, N.Y.* Wing Wai (Eddie) Ching, 29, Union, N.J.* Nicholas P. Chiofalo, 39, Selden, N.Y.* John Chipura, 39, New York, N.Y.* Peter A. Chirchirillo, 47, Langhorne, Pa.* Catherine E. Chirls, 47, Princeton, N.J.* Kyung (Kaccy) Cho, 30, Clifton, N.J.* Abul K. Chowdhury, 30, New York, N.Y.* Mohammed Salahuddin Chowdhury, 38, New York, N.Y.* Kirsten L. Christophe, 39, Maplewood, N.J.* Pamela Chu, 31, New York, N.Y.* Steven Paul Chucknick, 44, Cliffwood Beach, N.J.* Wai-ching Chung, 36, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Ciafardini, 30, New York, N.Y.* Alex F. Ciccone, 38, New Rochelle, N.Y.* Frances Ann Cilente, 26, New York, N.Y.* Elaine Cillo, 40, New York, N.Y.* Edna Cintron, 46, New York, N.Y.* Nestor Andre Cintron, 26, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Robert Dominick Cirri, 39, Nutley, N.J.* Juan Pablo Alvarez Cisneros, 23, Weehawken, N.J.* Gregory Alan Clark, 40, Teaneck, N.J.* Mannie Leroy Clark, 54, New York, N.Y. Thomas R. Clark, 37, Summit, N.J.* Eugene Clark, 47, New York, N.Y.* Benjamin Keefe Clark, 39, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Robert Clarke, 34, Philadelphia, Pa.* Donna Clarke, 39, New York, N.Y.* Michael Clarke, 27, Prince's Bay, N.Y.* Suria R.E. Clarke, 30, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Francis Cleary, 38, New York, N.Y.* James D. Cleere, 55, Newton, Iowa* Geoffrey W. Cloud, 36, Stamford, Conn.* Susan M. Clyne, 42, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Steven Coakley, 36, Deer Park, N.Y.* Jeffrey Coale, 31, Souderton, Pa.* Patricia A. Cody, 46, Brigantine, N.J.* Daniel Michael Coffey, 54, Newburgh, N.Y.* Jason Matthew Coffey, 25, Newburgh, N.Y.* Florence Cohen, 62, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Sanford Cohen, 28, Edison, N.J.* Anthony Joseph Coladonato, 47, New York, N.Y.* Mark J. Colaio, 34, New York, N.Y.* Stephen J. Colaio, 32, Montauk, N.Y.* Christopher M. Colasanti, 33, Hoboken, N.J.* Michel Paris Colbert, 39, West New York, N.J.* Kevin Nathaniel Colbert, 25, New York, N.Y.* Keith Eugene Coleman, 34, Warren, N.J.* Scott Thomas Coleman, 31, New York, N.Y.* Tarel Coleman, 32* Liam Joseph Colhoun, 34, Flushing,, N.Y.* Robert D. Colin, 49, West Babylon, N.Y.* Robert J. Coll, 35, Glen Ridge, N.J.* Jean Marie Collin, 42, New York, N.Y.* John Michael Collins, 42, New York, N.Y.* Michael L. Collins, 38, Montclair, N.J.* Thomas J. Collins, 36, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Collison, 50, New York, N.Y.* Patricia Malia Colodner, 39, New York, N.Y.* Linda M. Colon, 46, Perrineville, N.J.* Soledi Colon, 39, New York, N.Y. Ronald Comer, 56, Northport, N.Y.* Jaime Concepcion, 46, New York, N.Y.* Albert Conde, 62, Englishtown, N.J.* Denease Conley, 44, New York, N.Y.* Susan Clancy Conlon, 41, New York, N.Y.* Margaret Mary Conner, 57, New York, N.Y.* John E. Connolly, 46, Allenwood, N.J.* Cynthia L. Connolly, 40, Metuchen, N.J.* James Lee Connor, 38, Summit, N.J.* Jonathan (J.C.) Connors, 55, Old Brookville, N.Y. Kevin P. Connors, 55, Greenwich, Conn.* Kevin Francis Conroy, 47, New York, N.Y.* Brenda E. Conway, 40, New York, N.Y.* Dennis Michael Cook, 33, Colts Neck, N.J.* Helen D. Cook, 24, New York, N.Y.* John A. Cooper, 40, Bayonne, N.J.* Joseph J. Coppo, 47, New Canaan, Conn.* Gerard J. Coppola, 46, New Providence, N.J.* Joseph Albert Corbett, 28, Islip, N.Y.* Alejandro Cordero, 23, New York, N.Y.* Robert Cordice, 28, New York, N.Y.* Ruben D. Correa, 44, New York, N.Y.* Danny A. Correa-Gutierrez, 25, Fairview, N.J.* James Corrigan, 60, New York, N.Y.* Carlos Cortes, 57, New York, N.Y.* Kevin M. Cosgrove, 46, West Islip, N.Y.* Dolores Marie Costa, 53, Middletown, N.J.* Digna Alexandra Rivera Costanza, 25, New York, N.Y.* Charles Gregory Costello, 46, Old Bridge, N.J.* Michael S. Costello, 27, Hoboken, N.J.* Conrod K.H. Cottoy, 51, New York, N.Y.* Martin Coughlan, 54, New York, N.Y.* Sgt. John Gerard Coughlin, 43, Pomona, N.Y.* Timothy John Coughlin, 42, New York, N.Y.* James E. Cove, 48, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Andre Cox, 29, New York, N.Y. Frederick John Cox, 27, New York, N.Y.* James Raymond Coyle, 26, New York, N.Y.* Michelle Coyle-Eulau, 38, Garden City, N.Y.* Anne M. Cramer, 47, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Seton Cramer, 34, Manahawkin, N.J.* Denise Crant, 46, Hackensack, N.J.* Robert James Crawford, 62, New York, N.Y.* James L. Crawford, 33, Madison, N.J.* Joanne Mary Cregan, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lucia Crifasi, 51, Glendale, N.Y.* Lt. John Crisci, 48, Holbrook, N.Y.* Daniel Hal Crisman, 25, New York, N.Y.* Dennis A. Cross, 60, Islip Terrace, N.Y.* Helen Crossin-Kittle, 34, Larchmont, N.Y.* Kevin Raymond Crotty, 43, Summit, N.J. Thomas G. Crotty, 42, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* John Crowe, 57, Rutherford, N.J.* Welles Remy Crowther, 24, Upper Nyack, N.Y.* Robert L. Cruikshank, 64, New York, N.Y. Francisco Cruz, 47, New York, N.Y.* John Robert Cruz, 32, Jersey City, N.J.* Kenneth John Cubas, 48, Woodstock, N.Y.* Richard Joseph Cudina, 46, Glen Gardner, N.J.* Neil James Cudmore, 38, Port Washington, N.Y.* Thomas Patrick Cullen, 31, New York, N.Y.* Joan McConnell Cullinan, 47, Scarsdale, N.Y.* Joyce Cummings, 65* Brian Thomas Cummins, 38, Manasquan, N.J.* Nilton Albuquerque Fernao Cunha, 41 Michael Joseph Cunningham, 39, Princeton Junction, N.J.* Robert Curatolo, 31, New York, N.Y.* Laurence Curia, 41, Garden City, N.Y.* Paul Dario Curioli, 53, Norwalk, Conn.* Beverly Curry, 41, New York, N.Y.* Sgt. Michael Curtin, 45, Medford, N.Y.* Gavin Cushny, 47, Hoboken, N.J.* Caleb Arron Dack, 39, Montclair, N.J.* Carlos S. DaCosta, 41, Elizabeth, N.J.* John D'Allara, 47, Pearl River, N.Y.* Vincent D'Amadeo, 36, East Patchoque, N.Y.* Thomas A. Damaskinos, 33, Matawan, N.J.* Jack L. D'Ambrosi, 45, Woodcliff Lake, N.J. Jeannine Marie Damiani-Jones, 28, New York, N.Y.* Patrick W. Danahy, 35, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* Nana Kwuku Danso, 47, New York, N.Y. Mary D'Antonio, 55, New York, N.Y. Vincent G. Danz, 38, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Dwight Donald Darcy, 55, Bronxville, N.Y.* Elizabeth Ann Darling, 28, Newark, N.J.* Annette Andrea Dataram, 25, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Edward Alexander D'Atri, 38, New York, N.Y.* Michael D. D'Auria, 25, New York, N.Y.* Lawrence Davidson, 51, New York, N.Y.* Michael Allen Davidson, 27, Westfield, N.J.* Scott Matthew Davidson, 33, New York, N.Y.* Titus Davidson, 55, New York, N.Y. Niurka Davila, 47, New York, N.Y.* Clinton Davis, 38, New York, N.Y.* Wayne Terrial Davis, 29, Fort Meade, Md.* Calvin Dawson, 46, New York, N.Y.* Anthony Richard Dawson, 32, Southampton, Hampshire, England* Edward James Day, 45, New York, N.Y.* Emerita (Emy) De La Pena, 32, New York, N.Y.* Melanie Louise De Vere, 30, London, England* William T. Dean, 35, Floral Park, N.Y.* Robert J. DeAngelis, 48, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Thomas P. Deangelis, 51, Westbury, N.Y.* Tara Debek, 35, Babylon, N.Y.* Anna Debin, 30, East Farmingdale, N.Y.* James V. DeBlase, 45, Manalapan, N.J.* Paul DeCola, 39, Ridgewood, N.Y.* Simon Dedvukaj, 26, Mohegan Lake, N.Y.* Jason Christopher DeFazio, 29, New York, N.Y.* David A. Defeo, 37, New York, N.Y.* Jennifer DeJesus, 23, New York, N.Y.* Monique E. DeJesus, 28, New York, N.Y.* Nereida DeJesus, 30, New York, N.Y.* Donald A. Delapenha, 37, Allendale, N.J.* Vito Joseph Deleo, 41, New York, N.Y.* Danielle Delie, 47, New York, N.Y.* Colleen Ann Deloughery, 41, Bayonne, N.J.* Francis (Frank) Albert DeMartini, 49, New York, N.Y.* Anthony Demas, 61, New York, N.Y.* Martin DeMeo, 47, Farmingville, N.Y.* Francis X. Deming, 47, Franklin Lakes, N.J.* Carol K. Demitz, 49, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Dennis, 43, Peapack, N.J. Thomas F. Dennis, 43, Setauket, N.Y.* Jean C. DePalma, 42, Newfoundland, N.J.* Jose Nicolas Depena, 42, New York, N.Y. Robert J. Deraney, 43, New York, N.Y.* Michael DeRienzo, 37, Hoboken, N.J.* David Paul Derubbio, 38, New York, N.Y.* Jemal Legesse DeSantis, 28, Jersey City, N.J.* Christian L. DeSimone, 23, Ringwood, N.J.* Edward DeSimone, 36, Atlantic Highlands, N.J.* Lt. Andrew Desperito, 44, Patchogue, N.Y.* Michael Jude D'Esposito, 32, Morganville, N.J.* Cindy Ann Deuel, 28, New York, N.Y.* Jerry DeVito, 66, New York, N.Y.* Robert P. Devitt, 36, Plainsboro, N.J.* Dennis Lawrence Devlin, 51, Washingtonville, N.Y.* Gerard Dewan, 35, New York, N.Y.* Simon Suleman Ali Kassamali Dhanani, 62, Hartsdale, N.Y.* Michael L. DiAgostino, 41, Garden City, N.Y.* Matthew Diaz, 33, New York, N.Y.* Nancy Diaz, 28, New York, N.Y. Obdulio Ruiz Diaz, 44, New York, N.Y.* Lourdes Galletti Diaz, 32, New York, N.Y.* Michael Diaz-Piedra, 49* Judith Belguese Diaz-Sierra, 32, Bay Shore, N.Y.* Patricia F. DiChiaro, 63, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Dermot Dickey, 50, Manhasset, N.Y.* Lawrence Patrick Dickinson, 35, Morganville, N.J.* Michael David Diehl, 48, Brick, N.J.* John DiFato, 39, New York, N.Y.* Vincent F. DiFazio, 43, Hampton, N.J.* Carl DiFranco, 27, New York, N.Y.* Donald J. DiFranco, 43, New York, N.Y.* Debra Ann DiMartino, 36, New York, N.Y.* Stephen P. Dimino, 48, Basking Ridge, N.J.* William J. Dimmling, 47, Garden City, N.Y.* Christopher Dincuff, 31, Jersey City, N.J.* Jeffrey M. Dingle, 32, New York, N.Y.* Anthony DiOnisio, 38, Glen Rock, N.J.* George DiPasquale, 33, New York, N.Y.* Joseph DiPilato, 57, New York, N.Y.* Douglas Frank DiStefano, 24, Hoboken, N.J.* Ramzi A. Doany, 35, Bayonne, N.J., Jordanian* John J. Doherty, 58, Hartsdale, N.Y.* Melissa C. Doi, 32, New York, N.Y.* Brendan Dolan, 37, Glen Rock, N.J.* Neil Dollard, 28, Hoboken, N.J.* James Joseph Domanico, 56, New York, N.Y.* Benilda Pascua Domingo, 37, New York, N.Y. Charles (Carlos) Dominguez, 34, East Meadow, N.Y.* Geronimo (Jerome) Mark Patrick Dominguez, 37, Holtsville, N.Y.* Lt. Kevin W. Donnelly, 43, New York, N.Y.* Jacqueline Donovan, 34, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Dorf, 39, New Milford, N.J.* Thomas Dowd, 37, Monroe, N.Y.* Lt. Kevin Christopher Dowdell, 46, New York, N.Y.* Mary Yolanda Dowling, 46, New York, N.Y.* Raymond M. Downey, 63, Deer Park, N.Y.* Joseph M. Doyle, 25, New York, N.Y.* Frank Joseph Doyle, 39, Englewood, N.J.* Randy Drake, 37, Lee's Summit, Mo.* Stephen Patrick Driscoll, 38, Lake Carmel, N.Y.* Mirna A. Duarte, 31, New York, N.Y. Luke A. Dudek, 50, Livingston, N.J.* Christopher Michael Duffy, 23, New York, N.Y.* Gerard Duffy, 53, Manorville, N.Y.* Michael Joseph Duffy, 29, Northport, N.Y.* Thomas W. Duffy, 52, Pittsford, N.Y. Antoinette Duger, 44, Belleville, N.J.* Jackie Sayegh Duggan, 34* Sareve Dukat, 53, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Joseph Dunne, 28, Mineola, N.Y. Richard A. Dunstan, 54, New Providence, N.J.* Patrick Thomas Dwyer, 37, Nissequogue, N.Y.* Joseph Anthony Eacobacci, 26, New York, N.Y.* John Bruce Eagleson, 53, Middlefield, Conn.* Robert D. Eaton, 37, Manhasset, N.Y.* Dean P. Eberling, 44, Cranford, N.J.* Margaret Ruth Echtermann, 33, Hoboken, N.J.* Paul Robert Eckna, 28, West New York, N.J. Constantine (Gus) Economos, 41, New York, N.Y.* Dennis Michael Edwards, 35, Huntington, N.Y.* Michael Hardy Edwards, 33, New York, N.Y.* Lisa Egan, 31, Cliffside Park, N.J.* Capt. Martin Egan, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael Egan, 51, Middletown, N.J.* Christine Egan, 55, Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada* Samantha Egan, 24, Jersey City, N.J.* Carole Eggert, 60, New York, N.Y. Lisa Caren Weinstein Ehrlich, 36, New York, N.Y.* John Ernst (Jack) Eichler, 69, Cedar Grove, N.J.* Eric Adam Eisenberg, 32, Commack, N.Y.* Daphne F. Elder, 36, Newark, N.J.* Michael J. Elferis, 27, College Point, N.Y.* Mark J. Ellis, 26, South Huntington, N.Y.* Valerie Silver Ellis, 46, New York, N.Y.* Albert Alfy William Elmarry, 30, North Brunswick, N.J.* Edgar H. Emery, 45, Clifton, N.J.* Doris Suk-Yuen Eng, 30, New York, N.Y.* Christopher S. Epps, 29, New York, N.Y.* Ulf Ramm Ericson, 79, Greenwich, Conn.* Erwin L. Erker, 41, Farmingdale, N.Y.* William J. Erwin, 30, Verona, N.J.* Sarah (Ali) Escarcega, 35, New York, N.Y.* Jose Espinal, 31 Fanny M. Espinoza, 29, Teaneck, N.J.* Francis Esposito, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Michael Esposito, 41, New York, N.Y.* William Esposito, 51, Bellmore, N.Y.* Brigette Ann Esposito, 34, New York, N.Y.* Ruben Esquilin, 35, New York, N.Y.* Sadie Ette, 36, New York, N.Y.* Barbara G. Etzold, 43, Jersey City, N.J.* Eric Brian Evans, 31, Weehawken, N.J.* Robert Edward Evans, 36, Franklin Square, N.Y.* Meredith Emily June Ewart, 29, Hoboken, N.J.* Catherine K. Fagan, 58, New York, N.Y.* Patricia M. Fagan, 55, Toms River, N.J.* Keith G. Fairben, 24, Floral Park, N.Y.* William Fallon, 38, Coram, N.Y.* William F. Fallon, 53, Rocky Hill, N.J.* Anthony J. Fallone, 39, New York, N.Y.* Dolores B. Fanelli, 38, Farmingville, N.Y.* John Joseph Fanning, 54, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Kathleen (Kit) Faragher, 33, Denver, Colo.* Capt. Thomas Farino, 37, Bohemia, N.Y.* Nancy Carole Farley, 45, Jersey City, N.J.* Elizabeth Ann (Betty) Farmer, 62, New York, N.Y.* Douglas Farnum, 33, New York, N.Y.* John W. Farrell, 41, Basking Ridge, N.J. Terrence Patrick Farrell, 45, Huntington, N.Y.* John G. Farrell, 32, New York, N.Y.* Capt. Joseph Farrelly, 47, New York, N.Y.* Thomas P. Farrelly, 54, East Northport, N.Y.* Syed Abdul Fatha, 54, Newark, N.J.* Christopher Faughnan, 37, South Orange, N.J.* Wendy R. Faulkner, 47, Mason, Ohio* Shannon M. Fava, 30, New York, N.Y.* Bernard D. Favuzza, 52, Suffern, N.Y.* Robert Fazio, 41, Freeport, N.Y.* Ronald C. Fazio, 57, Closter, N.J.* William Feehan, 72, New York, N.Y.* Francis J. (Frank) Feely, 41, Middletown, N.Y.* Garth E. Feeney, 28, New York, N.Y.* Sean B. Fegan, 34, New York, N.Y.* Lee S. Fehling, 28, Wantagh, N.Y.* Peter Feidelberg, 34, Hoboken, N.J.* Alan D. Feinberg, 48, New York, N.Y.* Rosa Maria Feliciano, 30, New York, N.Y.* Edward T. Fergus, 40, Wilton, Conn. George Ferguson, 54, Teaneck, N.J. Henry Fernandez, 23, New York, N.Y.* Judy H. Fernandez, 27, Parlin, N.J.* Jose Manuel Contreras Fernandez, El Aguacate, Jalisco, Mexico Elisa Giselle Ferraina, 27, London, England* Anne Marie Sallerin Ferreira, 29, Jersey City, N.J.* Robert John Ferris, 63, Garden City, N.Y.* David Francis Ferrugio, 46, Middletown, N.J. Louis V. Fersini, 38, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Michael David Ferugio, 37, New York, N.Y.* Bradley James Fetchet, 24, New York, N.Y.* Jennifer Louise Fialko, 29, Teaneck, N.J.* Kristen Fiedel, 27, New York, N.Y.* Samuel Fields, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael Bradley Finnegan, 37, Basking Ridge, N.J. Timothy J. Finnerty, 33, Glen Rock, N.J.* Michael Curtis Fiore, 46, New York, N.Y.* Stephen J. Fiorelli, 43, Aberdeen, N.J.* Paul M. Fiori, 31, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* John Fiorito, 40, Stamford, Conn.* Lt. John R. Fischer, 46, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Fisher, 42, New York, N.Y.* Thomas J. Fisher, 36, Union, N.J.* Bennett Lawson Fisher, 58, Stamford, Conn. John Roger Fisher, 46, Bayonne, N.J.* Lucy Fishman, 37, New York, N.Y.* Ryan D. Fitzgerald, 26, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Fitzpatrick, 35, Tuckahoe, N.Y.* Richard P. Fitzsimons, 57, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Salvatore A. Fiumefreddo, 47, Manalapan, N.J.* Christina Donovan Flannery, 26, New York, N.Y.* Eileen Flecha, 33, New York, N.Y.* Andre G. Fletcher, 37, North Babylon, N.Y.* Carl Flickinger, 38, Conyers, N.Y.* John Joseph Florio, 33, Oceanside, N.Y.* Joseph W. Flounders, 46, East Stroudsburg, Pa.* David Fodor, 38, Garrison, N.Y.* Lt. Michael N. Fodor, 53, Warwick, N.Y.* Steven Mark Fogel, 40, Westfield, N.Y.* Thomas Foley, 32, West Nyack, N.Y.* David Fontana, 37, New York, N.Y.* Chih Min (Dennis) Foo, 40, Holmdel, N.J.* Del Rose Forbes-Cheatham, 48, New York, N.Y.* Godwin Forde, 39, New York, N.Y.* Donald A. Foreman, 53, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Hugh Forsythe, 44, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Claudia Alicia Martinez Foster, 26, New York, N.Y.* Noel J. Foster, 40, Bridgewater, N.J.* Ana Fosteris, 58, Coram, N.Y.* Robert J. Foti, 42, Albertson, N.Y.* Jeffrey L. Fox, 40, Cranbury, N.J.* Virginia Fox, 58, New York, N.Y.* Virgin (Lucy) Francis, 62, New York, N.Y.* Pauline Francis, 57, New York, N.Y.* Joan Francis Gary J. Frank, 35, South Amboy, N.J.* Morton Frank, 31, New York, N.Y. Peter Christopher Frank, 29, New York, N.Y.* Richard K. Fraser, 32, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Joseph Frawley, 34, Bronxville, N.Y.* Clyde Frazier, 41, New York, N.Y.* Lillian I. Frederick, 46, Teaneck, N.J.* Andrew Fredericks, 40, Suffern, N.Y.* Tamitha Freemen, 35, New York, N.Y.* Brett O. Freiman, 29, Roslyn, N.Y.* Lt. Peter L. Freund, 45, Westtown, N.Y.* Arlene E. Fried, 49, Roslyn Heights, N.Y.* Alan Wayne Friedlander, 52, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* Andrew K. Friedman, 44, Woodbury, N.Y.* Gregg J. Froehner, 46, Chester, N.J.* Peter Christian Fry, 36, Wilton, Conn.* Clement Fumando, 59, New York, N.Y.* Steven Elliot Furman, 40, Wesley Hills, N.Y.* Paul James Furmato, 37, Colts Neck, N.J.* Fredric Gabler, 30, New York, N.Y.* Richard S. Gabrielle, 50, West Haven, Conn.* James Andrew Gadiel, 23, New York, N.Y.* Pamela Gaff, 51, Robinsville, N.J. Ervin Vincent Gailliard, 42, New York, N.Y.* Deanna L. Galante, 32, New York, N.Y.* Grace Galante, 29, New York, N.Y.* Anthony Edward Gallagher, 41, New York, N.Y.* Daniel James Gallagher, 23, Red Bank, N.J.* John Patrick Gallagher, 31, Yonkers, N.Y.* Cono E. Gallo, 30, New York, N.Y.* Vincenzo Gallucci, 36, Monroe Township, N.J.* Thomas Edward Galvin, 32, New York, N.Y.* Giovanna (Genni) Gambale, 27, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Gambino, 48, Babylon, N.Y.* Giann F. Gamboa, 26, New York, N.Y.* Peter J. Ganci, 55, North Massapequa, N.Y.* Claude Michael Gann, 41, Roswell, Ga.* Lt. Charles William Garbarini, 44, Pleasantville, N.Y.* Cesar Garcia, 36, New York, N.Y.* David Garcia, 40, Freeport, N.Y.* Jorge Luis Morron Garcia, 38, New York, N.Y.* Juan Garcia, 50, New York, N.Y.* Marlyn C. Garcia, 21, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Gardner, 36, Darien, Conn.* Douglas B. Gardner, 39, New York, N.Y.* Harvey J. Gardner, 35, Lakewood, N.J.* Thomas A. Gardner, 39, Oceanside, N.Y.* Jeffrey B. Gardner, 36, Hoboken, N.J.* William Arthur Gardner, 45, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Francesco Garfi, 29, New York, N.Y.* Rocco Gargano, 28, Bayside, N.Y.* James M. Gartenberg, 36, New York, N.Y.* Matthew David Garvey, 37* Bruce Gary, 51, Bellmore, N.Y.* Palmina Delli Gatti, 33, New York, N.Y.* Boyd A. Gatton, 38, Jersey City, N.J.* Donald Richard Gavagan, 35, New York, N.Y.* Terence D. Gazzani, 24, New York, N.Y.* Gary Geidel, 44, New York, N.Y.* Paul Hamilton Geier, 36, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Julie M. Geis, 44, Lees Summit, Mo.* Peter Gelinas, 34, New York, N.Y.* Steven Paul Geller, 52, New York, N.Y.* Howard G. Gelling, 28, New York, N.Y. Peter Victor Genco, 36, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Steven Gregory Genovese, 37, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Alayne F. Gentul, 44, Mountain Lakes, N.J.* Edward F. Geraghty, 45, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Suzanne Geraty, 30, New York, N.Y.* Ralph Gerhardt, 33, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Gerlich, 56, Monroe, Conn.* Denis P. Germain, 33, Tuxedo Park, N.Y.* Marina R. Gertsberg, 25, New York, N.Y.* Susan M. Getzendanner, 57, New York, N.Y.* James Gerard Geyer, 41, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Joseph M. Giaccone, 43, Monroe, N.J.* Lt. Vincent Francis Giammona, 40, Valley Stream, N.Y.* Debra L. Gibbon, 43, Hackettstown, N.J.* James A. Giberson, 43, New York, N.Y.* Craig Neil Gibson, 37, New York, N.Y.* Ronnie Gies, 43, Merrick, N.Y.* Laura A. Giglio, 35, Oceanside, N.Y.* Andrew Clive Gilbert, 39, Califon, N.J. Timothy Paul Gilbert, 35, Lebanon, N.J. Paul Stuart Gilbey, 39, Chatham, N.J.* Paul John Gill, 34, New York, N.Y.* Mark Y. Gilles, 33, New York, N.Y. Evan H. Gillette, 40, New York, N.Y.* Ronald Gilligan, 43, Norwalk, Conn.* Sgt. Rodney C. Gillis, 34, New York, N.Y.* Laura Gilly, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lt. John F. Ginley, 37, Warwick, N.Y.* Jeffrey Giordano, 46, New York, N.Y.* John Giordano, 46, Newburgh, N.Y.* Donna Marie Giordano, 44, Parlin, N.J.* Steven A. Giorgetti, 43, Manhasset, N.Y.* Martin Giovinazzo, 34, New York, N.Y.* Kum-Kum Girolamo, 41, New York, N.Y.* Salvatore Gitto, 44, Manalapan, N.J.* Cynthia Giugliano, 46, Nesconset, N.Y.* Mon Gjonbalaj, 65, New York, N.Y.* Dianne Gladstone, 55, New York, N.Y.* Keith Alexander Glascoe, 38, New York, N.Y.* Thomas I. Glasser, 40, Summit, N.J.* Harry Glenn, 38, Piscataway, N.J.* Barry H. Glick, 55, Wayne, N.J.* Steven Lawrence Glick, 42, Greenwich, Conn.* John T. Gnazzo, 32, New York, N.Y.* William (Bill) Robert Godshalk, 35, New York, N.Y.* Michael Gogliormella, 43, New Providence, N.J.* Brian Fredric Goldberg, 26, Union, N.J.* Jeffrey Grant Goldflam, 48, Melville, N.Y.* Michelle Herman Goldstein, 31, New York, N.Y.* Monica Goldstein, 25, New York, N.Y.* Steven Goldstein, 35, Princeton, N.J.* Andrew H. Golkin, 30, New York, N.Y.* Dennis James Gomes, 40, New York, N.Y.* Enrique Antonio Gomez, 42, New York, N.Y. Jose Bienvenido Gomez, 45, New York, N.Y. Manuel Gomez, 42, New York, N.Y.* Wilder Gomez, 38, New York, N.Y.* Jenine Gonzalez, 27, New York, N.Y.* Joel Guevara Gonzalez, 23, Aguascalientes, Aguascalientes, Mexico Rosa J. Gonzalez, 32, Jersey City, N.J.* Mauricio Gonzalez, 27, New York, N.Y.* Calvin J. Gooding, 38, Riverside, N.Y.* Harry Goody, 50, New York, N.Y.* Kiran Reddy Gopu, 24, Bridgeport, Conn.* Catherine Carmen Gorayeb, 41, New York, N.Y.* Kerene Gordon, 43, New York, N.Y. Sebastian Gorki, 27, New York, N.Y.* Thomas E. Gorman, 41, Middlesex, N.J.* Kieran Gorman, 35, Yonkers, N.Y.* Michael Edward Gould, 29, Hoboken, N.J.* Yugi Goya, 42, Rye, N.Y.* Jon Richard Grabowski, 33, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Michael Grady, 39, Cranford, N.J.* Edwin John Graf, 48, Rowayton, Conn.* David M. Graifman, 40, New York, N.Y.* Gilbert Granados, 51, Hicksville, N.Y.* Elvira Granitto, 43, New York, N.Y. Winston Arthur Grant, 59, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Christopher Stewart Gray, 32, Weehawken, N.J.* James Michael Gray, 34, New York, N.Y.* Linda Mair Grayling, 44, New York, N.Y.* John Michael Grazioso, 41, Middletown, N.J.* Timothy Grazioso, 42, Gulf Stream, Fla.* Derrick Arthur Green, 44, New York, N.Y.* Wade Brian Green, 42, Westbury, N.Y.* Elaine Myra Greenberg, 56, New York, N.Y.* Gayle R. Greene, 51, Montville, N.J.* James Arthur Greenleaf, 32, New York, N.Y.* Eileen Marsha Greenstein, 52, Morris Plains, N.J.* Elizabeth (Lisa) Martin Gregg, 52, New York, N.Y. Donald H. Gregory, 62, Ramsey, N.J.* Florence M. Gregory, 38, New York, N.Y.* Denise Gregory, 39, New York, N.Y.* Pedro (David) Grehan, 35, Hoboken, N.J.* John M. Griffin, 38, Waldwick, N.J.* Tawanna Griffin, 30, New York, N.Y.* Joan D. Griffith, 39, Willingboro, N.J.* Warren Grifka, 54, New York, N.Y.* Ramon Grijalvo, 58* Joseph F. Grillo, 46, New York, N.Y.* David Grimner, 51, Merrick, N.Y.* Kenneth Grouzalis, 56, Lyndhurst, N.J.* Joseph Grzelak, 52, New York, N.Y.* Matthew J. Grzymalski, 34, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Robert Joseph Gschaar, 55, Spring Valley, N.Y.* Liming (Michael) Gu, 34, Piscataway, N.J.* Jose A. Guadalupe, 37, New York, N.Y.* Yan Zhu (Cindy) Guan, 25, New York, N.Y.* Geoffrey E. Guja, 47, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Lt. Joseph Gullickson, 37, New York, N.Y.* Babita Guman, 33, New York, N.Y.* Douglas B. Gurian, 38, Tenafly, N.J.* Philip T. Guza, 54, Sea Bright, N.J.* Barbara Guzzardo, 49, Glendale, N.Y.* Peter Gyulavary, 44, Warwick, N.Y.* Gary Robert Haag, 36, Ossining, N.Y.* Andrea Lyn Haberman, 25, Chicago, Ill.* Barbara M. Habib, 49, New York, N.Y.* Philip Haentzler, 49, New York, N.Y.* Nizam A. Hafiz, 32, New York, N.Y.* Karen Hagerty, 34, New York, N.Y.* Steven Hagis, 31, New York, N.Y.* Mary Lou Hague, 26, New York, N.Y.* David Halderman, 40, New York, N.Y.* Maile Rachel Hale, 26, Cambridge, Mass.* Richard Hall, 49, Purchase, N.Y.* Vaswald George Hall, 50, New York, N.Y.* Robert John Halligan, 59, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Lt. Vincent Gerard Halloran, 43, North Salem, N.Y.* James D. Halvorson, 56, Greenwich, Conn.* Mohammad Salman Hamdani, 23, New York, N.Y.* Felicia Hamilton, 62, New York, N.Y. Robert Hamilton, 43, Washingtonville, N.Y.* Frederic Kim Han, 45, Marlboro, N.J.* Christopher James Hanley, 34, New York, N.Y.* Sean Hanley, 35, New York, N.Y.* Valerie Joan Hanna, 57, Freeville, N.Y.* Thomas Hannafin, 36, New York, N.Y.* Kevin James Hannaford, 32, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Michael L. Hannan, 34, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Dana Hannon, 29, Suffern, N.Y.* Vassilios G. Haramis, 56, New York, N.Y.* James A. Haran, 41, Malverne, N.Y.* Jeffrey P. Hardy, 46, New York, N.Y.* Timothy John Hargrave, 38, Readington, N.J.* Daniel Harlin, 41, Kent, N.Y.* Frances Haros, 76, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Harvey L. Harrell, 49, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Stephen Gary Harrell, 44, Warwick, N.Y.* Stewart D. Harris, 52, Marlboro, N.J.* Aisha Harris, 22, New York, N.Y.* John Patrick Hart, 38, Danville, Calif.* John Clinton Hartz, 64, Basking Ridge, N.J. Emeric J. Harvey, 56, Montclair, N.J.* Capt. Thomas Theodore Haskell, 37, Massapequa, N.Y.* Timothy Haskell, 34, Seaford, N.Y.* Joseph John Hasson, 34, New York, N.Y.* Capt. Terence S. Hatton, 41, New York, N.Y.* Leonard William Hatton, 45, Ridgefield Park, N.J.* Michael Helmut Haub, 34, Roslyn Heights, N.Y.* Timothy Aaron Haviland, 41, Oceanside, N.Y.* Donald G. Havlish, 53, Yardley, Pa.* Anthony Hawkins, 30, New York, N.Y. Nobuhiro Hayatsu, 36, Scarsdale, N.Y.* Philip Hayes, 67, Northport, N.Y.* William Ward Haynes, 35, Rye, N.Y.* Scott Hazelcorn, 29, Hoboken, N.J.* Lt. Michael K. Healey, 42, East Patchogue, N.Y.* Roberta Bernstein Heber, 60, New York, N.Y.* Charles Francis Xavier Heeran, 23, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* John Heffernan, 37, New York, N.Y.* Howard Joseph Heller, 37, Ridgefield, Conn.* JoAnn L. Heltibridle, 46, Springfield, N.J.* Mark F. Hemschoot, 45, Red Bank, N.J.* Ronnie Lee Henderson, 52, Newburgh, N.Y.* Janet Hendricks, 48, New York, N.Y. Brian Hennessey, 35, Ringoes, N.J. Michelle Marie Henrique, 27, New York, N.Y.* Joseph P. Henry, 25, New York, N.Y.* William Henry, 49, New York, N.Y.* John Henwood, 35, New York, N.Y. Robert Allan Hepburn, 39, Union, N.J.* Mary (Molly) Herencia, 47, New York, N.Y.* Lindsay Coates Herkness, 58, New York, N.Y.* Harvey Robert Hermer, 59, New York, N.Y.* Claribel Hernandez, 31, New York, N.Y.* Norberto Hernandez, 42, New York, N.Y.* Raul Hernandez, 51, New York, N.Y.* Gary Herold, 44, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Jeffrey A. Hersch, 53, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Hetzel, 33, Elmont, N.Y.* Capt. Brian Hickey, 47, New York, N.Y.* Ysidro Hidalgo-Tejada, 47, New York, N.Y., Dominican Republic* Lt. Timothy Higgins, 43, Farmingville, N.Y.* Robert D. Higley, 29, New Fairfield, Conn.* Todd Russell Hill, 34, Boston, Mass.* Clara Victorine Hinds, 52, New York, N.Y.* Neal Hinds, 28, New York, N.Y.* Mark D. Hindy, 28, New York, N.Y.* Richard Bruce Van Hine, 48, Greenwood Lake, N.Y.* Katsuyuki Hirai, 32, Hartsdale, N.Y. Heather Malia Ho, 32, New York, N.Y.* Tara Yvette Hobbs, 31, New York, N.Y.* Thomas A. Hobbs, 41, Baldwin, N.Y.* James L. Hobin, 47, Marlborough, Conn.* Robert Wayne Hobson, 36, New Providence, N.J.* DaJuan Hodges, 29, New York, N.Y.* Ronald George Hoerner, 58, Massapequa Park, N.Y.* Patrick Aloysius Hoey, 53, Middletown, N.J.* Stephen G. Hoffman, 36, Long Beach, N.Y.* Marcia Hoffman, 52, New York, N.Y. Frederick J. Hoffmann, 53, Freehold, N.J.* Michele L. Hoffmann, 27, Freehold, N.J.* Judith Florence Hofmiller, 53, Brookfield, Conn.* Thomas Warren Hohlweck, 57, Harrison, N.Y.* Jonathan R. Hohmann, 48, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Francis Holland, 32, Glen Rock, N.J.* John Holland, 30 Elizabeth Holmes, 42, New York, N.Y.* Thomas P. Holohan, 36, Chester, N.Y.* Bradley Hoorn, 22, New York, N.Y.* James P. Hopper, 51, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Montgomery McCullough Hord, 46, Pelham, N.Y.* Michael Horn, 27, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Matthew D. Horning, 26, Hoboken, N.J.* Robert L. Horohoe, 31, New York, N.Y.* Aaron Horwitz, 24, New York, N.Y.* Charles J. Houston, 42, New York, N.Y.* Uhuru G. Houston, 32, Englewood, N.J.* George Howard, 45, Hicksville, N.Y.* Steven L. Howell, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael C. Howell, 60, New York, N.Y.* Jennifer L. Howley, 34, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Milagros "Millie" Hromada, 35, New York, N.Y.* Marian Hrycak, 56, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Huczko, 44, Bethlehem, N.J.* Kris R. Hughes, 30, Nesconset, N.Y.* Melissa Harrington Hughes, 31, San Francisco, Calif.* Thomas F. Hughes, 46, Spring Lake Heights, N.J.* Timothy Robert Hughes, 43, Madison, N.J.* Paul R. Hughes, 38, Stamford, Conn.* Robert T. "Bobby" Hughes, 23, Sayreville, N.J.* Susan Huie, 43, Fair Lawn, N.J.* Mychal Lamar Hulse, 30, New York, N.Y.* William C. Hunt, 32, Norwalk, Conn.* Joseph G. Hunter, 31, South Hempstead, N.Y.* Robert Hussa, 51, Roslyn, N.Y.* Capt. Walter Hynes, 46, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* Thomas E. Hynes, 28, Norwalk, Conn.* Joseph Anthony Ianelli, 28, Hoboken, N.J.* Zuhtu Ibis, 25, Clifton, N.J.* Jonathan Lee Ielpi, 29, Great Neck, N.Y.* Michael Patrick Iken, 37, New York, N.Y.* Daniel Ilkanayev, 36, New York, N.Y.* Capt. Frederick Ill, 49, Pearl River, N.Y.* Abraham Nethanel Ilowitz, 51, New York, N.Y. Anthony P. Infante, 47, Chatham, N.J.* Louis S. Inghilterra, 45, New Castle, N.Y.* Christopher N. Ingrassia, 28, Watchung, N.J.* Paul Innella, 33, East Brunswick, N.J.* Stephanie V. Irby, 38, New York, N.Y.* Douglas Irgang, 32, New York, N.Y.* Todd A. Isaac, 29, New York, N.Y.* Erik Hans Isbrandtsen, 30, New York, N.Y.* Taizo Ishikawa, 50 Aram Iskenderian, 41, Merrick, N.Y.* John Iskyan, 41, Wilton, Conn.* Kazushige Ito, 35, New York, N.Y. Aleksandr Valeryerich Ivantsov, 23, New York, N.Y. Virginia Jablonski, 49, Matawan, N.J.* Brooke Alexandra Jackman, 23, New York, N.Y.* Aaron Jacobs, 27, New York, N.Y.* Jason Kyle Jacobs, 32, Mendham, N.J.* Michael Grady Jacobs, 54, Danbury, Conn.* Ariel Louis Jacobs, 29, Briarcliff Manor, N.Y.* Steven A. Jacobson, 53, New York, N.Y.* Ricknauth Jaggernauth, 58, New York, N.Y.* Jake Denis Jagoda, 24, Huntington, N.Y.* Yudh V.S. Jain, 54, New City, N.Y.* Maria Jakubiak, 41, Ridgewood, N.Y.* Gricelda E. James, 44, Willingboro, N.J.* Ernest James, 40, New York, N.Y.* Mark Jardim, 39, New York, N.Y. Mohammed Jawara, 30, New York, N.Y.* Francois Jean-Pierre, 58, New York, N.Y. Maxima Jean-Pierre, 40, Bellport, N.Y. Paul E. Jeffers, 39, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Jenkins, 47, New York, N.Y.* Alan K. Jensen, 49, Wyckoff, N.J.* Prem N. Jerath, 57, Edison, N.J.* Farah Jeudy, 32, Spring Valley, N.Y.* Hweidar Jian, 42, East Brunswick, N.J.* Eliezer Jimenez, 38, New York, N.Y.* Luis Jimenez, 25, New York, N.Y.* Charles Gregory John, 44, New York, N.Y.* Nicholas John, 42, New York, N.Y.* Scott M. Johnson, 26, New York, N.Y.* LaShawana Johnson, 27, New York, N.Y.* William Johnston, 31, North Babylon, N.Y.* Arthur Joseph Jones, 37, Ossining, N.Y. Allison Horstmann Jones, 31, New York, N.Y.* Brian L. Jones, 44, New York, N.Y.* Christopher D. Jones, 53, Huntington, N.Y. Donald T. Jones, 39, Livingston, N.J.* Donald W. Jones, 43, Fairless Hills, Pa.* Linda Jones, 50, New York, N.Y.* Mary S. Jones, 72, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Jordan, 35, Remsenburg, N.Y.* Robert Thomas Jordan, 34, Williston, N.Y.* Ingeborg Joseph, 60, Germany Karl Henri Joseph, 25, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Joseph, 39, Franklin Park, N.J.* Albert Joseph, 79 Jane Eileen Josiah, 47, Bellmore, N.Y.* Lt. Anthony Jovic, 39, Massapequa, N.Y.* Angel Luis Juarbe, 35, New York, N.Y.* Karen Susan Juday, 52, New York, N.Y.* The Rev. Mychal Judge, 68, New York, N.Y.* Paul W. Jurgens, 47, Levittown, N.Y.* Thomas Edward Jurgens, 26, Lawrence, N.Y.* Kacinga Kabeya, 63, McKinney, Texas Shashi Kiran Lakshmikantha Kadaba, 25, Hackensack, N.J.* Gavkharoy Mukhometovna Kamardinova, 26, New York, N.Y. Shari Kandell, 27, Wyckoff, N.J.* Howard Lee Kane, 40, Hazlet, N.J.* Jennifer Lynn Kane, 26, Fair Lawn, N.J.* Vincent D. Kane, 37, New York, N.Y.* Joon Koo Kang, 34, Riverdale, N.J.* Sheldon R. Kanter, 53, Edison, N.J.* Deborah H. Kaplan, 45, Paramus, N.J.* Alvin Peter Kappelmann, 57, Green Brook, N.J.* Charles Karczewski, 34, Union, N.J.* William A. Karnes, 37, New York, N.Y.* Douglas G. Karpiloff, 53, Mamaroneck, N.Y.* Charles L. Kasper, 54, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Kates, 37, New York, N.Y.* John Katsimatides, 31, East Marion, N.Y.* Sgt. Robert Kaulfers, 49, Kenilworth, N.J.* Don Jerome Kauth, 51, Saratoga Springs, N.Y.* Hideya Kawauchi, 36, Fort Lee, N.J.* Edward T. Keane, 66, West Caldwell, N.J.* Richard M. Keane, 54, Wethersfield, Conn.* Lisa Kearney-Griffin, 35, Jamaica, N.Y.* Karol Ann Keasler, 42, New York, N.Y.* Paul Hanlon Keating, 38, New York, N.Y.* Leo Russell Keene, 33, Westfield, N.J.* Joseph J. Keller, 31, Park Ridge, N.J.* Peter Rodney Kellerman, 35, New York, N.Y.* Joseph P. Kellett, 37, Riverdale, N.Y.* Frederick H. Kelley, 57, Huntington, N.Y.* James Joseph Kelly, 39, Oceanside, N.Y.* Joseph A. Kelly, 40, Oyster Bay, N.Y.* Maurice Patrick Kelly, 41, New York, N.Y.* Richard John Kelly, 50, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Michael Kelly, 41, Wyckoff, N.J.* Thomas Richard Kelly, 38, Riverhead, N.Y.* Thomas W. Kelly, 51, New York, N.Y.* Timothy C. Kelly, 37, Port Washington, N.Y.* William Hill Kelly, 30, New York, N.Y.* Robert C. Kennedy, 55, Toms River, N.J.* Thomas J. Kennedy, 36, Islip Terrace, N.Y.* John Keohane, 41, Jersey City, N.J.* Lt. Ronald T. Kerwin, 42, Levittown, N.Y.* Howard L. Kestenbaum, 56, Montclair, N.J.* Douglas D. Ketcham, 27, New York, N.Y.* Ruth E. Ketler, 42, New York, N.Y.* Boris Khalif, 30, New York, N.Y.* Sarah Khan, 32, New York, N.Y.* Taimour Firaz Khan, 29, New York, N.Y.* Rajesh Khandelwal, 33, South Plainfield, N.J.* SeiLai Khoo, 38, Jersey City, N.J. Michael Kiefer, 25, Hempstead, N.Y.* Satoshi Kikuchihara, 43, Scarsdale, N.Y. Andrew Jay-Hoon Kim, 26, Leonia, N.J.* Lawrence Don Kim, 31, Blue Bell, Pa.* Mary Jo Kimelman, 34, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Marshall King, 42, Princeton, N.J.* Lucille T. King, 59, Ridgewood, N.J.* Robert King, 36, Bellerose Terrace, N.Y.* Lisa M. King-Johnson, 34, New York, N.Y.* Takashi Kinoshita, 46, Rye, N.Y. Chris Michael Kirby, 21, New York, N.Y.* Howard (Barry) Kirschbaum, 53, New York, N.Y.* Glenn Davis Kirwin, 40, Scarsdale, N.Y.* Richard J. Klares, 59, Somers, N.Y.* Peter A. Klein, 35, Weehawken, N.J.* Alan D. Kleinberg, 39, East Brunswick, N.J.* Karen J. Klitzman, 38, New York, N.Y.* Ronald Philip Kloepfer, 39, Franklin Square, N.Y.* Yevgeny Kniazev, 46, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Patrick Knox, 31, Hoboken, N.J.* Andrew Knox, 30, Adelaide, Australia* Rebecca Lee Koborie, 48, Guttenberg, N.J.* Deborah Kobus, 36, New York, N.Y.* Gary Edward Koecheler, 57, Harrison, N.Y.* Frank J. Koestner, 48, New York, N.Y.* Ryan Kohart, 26, New York, N.Y.* Vanessa Lynn Kolpak, 21, New York, N.Y.* Irina Kolpakova, 37, New York, N.Y.* Suzanne Kondratenko, 27, Chicago, Ill.* Abdoulaye Kone, 37, New York, N.Y.* Bon-seok Koo, 42, River Edge, N.J.* Dorota Kopiczko, 26, Nutley, N.J.* Scott Kopytko, 32, New York, N.Y.* Bojan Kostic, 34, New York, N.Y.* Danielle Kousoulis, 29, New York, N.Y.* John J. Kren, 52* William Krukowski, 36, New York, N.Y.* Lyudmila Ksido, 46, New York, N.Y.* Shekhar Kumar, 30, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth Kumpel, 42, Cornwall, N.Y.* Frederick Kuo, 53, Great Neck, N.Y.* Patricia Kuras, 42, New York, N.Y.* Nauka Kushitani, 44, New York, N.Y. Thomas Joseph Kuveikis, 48, Carmel, N.Y.* Victor Kwarkye, 35, New York, N.Y. Kui Fai Kwok, 31, New York, N.Y. Angela R. Kyte, 49, Boonton, N.J.* Amarnauth Lachhman, 42, Valley Stream, N.Y.* Andrew LaCorte, 61, Jersey City, N.J.* Ganesh Ladkat, 27, Somerset, N.J.* James P. Ladley, 41, Colts Neck, N.J.* Daniel M. Van Laere, 46, Glen Rock, N.J.* Joseph A. Lafalce, 54, New York, N.Y.* Jeanette LaFond-Menichino, 49, New York, N.Y.* David LaForge, 50, Port Richmond, N.Y.* Michael Patrick LaForte, 39, Holmdel, N.J.* Alan Lafrance, 43* Juan Lafuente, 61, Poughkeepsie, N.Y.* Neil K. Lai, 59, East Windsor, N.J. Vincent A. Laieta, 31, Edison, N.J.* William David Lake, 44, New York, N.Y.* Franco Lalama, 45, Nutley, N.J.* Chow Kwan Lam, 48, Maywood, N.J.* Stephen LaMantia, 38, Darien, Conn.* Amy Hope Lamonsoff, 29, New York, N.Y.* Robert T. Lane, 28, New York, N.Y.* Brendan M. Lang, 30, Red Bank, N.J.* Rosanne P. Lang, 42, Middletown, N.J.* Vanessa Langer, 29, Yonkers, N.Y.* Mary Lou Langley, 53, New York, N.Y. Peter J. Langone, 41, Roslyn Heights, N.Y.* Thomas Langone, 39, Williston Park, N.Y.* Michele B. Lanza, 36, New York, N.Y.* Ruth Sheila Lapin, 53, East Windsor, N.J.* Carol Ann LaPlante, 59, New York, N.Y.* Ingeborg Astrid Desiree Lariby, 42, New York, N.Y.* Robin Larkey, 48, Chatham, N.J.* Christopher Randall Larrabee, 26, New York, N.Y.* Hamidou S. Larry, 37, New York, N.Y. Scott Larsen, 35, New York, N.Y.* John Adam Larson, 37, Colonia, N.J.* Gary E. Lasko, 49, Memphis, Tenn.* Nicholas C. Lassman, 28, Cliffside Park, N.J.* Paul Laszczynski, 49, Paramus, N.J.* Jeffrey Latouche, 49, New York, N.Y.* Cristina de Laura Oscar de Laura Charles Laurencin, 61, New York, N.Y.* Stephen James Lauria, 39, New York, N.Y.* Maria Lavache, 60, New York, N.Y.* Denis F. Lavelle, 42, Yonkers, N.Y.* Jeannine M. LaVerde, 36, New York, N.Y.* Anna A. Laverty, 52, Middletown, N.J.* Steven Lawn, 28, West Windsor, N.J.* Robert A. Lawrence, 41, Summit, N.J.* Nathaniel Lawson, 61, New York, N.Y.* Eugen Lazar, 27, New York, N.Y.* James Patrick Leahy, 38, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Joseph Gerard Leavey, 45, Pelham, N.Y.* Neil Leavy, 34, New York, N.Y.* Leon Lebor, 51, Jersey City, N.J.* Kenneth Charles Ledee, 38, Monmouth, N.J. Alan J. Lederman, 43, New York, N.Y.* Elena Ledesma, 36, New York, N.Y.* Alexis Leduc, 45, New York, N.Y.* Myung-woo Lee, 41, Lyndhurst, N.J. David S. Lee, 37, West Orange, N.J.* Gary H. Lee, 62, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Hyun-joon (Paul) Lee, 32, New York, N.Y. Jong-min Lee, 24, New York, N.Y. Juanita Lee, 44, New York, N.Y.* Lorraine Lee, 37, New York, N.Y.* Richard Y.C. Lee, 34, Great Neck, N.Y.* Yang Der Lee, 63, New York, N.Y.* Kathryn Blair Lee, 55, New York, N.Y.* Stuart (Soo-Jin) Lee, 30, New York, N.Y.* Linda C. Lee, 34, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Lefkowitz, 50, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* Adriana Legro, 32, New York, N.Y.* Edward J. Lehman, 41, Glen Cove, N.Y.* Eric Andrew Lehrfeld, 32, New York, N.Y.* David Ralph Leistman, 43, Garden City, N.Y.* David Prudencio LeMagne, 27, North Bergen, N.J.* Joseph A. Lenihan, 41, Greenwich, Conn.* John J. Lennon, 44, Howell, N.J.* John Robinson Lenoir, 38, Locust Valley, N.Y.* Jorge Luis Leon, 43, Union City, N.J. Matthew Gerard Leonard, 38, New York, N.Y. Michael Lepore, 39, New York, N.Y.* Charles Antoine Lesperance, 55* Jeffrey Earle LeVeen, 55, Manhasset, N.Y.* John D. Levi, 50, New York, N.Y.* Alisha Caren Levin, 33, New York, N.Y.* Neil D. Levin, 47, New York, N.Y.* Robert Levine, 56, West Babylon, N.Y. Robert M. Levine, 66, Edgewater, N.J.* Shai Levinhar, 29, New York, N.Y.* Adam J. Lewis, 36, Fairfield, Conn.* Margaret Susan Lewis, 49, Elizabeth, N.J.* Ye Wei Liang, 27, New York, N.Y.* Orasri Liangthanasarn, 26, Bayonne, N.J.* Daniel F. Libretti, 43, New York, N.Y.* Ralph M. Licciardi, 30, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Edward Lichtschein, 35, New York, N.Y.* Steven B. Lillianthal, 38, Millburn, N.J.* Carlos R. Lillo, 37, Babylon, N.Y.* Craig Damian Lilore, 30, Lyndhurst, N.J.* Arnold A. Lim, 28, New York, N.Y.* Darya Lin, 32, Chicago, Ill.* Wei Rong Lin, 31, Jersey City, N.J.* Nickie L. Lindo, 31, New York, N.Y. Thomas V. Linehan, 39, Montville, N.J.* Robert Thomas Linnane, 33, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Alan Linton, 26, Jersey City, N.J.* Diane Theresa Lipari, 42, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth P. Lira, 28, Paterson, N.J.* Francisco Alberto Liriano, 33, New York, N.Y.* Lorraine Lisi, 44, New York, N.Y.* Paul Lisson, 45, New York, N.Y. Vincent Litto, 52, New York, N.Y.* Ming-Hao Liu, 41, Livingston, N.J.* Nancy Liz, 39, New York, N.Y.* Harold Lizcano, 31, East Elmhurst, N.Y.* Martin Lizzul, 31, New York, N.Y.* George A. Llanes, 33, New York, N.Y.* Elizabeth Claire Logler, 31, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Catherine Lisa Loguidice, 30, New York, N.Y.* Jerome Robert Lohez, 30, Jersey City, N.J.* Michael W. Lomax, 37, New York, N.Y. Laura M. Longing, 35, Pearl River, N.Y.* Salvatore P. Lopes, 40, Franklin Square, N.Y.* Daniel Lopez, 39, New York, N.Y.* Luis Lopez, 38, New York, N.Y. Manuel L. Lopez, 54, Jersey City, N.J.* George Lopez, 40, Stroudsburg, Pa.* Joseph Lostrangio, 48, Langhorne, Pa.* Chet Louie, 45, New York, N.Y.* Stuart Seid Louis, 43, East Brunswick, N.J.* Joseph Lovero, 60, Jersey City, N.J.* Michael W. Lowe, 48, New York, N.Y.* Garry Lozier, 47, Darien, Conn.* John Peter Lozowsky, 45, New York, N.Y. Charles Peter Lucania, 34, East Atlantic Beach, N.Y.* Edward (Ted) H. Luckett, 40, Fair Haven, N.J.* Mark G. Ludvigsen, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lee Charles Ludwig, 49, New York, N.Y. Sean Thomas Lugano, 28, New York, N.Y.* Daniel Lugo, 45, New York, N.Y.* Marie Lukas, 32, New York, N.Y.* William Lum, 45, New York, N.Y.* Michael P. Lunden, 37, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Lunder, 34, Wall, N.J.* Anthony Luparello, 62, New York, N.Y.* Gary Lutnick, 36, New York, N.Y.* Linda Luzzicone, 33, New York, N.Y.* Alexander Lygin, 28, New York, N.Y.* Farrell Peter Lynch, 39, Centerport, N.Y.* James Francis Lynch, 47, Woodbridge, N.J. Louise A. Lynch, 58, Amityville, N.Y.* Michael Lynch, 34, New York, N.Y.* Michael F. Lynch, 33, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Michael Francis Lynch, 30, New York, N.Y.* Richard Dennis Lynch, 30, Bedford Hills, N.Y.* Robert H. Lynch, 44, Cranford, N.J.* Sean Patrick Lynch, 36, Morristown, N.J.* Sean Lynch, 34, New York, N.Y.* Michael J. Lyons, 32, Hawthorne, N.Y.* Patrick Lyons, 34, South Setauket, N.Y.* Monica Lyons, 53, New York, N.Y.*
WORLD TRADE CENTER VICTIMS (M-Z)
Robert Francis Mace, 43, New York, N.Y.* Jan Maciejewski, 37, New York, N.Y.* Catherine Fairfax MacRae, 23, New York, N.Y.* Richard B. Madden, 35, Westfield, N.J.* Simon Maddison, 40, Florham Park, N.J.* Noell Maerz, 29, Long Beach, N.Y.* Jeannieann Maffeo, 40, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Maffeo, 30, New York, N.Y.* Jay Robert Magazine, 48, New York, N.Y.* Charles Wilson Magee, 51, Wantagh, N.Y.* Brian Magee, 52, Floral Park, N.Y. Joseph Maggitti, 47, Abingdon, Md.* Ronald E. Magnuson, 57, Park Ridge, N.J.* Daniel L. Maher, 50, Hamilton, N.J.* Thomas Anthony Mahon, 37, East Norwich, N.Y.* William Mahoney, 38, Bohemia, N.Y.* Joseph Maio, 32, Roslyn Harbor, N.Y.* Takashi Makimoto, 49, New York, N.Y. Abdu Malahi, 37, New York, N.Y.* Debora Maldonado, 47, New York, N.Y.* Myrna T. Maldonado-Agosto, 49, New York, N.Y.* Alfred R. Maler, 39, Convent Station, N.J.* Gregory James Malone, 42, Hoboken, N.J.* Edward Francis (Teddy) Maloney, 32, Darien, Conn. Joseph E. Maloney, 46, Farmingville, N.Y.* Gene E. Maloy, 41, New York, N.Y.* Christian Maltby, 37, Chatham, N.J.* Francisco Miguel (Frank) Mancini, 26, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Mangano, 53, Jackson, N.J.* Sara Elizabeth Manley, 31, New York, N.Y.* Debra M. Mannetta, 31, Islip, N.Y.* Terence J. Manning, 36, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Marion Victoria (vickie) Manning, 27, Rochdale, N.Y.* James Maounis, 42, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Ross Marchbanks, 47, Nanuet, N.Y.* Peter Edward Mardikian, 29, New York, N.Y.* Edward Joseph Mardovich, 42, Lloyd Harbor, N.Y.* Lt. Charles Joseph Margiotta, 44, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth Joseph Marino, 40, Monroe, N.Y.* Lester Vincent Marino, 57, Massapequa, N.Y.* Vita Marino, 49, New York, N.Y. Kevin D. Marlo, 28, New York, N.Y.* Jose J. Marrero, 32, Old Bridge, N.J.* John Marshall, 35, Congers, N.Y.* James Martello, 41, Rumson, N.J.* Michael A. Marti, 26, Glendale, N.Y.* Lt. Peter Martin, 43, Miller Place, N.Y.* William J. Martin, 35, Rockaway, N.J.* Brian E. Martineau, 37, Edison, N.J.* Betsy Martinez, 33, New York, N.Y.* Edward J. Martinez, 60, New York, N.Y.* Jose Angel Martinez, 49, Hauppauge, N.Y.* Robert Gabriel Martinez, 24, New York, N.Y.* Lizie Martinez-Calderon, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Paul Richard Martini, 37, New York, N.Y.* Joseph A. Mascali, 44, New York, N.Y.* Bernard Mascarenhas, 54, Newmarket, Ontario, Canada* Stephen F. Masi, 55, New York, N.Y.* Nicholas G. Massa, 65, New York, N.Y.* Patricia A. Massari, 25, Glendale, N.Y.* Michael Massaroli, 38, New York, N.Y.* Philip W. Mastrandrea, 42, Chatham, N.J.* Rudolph Mastrocinque, 43, Kings Park, N.Y.* Joseph Mathai, 49, Arlington, Mass.* Charles William Mathers, 61, Sea Girt, N.J.* William A. Mathesen, 40, Morristown, N.J.* Marcello Matricciano, 31, New York, N.Y.* Margaret Elaine Mattic, 51, New York, N.Y.* Robert D. Mattson, 54, Green Pond, N.J.* Walter Matuza, 39, New York, N.Y.* Charles A. (Chuck) Mauro, 65, New York, N.Y.* Charles J. Mauro, 38, New York, N.Y.* Dorothy Mauro, 55, New York, N.Y.* Nancy T. Mauro, 51, New York, N.Y.* Tyrone May, 44, Rahway, N.J.* Keithroy Maynard, 30, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Mayo, 46, Morganville, N.J.* Kathy Nancy Mazza-Delosh, 46, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Edward Mazzella, 62, Monroe, N.Y.* Jennifer Mazzotta, 23, New York, N.Y.* Kaaria Mbaya, 39, Edison, N.J.* James J. McAlary, 42, Spring Lake Heights, N.J.* Brian McAleese, 36, Baldwin, N.Y.* Patricia A. McAneney, 50, Pomona, N.Y.* Colin Richard McArthur, 52, Howell, N.J.* John McAvoy, 47, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth M. McBrayer, 49, New York, N.Y.* Brendan McCabe, 40, Sayville, N.Y.* Michael J. McCabe, 42, Rumson, N.J.* Thomas McCann, 46, Manalapan, N.J.* Justin McCarthy, 30, Port Washington, N.Y.* Kevin M. McCarthy, 42, Fairfield, Conn.* Michael Desmond McCarthy, 33, Huntington, N.Y.* Robert Garvin McCarthy, 33, Stony Point, N.Y.* Stanley McCaskill, 47, New York, N.Y.* Katie Marie McCloskey, 25, Mount Vernon, N.Y.* Tara McCloud-Gray, 30, New York, N.Y.* Charles Austin McCrann, 55, New York, N.Y.* Tonyell McDay, 25, Colonia, N.J.* Matthew T. McDermott, 34, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Joseph P. McDonald, 43, Livingston, N.J. Brian G. McDonnell, 38, Wantagh, N.Y.* Michael McDonnell, 34, Red Bank, N.J.* John F. McDowell, 33, New York, N.Y.* Eamon J. McEneaney, 46, New Canaan, Conn.* John Thomas McErlean, 39, Larchmont, N.Y.* Daniel F. McGinley, 40, Ridgewood, N.J.* Mark Ryan McGinly, 26, New York, N.Y.* Lt. William E. McGinn, 43, New York, N.Y.* Thomas H. McGinnis, 41, Oakland, N.J.* Michael Gregory McGinty, 42, Foxboro, Mass.* Ann McGovern, 68, East Meadow, N.Y.* Scott Martin McGovern, 35, Wyckoff, N.J.* William J. McGovern, 49, Smithtown, N.Y.* Stacey S. McGowan, 38, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Francis Noel McGuinn, 48, Rye, N.Y.* Patrick J. McGuire, 40, Madison, N.J. Thomas M. McHale, 33, Huntington, N.Y.* Keith McHeffey, 31, Monmouth Beach, N.J.* Denis J. McHugh, 36, New York, N.Y.* Dennis P. McHugh, 34, Sparkill, N.Y.* Michael Edward McHugh, 35, Tuckahoe, N.Y.* Ann M. McHugh, 35, New York, N.Y.* Robert G. McIlvaine, 26, New York, N.Y.* Donald James McIntyre, 38, New City, N.Y.* Stephanie McKenna, 45, New York, N.Y.* Barry J. McKeon, 47, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* Evelyn C. McKinnedy, 60, New York, N.Y. Darryl Leron McKinney, 26, New York, N.Y.* Robert C. McLaughlin, 29, Westchester, N.Y.* George Patrick McLaughlin, 36, Hoboken, N.J.* Gavin McMahon, 35, Bayonne, N.J.* Robert Dismas McMahon, 35, New York, N.Y.* Edmund M. McNally, 41, Fair Haven, N.J.* Daniel McNeal, 29, Towson, Md. Walter Arthur McNeil, 53, Stroudsburg, Pa.* Sean Peter McNulty, 30, New York, N.Y.* Christine Sheila McNulty, 42, Peterborough, England Robert William McPadden, 30, Pearl River, N.Y.* Terence A. McShane, 37, West Islip, N.Y.* Timothy Patrick McSweeney, 37, New York, N.Y.* Martin E. McWilliams, 35, Kings Park, N.Y.* Rocco A. Medaglia, 49, Melville, N.Y.* Abigail Cales Medina, 46, New York, N.Y.* Ana Iris Medina, 39, New York, N.Y.* Deborah Medwig, 46, Dedham, Mass. William J. Meehan, 49, Darien, Conn.* Damian Meehan, 32, Glen Rock, N.J.* Alok Kumar Mehta, 23, Hempstead, N.Y.* Raymond Meisenheimer, 46, West Babylon, N.Y.* Manuel Emilio Mejia, 54, New York, N.Y. Eskedar Melaku, 31, New York, N.Y.* Antonio Melendez, 30, New York, N.Y.* Mary Melendez, 44, Stroudsburg, Pa.* Yelena Melnichenko, 28, Brooklyn, N.Y.* Stuart Todd Meltzer, 32, Syosset, N.Y.* Diarelia Jovannah Mena, 30, New York, N.Y.* Charles Mendez, 38, Floral Park, N.Y.* Lizette Mendoza, 33, North Bergen, N.J.* Shevonne Mentis, 25, New York, N.Y.* Steve Mercado, 38, New York, N.Y.* Wesley Mercer, 70, New York, N.Y.* Ralph Joseph Mercurio, 47, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Alan H. Merdinger, 47, Allentown, Pa.* George C. Merino, 39, New York, N.Y.* Yamel Merino, 24, Yonkers, N.Y. George Merkouris, 35, Levittown, N.Y.* Deborah Merrick, 45 Raymond J. Metz, 37, Trumbull, Conn.* Jill A. Metzler, 32, Franklin Square, N.Y.* David Robert Meyer, 57, Glen Rock, N.J.* Nurul Huq Miah, 35, New York, N.Y.* William Edward Micciulli, 30, Matawan, N.J.* Martin Paul Michelstein, 57, Morristown, N.J. Luis Clodoaldo Revilla Mier, 54 Peter T. Milano, 43, Middletown, N.J.* Gregory Milanowycz, 25, Cranford, N.J.* Lukasz T. Milewski, 21, New York, N.Y.* Craig James Miller, 29, Va. Corey Peter Miller, 34, New York, N.Y.* Douglas C. Miller, 34, Port Jervis, N.Y.* Henry Miller, 52, Massapequa, N.Y.* Michael Matthew Miller, 39, Englewood, N.J.* Phillip D. Miller, 53, New York, N.Y.* Robert C. Miller, 55, Hasbrouck Heights, N.J. Robert Alan Miller, 46, Matawan, N.J.* Joel Miller, 55, Baldwin, N.Y.* Benjamin Millman, 40, New York, N.Y.* Charles M. Mills, 61, Brentwood, N.Y.* Ronald Keith Milstein, 54, New York, N.Y.* Robert Minara, 54, Carmel, N.Y.* William G. Minardi, 46, Bedford, N.Y.* Louis Joseph Minervino, 54, Middletown, N.J.* Thomas Mingione, 34, West Islip, N.Y.* Wilbert Miraille, 29, New York, N.Y.* Domenick Mircovich, 40, Closter, N.J.* Rajesh A. Mirpuri, 30, Englewood Cliffs, N.J.* Joseph Mistrulli, 47, Wantagh, N.Y.* Susan Miszkowicz, 37, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Paul Thomas Mitchell, 46, New York, N.Y.* Richard Miuccio, 55, New York, N.Y.* Frank V. Moccia, 57, Hauppauge, N.Y.* Capt. Louis Joseph Modafferi, 45, New York, N.Y.* Boyie Mohammed, 50, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Dennis Mojica, 50, New York, N.Y.* Manuel Mojica, 37, Bellmore, N.Y.* Manuel Dejesus Molina, 31, New York, N.Y.* Kleber Rolando Molina, 44, New York, N.Y. Fernando Jimenez Molinar, 21, Oaxaca, Mexico Carl Molinaro, 32, New York, N.Y.* Justin J. Molisani, 42, Middletown Township, N.J.* Brian Patrick Monaghan, 21, New York, N.Y.* Franklin Monahan, 45, Roxbury, N.Y.* John Gerard Monahan, 47, Wanamassa, N.J.* Kristen Montanaro, 34,
I remember I was annoyed that I had been sitting in an 8am class, and for all things some sort of Philosophy class, I don't actually remember what though.
What I do remember is when the class was FINALLY over with we were all basically rusing for the door so that we could finally be free of the boredom, and the strangest thing happened, the professors cell phone rang.
He was just one of those types that would never use the phone in class, they were a big no no, I was suprised that we even heard it ring - we all stopped dead in our tracks waiting for him to hang up hoping that it was either something exciting (perhaps the birth of a grandchild) or at least to hear that nothing was wrong.
The phone call I would imagine was from his wife, he hung up, and turned to us all standing in the door way, with the sadest face he tells us "A plane just crashed into the World Trade Center".
I have to be honest, I didn't really think much of it except for the fact that it was crazy that a plane hit the building...what did the pilot not see it? Impossible!
I went to work at the time I was a server/bartender - I didn't have to be to work until 4 that night, but I had some time to kill between classes and 3 of my best friends were working at the time...so I went and we watched everything on the TV at the bar.
My cousin lives in the City, she had actually been visiting friends outside of the city - but could see everything from where she was...but she was ok!
Then - it was the White House and a plane in the middle of a field...one of my best friends that I had been working with at the time and who was there when I got to the resturant was panicing...I asked what was wrong - her mother was down at Andrews AirForce Base with her sister because she had just had a baby the week before...the base was being evacuated or something along those lines...and her sister was freaking out and REFUSED to leave the base, she felt if she was not safe there then she would not be any where - which I have to admit is probably true...BUT NOT WHEN YOU ARE ALONE!
Although I did not have to say to good-bye to my loved ones that day, thankfully none had been taken from my life, it still changed us forever.
My best friend in the World, just finished boot camp - he had returned home the weekend before - we knew his life would change forever - and here we are six years later, my amazing friend is currently in his 3rd tour of Iraq - he is 23 years old and has spent 3 of the last 5 years away at war, his first child was born last december a beautiful little girl, he has only been able to spend 2 weeks of her life with her, my heart aches for him and others that are in the same position.
The city skyline seems...I don't know...empty. Nothing is ever going to replace those towers or the meaning they now hold in the hearts of all Americans - if you ever had to chance to see them in there true glory, saw them falling, or the lights that represent them.
If you Remember just one thing about 9/11 don't remember the pain...remember how we were all reminded that we are in this together and working together to make OUR World, OUR Country, OUR America just what it should be....a place of endless opportunity, even if sometimes it doesn't seem to be working out that way.
So, today I am going to remember the city that never sleeps and all of it's glory, but more importantly, I will remember and never forget....
Those who perished on September 11, 2001 WORLD TRADE CENTER VICTIMS (A-L) Gordon McCannel Aamoth, 32, New York, N.Y.* Maria Rose Abad, 49, Syosset, N.Y.* Edelmiro (Ed) Abad, 54, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Anthony Abate, 37, Melville, N.Y.* Vincent Abate, 40, New York, N.Y.* Laurence Christopher Abel, 37* William F. Abrahamson, 58, Cortland Manor, N.Y.* Richard Anthony Aceto, 42, Wantagh, N.Y.* Erica Van Acker, 62, New York, N.Y.* Heinrich B. Ackermann, 38, New York, N.Y.* Paul Andrew Acquaviva, 29, Glen Rock, N.J.* Donald L. Adams, 28, Chatham, N.J.* Shannon Lewis Adams, 25, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Adams, 51, New York, N.Y.* Patrick Adams, 60, New York, N.Y.* Ignatius Adanga, 62, New York, N.Y.* Christy A. Addamo, 28, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Terence E. Adderley, 22, Bloomfield Hills, Mich.* Sophia B. Addo, 36, New York, N.Y.* Lee Adler, 48, Springfield, N.J.* Daniel Thomas Afflitto, 32, Manalapan, N.J.* Emmanuel Afuakwah, 37, New York, N.Y. Alok Agarwal, 36, Jersey City, N.J.* Mukul Agarwala, 37, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Agnello, 35, New York, N.Y.* David Scott Agnes, 46, New York, N.Y.* Joao A. Aguiar Jr., 30, Red Bank, N.J.* Lt. Brian G. Ahearn, 43, Huntington, N.Y.* Jeremiah J. Ahern, 74, Cliffside Park, N.J.* Joanne Ahladiotis, 27, New York, N.Y.* Shabbir Ahmed, 47, New York, N.Y.* Terrance Andre Aiken, 30, New York, N.Y.* Godwin Ajala, 33, New York, N.Y.* Gertrude M. Alagero, 37, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Alameno, 37, Westfield, N.J.* Margaret Ann (Peggy) Jezycki Alario, 41, New York, N.Y.* Gary Albero, 39, Emerson, N.J.* Jon L. Albert, 46, Upper Nyack, N.Y.* Peter Craig Alderman, 25, New York, N.Y.* Jacquelyn Delaine Aldridge, 46, New York, N.Y.* Grace Alegre-Cua, 40, Glen Rock, N.J.* David D. Alger, 57, New York, N.Y.* Ernest Alikakos, 43, New York, N.Y.* Edward L. Allegretto, 51, Colonia, N.J.* Eric Allen, 44, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Ryan Allen, 39, New York, N.Y.* Richard Lanard Allen, 30, New York, N.Y.* Richard Dennis Allen, 31, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Edward Allingham, 36, River Edge, N.J.* Janet M. Alonso, 41, Stony Point, N.Y.* Anthony Alvarado, 31, New York, N.Y.* Antonio Javier Alvarez, 23, New York, N.Y.* Telmo Alvear, 25, New York, N.Y.* Cesar A. Alviar, 60, Bloomfield, N.J.* Tariq Amanullah, 40, Metuchen, N.J.* Angelo Amaranto, 60, New York, N.Y.* James Amato, 43, Ronkonkoma, N.Y.* Joseph Amatuccio, 41, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Charles Amoroso, 29, New York, N.Y.* Kazuhiro Anai, 42, Scarsdale, N.Y. Calixto Anaya, 35, Suffern, N.Y.* Jorge Octavio Santos Anaya, 25, Aguascalientes, Aguascalientes, Mexico Joseph Peter Anchundia, 26, New York, N.Y.* Kermit Charles Anderson, 57, Green Brook, N.J.* Yvette Anderson, 53, New York, N.Y.* John Andreacchio, 52, New York, N.Y.* Michael Rourke Andrews, 34, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* Jean A. Andrucki, 42, Hoboken, N.J.* Siew-Nya Ang, 37, East Brunswick, N.J.* Joseph Angelini, 38, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Joseph Angelini, 63, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Laura Angilletta, 23, New York, N.Y. Doreen J. Angrisani, 44, New York, N.Y.* Lorraine D. Antigua, 32, Middletown, N.J.* Peter Paul Apollo, 26, Hoboken, N.J.* Faustino Apostol, 55, New York, N.Y.* Frank Thomas Aquilino, 26, New York, N.Y.* Patrick Michael Aranyos, 26, New York, N.Y.* David Gregory Arce, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael G. Arczynski, 45, Little Silver, N.J.* Louis Arena, 32, New York, N.Y.* Adam Arias, 37, Staten Island, N.Y.* Michael J. Armstrong, 34, New York, N.Y.* Jack Charles Aron, 52, Bergenfield, N.J.* Joshua Aron, 29, New York, N.Y.* Richard Avery Aronow, 48, Mahwah, N.J.* Japhet J. Aryee, 49, Spring Valley, N.Y. Carl Asaro, 39, Middletown, N.Y.* Michael A. Asciak, 47, Ridgefield, N.J.* Michael Edward Asher, 53, Monroe, N.Y.* Janice Ashley, 25, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Thomas J. Ashton, 21, New York, N.Y.* Manuel O. Asitimbay, 36, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Gregg Arthur Atlas, 45, Howells, N.Y.* Gerald Atwood, 38, New York, N.Y.* James Audiffred, 38, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth W. Van Auken, 47, East Brunswick, N.J.* Louis F. Aversano, Jr, 58, Manalapan, N.J.* Ezra Aviles, 41, Commack, N.Y.* Ayodeji Awe, 42, New York, N.Y Samuel (Sandy) Ayala, 36, New York, N.Y.* Arlene T. Babakitis, 47, Secaucus, N.J.* Eustace (Rudy) Bacchus, 48, Metuchen, N.J.* John James Badagliacca, 35, New York, N.Y.* Jane Ellen Baeszler, 43, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Baierwalter, 44, Albertson, N.Y.* Andrew J. Bailey, 29, New York, N.Y.* Brett T. Bailey, 28, Bricktown, N.J.* Tatyana Bakalinskaya, 43, New York, N.Y.* Michael S. Baksh, 36, Englewood, N.J.* Sharon Balkcom, 43, White Plains, N.Y.* Michael Andrew Bane, 33, Yardley, Pa.* Kathy Bantis, 44, Chicago, Ill.* Gerard Jean Baptiste, 35, New York, N.Y.* Walter Baran, 42, New York, N.Y.* Gerard A. Barbara, 53, New York, N.Y.* Paul V. Barbaro, 35, Holmdel, N.J.* James W. Barbella, 53, Oceanside, N.Y.* Ivan Kyrillos Fairbanks Barbosa, 30, Jersey City, N.J.* Victor Daniel Barbosa, 23, New York, N.Y.* Colleen Ann Barkow, 26, East Windsor, N.J.* David Michael Barkway, 34, Toronto, Ontario, Canada* Matthew Barnes, 37, Monroe, N.Y.* Sheila Patricia Barnes, 55, Bay Shore, N.Y.* Evan J. Baron, 38, Bridgewater, N.J.* Renee Barrett-Arjune, 41, Irvington, N.J. Arthur T. Barry, 35, New York, N.Y.* Diane G. Barry, 60, New York, N.Y.* Maurice Vincent Barry, 49, Rutherford, N.J.* Scott D. Bart, 28, Malverne, N.Y.* Carlton W. Bartels, 44, New York, N.Y.* Guy Barzvi, 29, New York, N.Y.* Inna Basina, 43, New York, N.Y.* Alysia Basmajian, 23, Bayonne, N.J.* Kenneth William Basnicki, 48, Etobicoke, Ontario, Canada* Lt. Steven J. Bates, 42, New York, N.Y.* Paul James Battaglia, 22, New York, N.Y.* W. David Bauer, 45, Rumson, N.J. Ivhan Luis Carpio Bautista, 24, New York, N.Y.* Marlyn C. Bautista, 46, Iselin, N.J.* Jasper Baxter, 45, Philadelphia, Pa.* Michele (Du Berry) Beale, 37, Essex, Britain* Paul F. Beatini, 40, Park Ridge, N.J.* Jane S. Beatty, 53, Belford, N.J.* Larry I. Beck, 38, Baldwin, N.Y.* Manette Marie Beckles, 43, Rahway, N.J.* Carl John Bedigian, 35, New York, N.Y.* Michael Beekman, 39, New York, N.Y.* Maria Behr, 41, Milford, N.J. Yelena Belilovsky, 38, Mamaroneck, N.Y.* Nina Patrice Bell, 39, New York, N.Y.* Andrea Della Bella, 59, Jersey City, N.J.* Debbie S. Bellows, 30, East Windsor, N.J.* Stephen Elliot Belson, 51, New York, N.Y.* Paul Michael Benedetti, 32, New York, N.Y.* Denise Lenore Benedetto, 40, New York, N.Y.* Bryan Craig Bennett, 25, New York, N.Y.* Oliver Duncan Bennett, 29, London, England* Eric L. Bennett, 29, New York, N.Y.* Margaret L. Benson, 52, Rockaway, N.J.* Dominick J. Berardi, 25, New York, N.Y. James Patrick Berger, 44, Lower Makefield, Pa.* Steven Howard Berger, 45, Manalapan, N.J.* John P. Bergin, 39, New York, N.Y.* Alvin Bergsohn, 48, Baldwin Harbor, N.Y.* Daniel D. Bergstein, 38, Teaneck, N.J.* Michael J. Berkeley, 38, New York, N.Y.* Donna Bernaerts-Kearns, 44, Hoboken, N.J.* David W. Bernard, 57, Chelmsford, Mass.* William Bernstein, 44, New York, N.Y.* David M. Berray, 39, New York, N.Y.* David S. Berry, 43, New York, N.Y.* Joseph J. Berry, 55, Saddle River, N.J.* William Reed Bethke, 36, Hamilton, N.J.* Timothy D. Betterly, 42, Little Silver, N.J.* Edward F. Beyea, 42, New York, N.Y.* Paul Michael Beyer, 37, New York, N.Y.* Anil T. Bharvaney, 41, East Windsor, N.J.* Bella Bhukhan, 24, Union, N.J.* Shimmy D. Biegeleisen, 42, New York, N.Y.* Peter Alexander Bielfeld, 44, New York, N.Y.* William Biggart, 54, New York, N.Y.* Brian Bilcher, 36, New York, N.Y.* Carl Vincent Bini, 44, New York, N.Y.* Gary Bird, 51, Tempe, Ariz.* Joshua David Birnbaum, 24, New York, N.Y.* George Bishop, 52, Granite Springs, N.Y.* Jeffrey D. Bittner, 27, New York, N.Y.* Balewa Albert Blackman, 26, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Joseph Blackwell, 42, Patterson, N.Y.* Susan L. Blair, 35, East Brunswick, N.J.* Harry Blanding, 38, Blakeslee, Pa.* Janice L. Blaney, 55, Williston Park, N.Y.* Craig Michael Blass, 27, Greenlawn, N.Y.* Rita Blau, 52, New York, N.Y.* Richard M. Blood, 38, Ridgewood, N.J.* Michael A. Boccardi, 30, Bronxville, N.Y. John Paul Bocchi, 38, New Vernon, N.J.* Michael L. Bocchino, 45, New York, N.Y.* Susan Mary Bochino, 36, New York, N.Y.* Bruce Douglas (Chappy) Boehm, 49, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Mary Katherine Boffa, 45, New York, N.Y.* Nicholas A. Bogdan, 34, Browns Mills, N.J.* Darren C. Bohan, 34, New York, N.Y.* Lawrence Francis Boisseau, 36, Freehold, N.J.* Vincent M. Boland, 25, Ringwood, N.J.* Alan Bondarenko, 53, Flemington, N.J.* Andre Bonheur, 40, New York, N.Y.* Colin Arthur Bonnett, 39, New York, N.Y.* Frank Bonomo, 42, Port Jefferson, N.Y.* Yvonne L. Bonomo, 30, New York, N.Y.* Sean Booker, 35, Irvington, N.J.* Sherry Ann Bordeaux, 38, Jersey City, N.J.* Krystine C. Bordenabe, 33, Old Bridge, N.J.* Martin Boryczewski, 29, Parsippany, N.J.* Richard E. Bosco, 34, Suffern, N.Y.* John Howard Boulton, 29, New York, N.Y.* Francisco Bourdier, 41, New York, N.Y.* Thomas H. Bowden, 36, Wyckoff, N.J.* Kimberly S. Bowers, 31, Islip, N.Y.* Veronique (Bonnie) Nicole Bowers, 28, New York, N.Y.* Larry Bowman, 46, New York, N.Y.* Shawn Edward Bowman, 28, New York, N.Y.* Kevin L. Bowser, 45, Philadelphia, Pa.* Gary R. Box, 37, North Bellmore, N.Y.* Gennady Boyarsky, 34, New York, N.Y.* Pamela Boyce, 43, New York, N.Y.* Michael Boyle, 37, Westbury, N.Y.* Alfred Braca, 54, Leonardo, N.J.* Sandra Conaty Brace, 60, New York, N.Y.* Kevin H. Bracken, 37, New York, N.Y.* David Brian Brady, 41, Summit, N.J.* Alexander Braginsky, 38, Stamford, Conn.* Nicholas W. Brandemarti, 21, Mantua, N.J.* Michelle Renee Bratton, 23, Yonkers, N.Y.* Patrice Braut, 31, New York, N.Y.* Lydia Estelle Bravo, 50, Dunellen, N.J.* Ronald Michael Breitweiser, 39, Middletown Township, N.J.* Edward A. Brennan, 37, New York, N.Y.* Frank H. Brennan, 50, New York, N.Y.* Michael Emmett Brennan, 27, New York, N.Y.* Peter Brennan, 30, Ronkonkoma, N.Y.* Thomas M. Brennan, 32, Scarsdale, N.Y. Capt. Daniel Brethel, 43, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Gary L. Bright, 36, Union City, N.J.* Jonathan Eric Briley, 43, Mount Vernon, N.Y.* Mark A. Brisman, 34, Armonk, N.Y.* Paul Gary Bristow, 27, New York, N.Y.* Victoria Alvarez Brito, 38, New York, N.Y.* Mark Francis Broderick, 42, Old Bridge, N.J.* Herman C. Broghammer, 58, North Merrick, N.Y.* Keith Broomfield, 49, New York, N.Y.* Janice J. Brown, 35, New York, N.Y.* Lloyd Brown, 28, Bronxville, N.Y.* Capt. Patrick J. Brown, 48, New York, N.Y.* Bettina Browne, 49, Atlantic Beach, N.Y.* Mark Bruce, 40, Summit, N.J.* Richard Bruehert, 38, Westbury, N.Y.* Andrew Brunn, 28* Capt. Vincent Brunton, 43, New York, N.Y.* Ronald Paul Bucca, 47, Tuckahoe, N.Y.* Brandon J. Buchanan, 24, New York, N.Y.* Greg Joseph Buck, 37, New York, N.Y.* Dennis Buckley, 38, Chatham, N.J.* Nancy Bueche, 43, Hicksville, N.Y.* Patrick Joseph Buhse, 36, Lincroft, N.J.* John E. Bulaga, 35, Paterson, N.J.* Stephen Bunin, 45, New York, N.Y. Thomas Daniel Burke, 38, Bedford Hills, N.Y.* Capt. William F. Burke, 46, New York, N.Y.* Matthew J. Burke, 28, New York, N.Y.* Donald James Burns, 61, Nissequogue, N.Y.* Kathleen A. Burns, 49, New York, N.Y.* Keith James Burns, 39, East Rutherford, N.J.* John Patrick Burnside, 36, New York, N.Y.* Irina Buslo, 32, New York, N.Y.* Milton Bustillo, 37, New York, N.Y.* Thomas M. Butler, 37, Kings Park, N.Y.* Patrick Byrne, 39, New York, N.Y.* Timothy G. Byrne, 36, Manhattan, N.Y.* Jesus Cabezas, 66, New York, N.Y.* Lillian Caceres, 48, New York, N.Y.* Brian Joseph Cachia, 26, New York, N.Y.* Steven Cafiero, 31, New York, N.Y.* Richard M. Caggiano, 25, New York, N.Y.* Cecile M. Caguicla, 55, Boonton, N.J.* Michael John Cahill, 37, East Williston, N.Y.* Scott W. Cahill, 30, West Caldwell, N.J.* Thomas J. Cahill, 36, Franklin Lakes, N.J.* George Cain, 35, Massapequa, N.Y.* Salvatore B. Calabro, 38, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Calandrillo, 49, Hawley, Pa.* Philip V. Calcagno, 57, New York, N.Y. Edward Calderon, 44, Jersey City, N.J.* Kenneth Marcus Caldwell, 30, New York, N.Y.* Dominick E. Calia, 40, Manalapan, N.J.* Felix (Bobby) Calixte, 38, New York, N.Y. Capt. Frank Callahan, 51, New York, N.Y.* Liam Callahan, 44, Rockaway, N.J.* Luigi Calvi, 34, East Rutherford, N.J.* Roko Camaj, 60, Manhasset, N.Y.* Michael Cammarata, 22, Huguenot, N.Y.* David Otey Campbell, 51, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Geoffrey Thomas Campbell, 31, New York, N.Y.* Sandra Patricia Campbell, 45, New York, N.Y.* Jill Marie Campbell, 31, New York, N.Y.* Robert Arthur Campbell, 25, New York, N.Y.* Juan Ortega Campos, 32, New York, N.Y.* Sean Canavan, 39, New York, N.Y.* John A. Candela, 42, Glen Ridge, N.J.* Vincent Cangelosi, 30, New York, N.Y.* Stephen J. Cangialosi, 40, Middletown, N.J.* Lisa B. Cannava, 30, New York, N.Y.* Brian Cannizzaro, 30, New York, N.Y.* Michael R. Canty, 30, Schenectady, N.Y.* Louis A. Caporicci, 35, New York, N.Y.* Jonathan N. Cappello, 23, Garden City, N.Y.* James Christopher Cappers, 33, Wading River, N.Y.* Richard M. Caproni, 34, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Jose Cardona, 32, New York, N.Y.* Dennis M Carey, 51, Wantagh, N.Y.* Edward Carlino, 46, New York, N.Y.* Michael Scott Carlo, 34, New York, N.Y.* David G. Carlone, 46, Randolph, N.J.* Rosemarie C. Carlson, 40, New York, N.Y.* Mark Stephen Carney, 41, Rahway, N.J. Joyce Ann Carpeneto, 40, New York, N.Y.* Alicia Acevedo Carranza, Teziutlan, Puebla, Mexico Jeremy M. Carrington, 34, New York, N.Y.* Michael T. Carroll, 39, New York, N.Y.* Peter Carroll, 42, New York, N.Y.* James J. Carson, 32, Massapequa, N.Y.* James Marcel Cartier, 26, New York, N.Y.* Vivian Casalduc, 45, New York, N.Y.* John F. Casazza, 38, Colts Neck, N.J.* Paul Cascio, 23, Manhasset, N.Y.* Kathleen Hunt Casey, 43, Middletown, N.J.* Margarito Casillas, 54, Guadalajara, Jalisco, Mexico Thomas Anthony Casoria, 29, New York, N.Y.* William Otto Caspar, 57, Eatontown, N.J.* Alejandro Castano, 35, Englewood, N.J.* Arcelia Castillo, 49, Elizabeth, N.J.* Leonard M. Castrianno, 30, New York, N.Y.* Jose Ramon Castro, 37, New York, N.Y. Richard G. Catarelli, 47, New York, N.Y. Christopher Sean Caton, 34, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Caufield, 48, Valley Stream, N.Y.* Mary Teresa Caulfield, 58, New York, N.Y.* Judson Cavalier, 26, Huntington, N.Y.* Michael Joseph Cawley, 32, Bellmore, N.Y.* Jason D. Cayne, 32, Morganville, N.J.* Juan Armando Ceballos, 47, New York, N.Y.* Marcia G. Cecil-Carter, 34, New York, N.Y.* Jason Cefalu, 30, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Thomas J. Celic, 43, New York, N.Y.* Ana M. Centeno, 38, Bayonne, N.J.* Joni Cesta, 37, Bellmore, N.Y.* Jeffrey M. Chairnoff, 35, West Windsor, N.J.* Swarna Chalasani, 33, Jersey City, N.J.* William Chalcoff, 41, Roslyn, N.Y.* Eli Chalouh, 23, New York, N.Y.* Charles Lawrence (Chip) Chan, 23, New York, N.Y.* Mandy Chang, 40, New York, N.Y.* Mark L. Charette, 38, Millburn, N.J.* Gregorio Manuel Chavez, 48, New York, N.Y. Jayceryll M. de Chavez, 24, Carteret, N.J.* Pedro Francisco Checo, 35, New York, N.Y.* Douglas MacMillan Cherry, 38, Maplewood, N.J.* Stephen Patrick Cherry, 41, Stamford, Conn.* Vernon Paul Cherry, 49, New York, N.Y.* Nestor Chevalier, 30, New York, N.Y.* Swede Joseph Chevalier, 26, Locust, N.J.* Alexander H. Chiang, 51, New City, N.Y.* Dorothy J. Chiarchiaro, 61, Glenwood, N.J.* Luis Alfonso Chimbo, 39, New York, N.Y.* Robert Chin, 33, New York, N.Y.* Wing Wai (Eddie) Ching, 29, Union, N.J.* Nicholas P. Chiofalo, 39, Selden, N.Y.* John Chipura, 39, New York, N.Y.* Peter A. Chirchirillo, 47, Langhorne, Pa.* Catherine E. Chirls, 47, Princeton, N.J.* Kyung (Kaccy) Cho, 30, Clifton, N.J.* Abul K. Chowdhury, 30, New York, N.Y.* Mohammed Salahuddin Chowdhury, 38, New York, N.Y.* Kirsten L. Christophe, 39, Maplewood, N.J.* Pamela Chu, 31, New York, N.Y.* Steven Paul Chucknick, 44, Cliffwood Beach, N.J.* Wai-ching Chung, 36, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Ciafardini, 30, New York, N.Y.* Alex F. Ciccone, 38, New Rochelle, N.Y.* Frances Ann Cilente, 26, New York, N.Y.* Elaine Cillo, 40, New York, N.Y.* Edna Cintron, 46, New York, N.Y.* Nestor Andre Cintron, 26, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Robert Dominick Cirri, 39, Nutley, N.J.* Juan Pablo Alvarez Cisneros, 23, Weehawken, N.J.* Gregory Alan Clark, 40, Teaneck, N.J.* Mannie Leroy Clark, 54, New York, N.Y. Thomas R. Clark, 37, Summit, N.J.* Eugene Clark, 47, New York, N.Y.* Benjamin Keefe Clark, 39, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Robert Clarke, 34, Philadelphia, Pa.* Donna Clarke, 39, New York, N.Y.* Michael Clarke, 27, Prince's Bay, N.Y.* Suria R.E. Clarke, 30, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Francis Cleary, 38, New York, N.Y.* James D. Cleere, 55, Newton, Iowa* Geoffrey W. Cloud, 36, Stamford, Conn.* Susan M. Clyne, 42, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Steven Coakley, 36, Deer Park, N.Y.* Jeffrey Coale, 31, Souderton, Pa.* Patricia A. Cody, 46, Brigantine, N.J.* Daniel Michael Coffey, 54, Newburgh, N.Y.* Jason Matthew Coffey, 25, Newburgh, N.Y.* Florence Cohen, 62, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Sanford Cohen, 28, Edison, N.J.* Anthony Joseph Coladonato, 47, New York, N.Y.* Mark J. Colaio, 34, New York, N.Y.* Stephen J. Colaio, 32, Montauk, N.Y.* Christopher M. Colasanti, 33, Hoboken, N.J.* Michel Paris Colbert, 39, West New York, N.J.* Kevin Nathaniel Colbert, 25, New York, N.Y.* Keith Eugene Coleman, 34, Warren, N.J.* Scott Thomas Coleman, 31, New York, N.Y.* Tarel Coleman, 32* Liam Joseph Colhoun, 34, Flushing,, N.Y.* Robert D. Colin, 49, West Babylon, N.Y.* Robert J. Coll, 35, Glen Ridge, N.J.* Jean Marie Collin, 42, New York, N.Y.* John Michael Collins, 42, New York, N.Y.* Michael L. Collins, 38, Montclair, N.J.* Thomas J. Collins, 36, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Collison, 50, New York, N.Y.* Patricia Malia Colodner, 39, New York, N.Y.* Linda M. Colon, 46, Perrineville, N.J.* Soledi Colon, 39, New York, N.Y. Ronald Comer, 56, Northport, N.Y.* Jaime Concepcion, 46, New York, N.Y.* Albert Conde, 62, Englishtown, N.J.* Denease Conley, 44, New York, N.Y.* Susan Clancy Conlon, 41, New York, N.Y.* Margaret Mary Conner, 57, New York, N.Y.* John E. Connolly, 46, Allenwood, N.J.* Cynthia L. Connolly, 40, Metuchen, N.J.* James Lee Connor, 38, Summit, N.J.* Jonathan (J.C.) Connors, 55, Old Brookville, N.Y. Kevin P. Connors, 55, Greenwich, Conn.* Kevin Francis Conroy, 47, New York, N.Y.* Brenda E. Conway, 40, New York, N.Y.* Dennis Michael Cook, 33, Colts Neck, N.J.* Helen D. Cook, 24, New York, N.Y.* John A. Cooper, 40, Bayonne, N.J.* Joseph J. Coppo, 47, New Canaan, Conn.* Gerard J. Coppola, 46, New Providence, N.J.* Joseph Albert Corbett, 28, Islip, N.Y.* Alejandro Cordero, 23, New York, N.Y.* Robert Cordice, 28, New York, N.Y.* Ruben D. Correa, 44, New York, N.Y.* Danny A. Correa-Gutierrez, 25, Fairview, N.J.* James Corrigan, 60, New York, N.Y.* Carlos Cortes, 57, New York, N.Y.* Kevin M. Cosgrove, 46, West Islip, N.Y.* Dolores Marie Costa, 53, Middletown, N.J.* Digna Alexandra Rivera Costanza, 25, New York, N.Y.* Charles Gregory Costello, 46, Old Bridge, N.J.* Michael S. Costello, 27, Hoboken, N.J.* Conrod K.H. Cottoy, 51, New York, N.Y.* Martin Coughlan, 54, New York, N.Y.* Sgt. John Gerard Coughlin, 43, Pomona, N.Y.* Timothy John Coughlin, 42, New York, N.Y.* James E. Cove, 48, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Andre Cox, 29, New York, N.Y. Frederick John Cox, 27, New York, N.Y.* James Raymond Coyle, 26, New York, N.Y.* Michelle Coyle-Eulau, 38, Garden City, N.Y.* Anne M. Cramer, 47, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Seton Cramer, 34, Manahawkin, N.J.* Denise Crant, 46, Hackensack, N.J.* Robert James Crawford, 62, New York, N.Y.* James L. Crawford, 33, Madison, N.J.* Joanne Mary Cregan, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lucia Crifasi, 51, Glendale, N.Y.* Lt. John Crisci, 48, Holbrook, N.Y.* Daniel Hal Crisman, 25, New York, N.Y.* Dennis A. Cross, 60, Islip Terrace, N.Y.* Helen Crossin-Kittle, 34, Larchmont, N.Y.* Kevin Raymond Crotty, 43, Summit, N.J. Thomas G. Crotty, 42, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* John Crowe, 57, Rutherford, N.J.* Welles Remy Crowther, 24, Upper Nyack, N.Y.* Robert L. Cruikshank, 64, New York, N.Y. Francisco Cruz, 47, New York, N.Y.* John Robert Cruz, 32, Jersey City, N.J.* Kenneth John Cubas, 48, Woodstock, N.Y.* Richard Joseph Cudina, 46, Glen Gardner, N.J.* Neil James Cudmore, 38, Port Washington, N.Y.* Thomas Patrick Cullen, 31, New York, N.Y.* Joan McConnell Cullinan, 47, Scarsdale, N.Y.* Joyce Cummings, 65* Brian Thomas Cummins, 38, Manasquan, N.J.* Nilton Albuquerque Fernao Cunha, 41 Michael Joseph Cunningham, 39, Princeton Junction, N.J.* Robert Curatolo, 31, New York, N.Y.* Laurence Curia, 41, Garden City, N.Y.* Paul Dario Curioli, 53, Norwalk, Conn.* Beverly Curry, 41, New York, N.Y.* Sgt. Michael Curtin, 45, Medford, N.Y.* Gavin Cushny, 47, Hoboken, N.J.* Caleb Arron Dack, 39, Montclair, N.J.* Carlos S. DaCosta, 41, Elizabeth, N.J.* John D'Allara, 47, Pearl River, N.Y.* Vincent D'Amadeo, 36, East Patchoque, N.Y.* Thomas A. Damaskinos, 33, Matawan, N.J.* Jack L. D'Ambrosi, 45, Woodcliff Lake, N.J. Jeannine Marie Damiani-Jones, 28, New York, N.Y.* Patrick W. Danahy, 35, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* Nana Kwuku Danso, 47, New York, N.Y. Mary D'Antonio, 55, New York, N.Y. Vincent G. Danz, 38, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Dwight Donald Darcy, 55, Bronxville, N.Y.* Elizabeth Ann Darling, 28, Newark, N.J.* Annette Andrea Dataram, 25, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Edward Alexander D'Atri, 38, New York, N.Y.* Michael D. D'Auria, 25, New York, N.Y.* Lawrence Davidson, 51, New York, N.Y.* Michael Allen Davidson, 27, Westfield, N.J.* Scott Matthew Davidson, 33, New York, N.Y.* Titus Davidson, 55, New York, N.Y. Niurka Davila, 47, New York, N.Y.* Clinton Davis, 38, New York, N.Y.* Wayne Terrial Davis, 29, Fort Meade, Md.* Calvin Dawson, 46, New York, N.Y.* Anthony Richard Dawson, 32, Southampton, Hampshire, England* Edward James Day, 45, New York, N.Y.* Emerita (Emy) De La Pena, 32, New York, N.Y.* Melanie Louise De Vere, 30, London, England* William T. Dean, 35, Floral Park, N.Y.* Robert J. DeAngelis, 48, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Thomas P. Deangelis, 51, Westbury, N.Y.* Tara Debek, 35, Babylon, N.Y.* Anna Debin, 30, East Farmingdale, N.Y.* James V. DeBlase, 45, Manalapan, N.J.* Paul DeCola, 39, Ridgewood, N.Y.* Simon Dedvukaj, 26, Mohegan Lake, N.Y.* Jason Christopher DeFazio, 29, New York, N.Y.* David A. Defeo, 37, New York, N.Y.* Jennifer DeJesus, 23, New York, N.Y.* Monique E. DeJesus, 28, New York, N.Y.* Nereida DeJesus, 30, New York, N.Y.* Donald A. Delapenha, 37, Allendale, N.J.* Vito Joseph Deleo, 41, New York, N.Y.* Danielle Delie, 47, New York, N.Y.* Colleen Ann Deloughery, 41, Bayonne, N.J.* Francis (Frank) Albert DeMartini, 49, New York, N.Y.* Anthony Demas, 61, New York, N.Y.* Martin DeMeo, 47, Farmingville, N.Y.* Francis X. Deming, 47, Franklin Lakes, N.J.* Carol K. Demitz, 49, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Dennis, 43, Peapack, N.J. Thomas F. Dennis, 43, Setauket, N.Y.* Jean C. DePalma, 42, Newfoundland, N.J.* Jose Nicolas Depena, 42, New York, N.Y. Robert J. Deraney, 43, New York, N.Y.* Michael DeRienzo, 37, Hoboken, N.J.* David Paul Derubbio, 38, New York, N.Y.* Jemal Legesse DeSantis, 28, Jersey City, N.J.* Christian L. DeSimone, 23, Ringwood, N.J.* Edward DeSimone, 36, Atlantic Highlands, N.J.* Lt. Andrew Desperito, 44, Patchogue, N.Y.* Michael Jude D'Esposito, 32, Morganville, N.J.* Cindy Ann Deuel, 28, New York, N.Y.* Jerry DeVito, 66, New York, N.Y.* Robert P. Devitt, 36, Plainsboro, N.J.* Dennis Lawrence Devlin, 51, Washingtonville, N.Y.* Gerard Dewan, 35, New York, N.Y.* Simon Suleman Ali Kassamali Dhanani, 62, Hartsdale, N.Y.* Michael L. DiAgostino, 41, Garden City, N.Y.* Matthew Diaz, 33, New York, N.Y.* Nancy Diaz, 28, New York, N.Y. Obdulio Ruiz Diaz, 44, New York, N.Y.* Lourdes Galletti Diaz, 32, New York, N.Y.* Michael Diaz-Piedra, 49* Judith Belguese Diaz-Sierra, 32, Bay Shore, N.Y.* Patricia F. DiChiaro, 63, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Dermot Dickey, 50, Manhasset, N.Y.* Lawrence Patrick Dickinson, 35, Morganville, N.J.* Michael David Diehl, 48, Brick, N.J.* John DiFato, 39, New York, N.Y.* Vincent F. DiFazio, 43, Hampton, N.J.* Carl DiFranco, 27, New York, N.Y.* Donald J. DiFranco, 43, New York, N.Y.* Debra Ann DiMartino, 36, New York, N.Y.* Stephen P. Dimino, 48, Basking Ridge, N.J.* William J. Dimmling, 47, Garden City, N.Y.* Christopher Dincuff, 31, Jersey City, N.J.* Jeffrey M. Dingle, 32, New York, N.Y.* Anthony DiOnisio, 38, Glen Rock, N.J.* George DiPasquale, 33, New York, N.Y.* Joseph DiPilato, 57, New York, N.Y.* Douglas Frank DiStefano, 24, Hoboken, N.J.* Ramzi A. Doany, 35, Bayonne, N.J., Jordanian* John J. Doherty, 58, Hartsdale, N.Y.* Melissa C. Doi, 32, New York, N.Y.* Brendan Dolan, 37, Glen Rock, N.J.* Neil Dollard, 28, Hoboken, N.J.* James Joseph Domanico, 56, New York, N.Y.* Benilda Pascua Domingo, 37, New York, N.Y. Charles (Carlos) Dominguez, 34, East Meadow, N.Y.* Geronimo (Jerome) Mark Patrick Dominguez, 37, Holtsville, N.Y.* Lt. Kevin W. Donnelly, 43, New York, N.Y.* Jacqueline Donovan, 34, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Dorf, 39, New Milford, N.J.* Thomas Dowd, 37, Monroe, N.Y.* Lt. Kevin Christopher Dowdell, 46, New York, N.Y.* Mary Yolanda Dowling, 46, New York, N.Y.* Raymond M. Downey, 63, Deer Park, N.Y.* Joseph M. Doyle, 25, New York, N.Y.* Frank Joseph Doyle, 39, Englewood, N.J.* Randy Drake, 37, Lee's Summit, Mo.* Stephen Patrick Driscoll, 38, Lake Carmel, N.Y.* Mirna A. Duarte, 31, New York, N.Y. Luke A. Dudek, 50, Livingston, N.J.* Christopher Michael Duffy, 23, New York, N.Y.* Gerard Duffy, 53, Manorville, N.Y.* Michael Joseph Duffy, 29, Northport, N.Y.* Thomas W. Duffy, 52, Pittsford, N.Y. Antoinette Duger, 44, Belleville, N.J.* Jackie Sayegh Duggan, 34* Sareve Dukat, 53, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Joseph Dunne, 28, Mineola, N.Y. Richard A. Dunstan, 54, New Providence, N.J.* Patrick Thomas Dwyer, 37, Nissequogue, N.Y.* Joseph Anthony Eacobacci, 26, New York, N.Y.* John Bruce Eagleson, 53, Middlefield, Conn.* Robert D. Eaton, 37, Manhasset, N.Y.* Dean P. Eberling, 44, Cranford, N.J.* Margaret Ruth Echtermann, 33, Hoboken, N.J.* Paul Robert Eckna, 28, West New York, N.J. Constantine (Gus) Economos, 41, New York, N.Y.* Dennis Michael Edwards, 35, Huntington, N.Y.* Michael Hardy Edwards, 33, New York, N.Y.* Lisa Egan, 31, Cliffside Park, N.J.* Capt. Martin Egan, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael Egan, 51, Middletown, N.J.* Christine Egan, 55, Winnipeg, Manitoba, Canada* Samantha Egan, 24, Jersey City, N.J.* Carole Eggert, 60, New York, N.Y. Lisa Caren Weinstein Ehrlich, 36, New York, N.Y.* John Ernst (Jack) Eichler, 69, Cedar Grove, N.J.* Eric Adam Eisenberg, 32, Commack, N.Y.* Daphne F. Elder, 36, Newark, N.J.* Michael J. Elferis, 27, College Point, N.Y.* Mark J. Ellis, 26, South Huntington, N.Y.* Valerie Silver Ellis, 46, New York, N.Y.* Albert Alfy William Elmarry, 30, North Brunswick, N.J.* Edgar H. Emery, 45, Clifton, N.J.* Doris Suk-Yuen Eng, 30, New York, N.Y.* Christopher S. Epps, 29, New York, N.Y.* Ulf Ramm Ericson, 79, Greenwich, Conn.* Erwin L. Erker, 41, Farmingdale, N.Y.* William J. Erwin, 30, Verona, N.J.* Sarah (Ali) Escarcega, 35, New York, N.Y.* Jose Espinal, 31 Fanny M. Espinoza, 29, Teaneck, N.J.* Francis Esposito, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Michael Esposito, 41, New York, N.Y.* William Esposito, 51, Bellmore, N.Y.* Brigette Ann Esposito, 34, New York, N.Y.* Ruben Esquilin, 35, New York, N.Y.* Sadie Ette, 36, New York, N.Y.* Barbara G. Etzold, 43, Jersey City, N.J.* Eric Brian Evans, 31, Weehawken, N.J.* Robert Edward Evans, 36, Franklin Square, N.Y.* Meredith Emily June Ewart, 29, Hoboken, N.J.* Catherine K. Fagan, 58, New York, N.Y.* Patricia M. Fagan, 55, Toms River, N.J.* Keith G. Fairben, 24, Floral Park, N.Y.* William Fallon, 38, Coram, N.Y.* William F. Fallon, 53, Rocky Hill, N.J.* Anthony J. Fallone, 39, New York, N.Y.* Dolores B. Fanelli, 38, Farmingville, N.Y.* John Joseph Fanning, 54, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Kathleen (Kit) Faragher, 33, Denver, Colo.* Capt. Thomas Farino, 37, Bohemia, N.Y.* Nancy Carole Farley, 45, Jersey City, N.J.* Elizabeth Ann (Betty) Farmer, 62, New York, N.Y.* Douglas Farnum, 33, New York, N.Y.* John W. Farrell, 41, Basking Ridge, N.J. Terrence Patrick Farrell, 45, Huntington, N.Y.* John G. Farrell, 32, New York, N.Y.* Capt. Joseph Farrelly, 47, New York, N.Y.* Thomas P. Farrelly, 54, East Northport, N.Y.* Syed Abdul Fatha, 54, Newark, N.J.* Christopher Faughnan, 37, South Orange, N.J.* Wendy R. Faulkner, 47, Mason, Ohio* Shannon M. Fava, 30, New York, N.Y.* Bernard D. Favuzza, 52, Suffern, N.Y.* Robert Fazio, 41, Freeport, N.Y.* Ronald C. Fazio, 57, Closter, N.J.* William Feehan, 72, New York, N.Y.* Francis J. (Frank) Feely, 41, Middletown, N.Y.* Garth E. Feeney, 28, New York, N.Y.* Sean B. Fegan, 34, New York, N.Y.* Lee S. Fehling, 28, Wantagh, N.Y.* Peter Feidelberg, 34, Hoboken, N.J.* Alan D. Feinberg, 48, New York, N.Y.* Rosa Maria Feliciano, 30, New York, N.Y.* Edward T. Fergus, 40, Wilton, Conn. George Ferguson, 54, Teaneck, N.J. Henry Fernandez, 23, New York, N.Y.* Judy H. Fernandez, 27, Parlin, N.J.* Jose Manuel Contreras Fernandez, El Aguacate, Jalisco, Mexico Elisa Giselle Ferraina, 27, London, England* Anne Marie Sallerin Ferreira, 29, Jersey City, N.J.* Robert John Ferris, 63, Garden City, N.Y.* David Francis Ferrugio, 46, Middletown, N.J. Louis V. Fersini, 38, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Michael David Ferugio, 37, New York, N.Y.* Bradley James Fetchet, 24, New York, N.Y.* Jennifer Louise Fialko, 29, Teaneck, N.J.* Kristen Fiedel, 27, New York, N.Y.* Samuel Fields, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael Bradley Finnegan, 37, Basking Ridge, N.J. Timothy J. Finnerty, 33, Glen Rock, N.J.* Michael Curtis Fiore, 46, New York, N.Y.* Stephen J. Fiorelli, 43, Aberdeen, N.J.* Paul M. Fiori, 31, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* John Fiorito, 40, Stamford, Conn.* Lt. John R. Fischer, 46, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Fisher, 42, New York, N.Y.* Thomas J. Fisher, 36, Union, N.J.* Bennett Lawson Fisher, 58, Stamford, Conn. John Roger Fisher, 46, Bayonne, N.J.* Lucy Fishman, 37, New York, N.Y.* Ryan D. Fitzgerald, 26, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Fitzpatrick, 35, Tuckahoe, N.Y.* Richard P. Fitzsimons, 57, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Salvatore A. Fiumefreddo, 47, Manalapan, N.J.* Christina Donovan Flannery, 26, New York, N.Y.* Eileen Flecha, 33, New York, N.Y.* Andre G. Fletcher, 37, North Babylon, N.Y.* Carl Flickinger, 38, Conyers, N.Y.* John Joseph Florio, 33, Oceanside, N.Y.* Joseph W. Flounders, 46, East Stroudsburg, Pa.* David Fodor, 38, Garrison, N.Y.* Lt. Michael N. Fodor, 53, Warwick, N.Y.* Steven Mark Fogel, 40, Westfield, N.Y.* Thomas Foley, 32, West Nyack, N.Y.* David Fontana, 37, New York, N.Y.* Chih Min (Dennis) Foo, 40, Holmdel, N.J.* Del Rose Forbes-Cheatham, 48, New York, N.Y.* Godwin Forde, 39, New York, N.Y.* Donald A. Foreman, 53, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Hugh Forsythe, 44, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Claudia Alicia Martinez Foster, 26, New York, N.Y.* Noel J. Foster, 40, Bridgewater, N.J.* Ana Fosteris, 58, Coram, N.Y.* Robert J. Foti, 42, Albertson, N.Y.* Jeffrey L. Fox, 40, Cranbury, N.J.* Virginia Fox, 58, New York, N.Y.* Virgin (Lucy) Francis, 62, New York, N.Y.* Pauline Francis, 57, New York, N.Y.* Joan Francis Gary J. Frank, 35, South Amboy, N.J.* Morton Frank, 31, New York, N.Y. Peter Christopher Frank, 29, New York, N.Y.* Richard K. Fraser, 32, New York, N.Y.* Kevin Joseph Frawley, 34, Bronxville, N.Y.* Clyde Frazier, 41, New York, N.Y.* Lillian I. Frederick, 46, Teaneck, N.J.* Andrew Fredericks, 40, Suffern, N.Y.* Tamitha Freemen, 35, New York, N.Y.* Brett O. Freiman, 29, Roslyn, N.Y.* Lt. Peter L. Freund, 45, Westtown, N.Y.* Arlene E. Fried, 49, Roslyn Heights, N.Y.* Alan Wayne Friedlander, 52, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* Andrew K. Friedman, 44, Woodbury, N.Y.* Gregg J. Froehner, 46, Chester, N.J.* Peter Christian Fry, 36, Wilton, Conn.* Clement Fumando, 59, New York, N.Y.* Steven Elliot Furman, 40, Wesley Hills, N.Y.* Paul James Furmato, 37, Colts Neck, N.J.* Fredric Gabler, 30, New York, N.Y.* Richard S. Gabrielle, 50, West Haven, Conn.* James Andrew Gadiel, 23, New York, N.Y.* Pamela Gaff, 51, Robinsville, N.J. Ervin Vincent Gailliard, 42, New York, N.Y.* Deanna L. Galante, 32, New York, N.Y.* Grace Galante, 29, New York, N.Y.* Anthony Edward Gallagher, 41, New York, N.Y.* Daniel James Gallagher, 23, Red Bank, N.J.* John Patrick Gallagher, 31, Yonkers, N.Y.* Cono E. Gallo, 30, New York, N.Y.* Vincenzo Gallucci, 36, Monroe Township, N.J.* Thomas Edward Galvin, 32, New York, N.Y.* Giovanna (Genni) Gambale, 27, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Gambino, 48, Babylon, N.Y.* Giann F. Gamboa, 26, New York, N.Y.* Peter J. Ganci, 55, North Massapequa, N.Y.* Claude Michael Gann, 41, Roswell, Ga.* Lt. Charles William Garbarini, 44, Pleasantville, N.Y.* Cesar Garcia, 36, New York, N.Y.* David Garcia, 40, Freeport, N.Y.* Jorge Luis Morron Garcia, 38, New York, N.Y.* Juan Garcia, 50, New York, N.Y.* Marlyn C. Garcia, 21, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Gardner, 36, Darien, Conn.* Douglas B. Gardner, 39, New York, N.Y.* Harvey J. Gardner, 35, Lakewood, N.J.* Thomas A. Gardner, 39, Oceanside, N.Y.* Jeffrey B. Gardner, 36, Hoboken, N.J.* William Arthur Gardner, 45, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Francesco Garfi, 29, New York, N.Y.* Rocco Gargano, 28, Bayside, N.Y.* James M. Gartenberg, 36, New York, N.Y.* Matthew David Garvey, 37* Bruce Gary, 51, Bellmore, N.Y.* Palmina Delli Gatti, 33, New York, N.Y.* Boyd A. Gatton, 38, Jersey City, N.J.* Donald Richard Gavagan, 35, New York, N.Y.* Terence D. Gazzani, 24, New York, N.Y.* Gary Geidel, 44, New York, N.Y.* Paul Hamilton Geier, 36, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Julie M. Geis, 44, Lees Summit, Mo.* Peter Gelinas, 34, New York, N.Y.* Steven Paul Geller, 52, New York, N.Y.* Howard G. Gelling, 28, New York, N.Y. Peter Victor Genco, 36, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Steven Gregory Genovese, 37, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Alayne F. Gentul, 44, Mountain Lakes, N.J.* Edward F. Geraghty, 45, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Suzanne Geraty, 30, New York, N.Y.* Ralph Gerhardt, 33, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Gerlich, 56, Monroe, Conn.* Denis P. Germain, 33, Tuxedo Park, N.Y.* Marina R. Gertsberg, 25, New York, N.Y.* Susan M. Getzendanner, 57, New York, N.Y.* James Gerard Geyer, 41, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Joseph M. Giaccone, 43, Monroe, N.J.* Lt. Vincent Francis Giammona, 40, Valley Stream, N.Y.* Debra L. Gibbon, 43, Hackettstown, N.J.* James A. Giberson, 43, New York, N.Y.* Craig Neil Gibson, 37, New York, N.Y.* Ronnie Gies, 43, Merrick, N.Y.* Laura A. Giglio, 35, Oceanside, N.Y.* Andrew Clive Gilbert, 39, Califon, N.J. Timothy Paul Gilbert, 35, Lebanon, N.J. Paul Stuart Gilbey, 39, Chatham, N.J.* Paul John Gill, 34, New York, N.Y.* Mark Y. Gilles, 33, New York, N.Y. Evan H. Gillette, 40, New York, N.Y.* Ronald Gilligan, 43, Norwalk, Conn.* Sgt. Rodney C. Gillis, 34, New York, N.Y.* Laura Gilly, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lt. John F. Ginley, 37, Warwick, N.Y.* Jeffrey Giordano, 46, New York, N.Y.* John Giordano, 46, Newburgh, N.Y.* Donna Marie Giordano, 44, Parlin, N.J.* Steven A. Giorgetti, 43, Manhasset, N.Y.* Martin Giovinazzo, 34, New York, N.Y.* Kum-Kum Girolamo, 41, New York, N.Y.* Salvatore Gitto, 44, Manalapan, N.J.* Cynthia Giugliano, 46, Nesconset, N.Y.* Mon Gjonbalaj, 65, New York, N.Y.* Dianne Gladstone, 55, New York, N.Y.* Keith Alexander Glascoe, 38, New York, N.Y.* Thomas I. Glasser, 40, Summit, N.J.* Harry Glenn, 38, Piscataway, N.J.* Barry H. Glick, 55, Wayne, N.J.* Steven Lawrence Glick, 42, Greenwich, Conn.* John T. Gnazzo, 32, New York, N.Y.* William (Bill) Robert Godshalk, 35, New York, N.Y.* Michael Gogliormella, 43, New Providence, N.J.* Brian Fredric Goldberg, 26, Union, N.J.* Jeffrey Grant Goldflam, 48, Melville, N.Y.* Michelle Herman Goldstein, 31, New York, N.Y.* Monica Goldstein, 25, New York, N.Y.* Steven Goldstein, 35, Princeton, N.J.* Andrew H. Golkin, 30, New York, N.Y.* Dennis James Gomes, 40, New York, N.Y.* Enrique Antonio Gomez, 42, New York, N.Y. Jose Bienvenido Gomez, 45, New York, N.Y. Manuel Gomez, 42, New York, N.Y.* Wilder Gomez, 38, New York, N.Y.* Jenine Gonzalez, 27, New York, N.Y.* Joel Guevara Gonzalez, 23, Aguascalientes, Aguascalientes, Mexico Rosa J. Gonzalez, 32, Jersey City, N.J.* Mauricio Gonzalez, 27, New York, N.Y.* Calvin J. Gooding, 38, Riverside, N.Y.* Harry Goody, 50, New York, N.Y.* Kiran Reddy Gopu, 24, Bridgeport, Conn.* Catherine Carmen Gorayeb, 41, New York, N.Y.* Kerene Gordon, 43, New York, N.Y. Sebastian Gorki, 27, New York, N.Y.* Thomas E. Gorman, 41, Middlesex, N.J.* Kieran Gorman, 35, Yonkers, N.Y.* Michael Edward Gould, 29, Hoboken, N.J.* Yugi Goya, 42, Rye, N.Y.* Jon Richard Grabowski, 33, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Michael Grady, 39, Cranford, N.J.* Edwin John Graf, 48, Rowayton, Conn.* David M. Graifman, 40, New York, N.Y.* Gilbert Granados, 51, Hicksville, N.Y.* Elvira Granitto, 43, New York, N.Y. Winston Arthur Grant, 59, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Christopher Stewart Gray, 32, Weehawken, N.J.* James Michael Gray, 34, New York, N.Y.* Linda Mair Grayling, 44, New York, N.Y.* John Michael Grazioso, 41, Middletown, N.J.* Timothy Grazioso, 42, Gulf Stream, Fla.* Derrick Arthur Green, 44, New York, N.Y.* Wade Brian Green, 42, Westbury, N.Y.* Elaine Myra Greenberg, 56, New York, N.Y.* Gayle R. Greene, 51, Montville, N.J.* James Arthur Greenleaf, 32, New York, N.Y.* Eileen Marsha Greenstein, 52, Morris Plains, N.J.* Elizabeth (Lisa) Martin Gregg, 52, New York, N.Y. Donald H. Gregory, 62, Ramsey, N.J.* Florence M. Gregory, 38, New York, N.Y.* Denise Gregory, 39, New York, N.Y.* Pedro (David) Grehan, 35, Hoboken, N.J.* John M. Griffin, 38, Waldwick, N.J.* Tawanna Griffin, 30, New York, N.Y.* Joan D. Griffith, 39, Willingboro, N.J.* Warren Grifka, 54, New York, N.Y.* Ramon Grijalvo, 58* Joseph F. Grillo, 46, New York, N.Y.* David Grimner, 51, Merrick, N.Y.* Kenneth Grouzalis, 56, Lyndhurst, N.J.* Joseph Grzelak, 52, New York, N.Y.* Matthew J. Grzymalski, 34, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Robert Joseph Gschaar, 55, Spring Valley, N.Y.* Liming (Michael) Gu, 34, Piscataway, N.J.* Jose A. Guadalupe, 37, New York, N.Y.* Yan Zhu (Cindy) Guan, 25, New York, N.Y.* Geoffrey E. Guja, 47, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Lt. Joseph Gullickson, 37, New York, N.Y.* Babita Guman, 33, New York, N.Y.* Douglas B. Gurian, 38, Tenafly, N.J.* Philip T. Guza, 54, Sea Bright, N.J.* Barbara Guzzardo, 49, Glendale, N.Y.* Peter Gyulavary, 44, Warwick, N.Y.* Gary Robert Haag, 36, Ossining, N.Y.* Andrea Lyn Haberman, 25, Chicago, Ill.* Barbara M. Habib, 49, New York, N.Y.* Philip Haentzler, 49, New York, N.Y.* Nizam A. Hafiz, 32, New York, N.Y.* Karen Hagerty, 34, New York, N.Y.* Steven Hagis, 31, New York, N.Y.* Mary Lou Hague, 26, New York, N.Y.* David Halderman, 40, New York, N.Y.* Maile Rachel Hale, 26, Cambridge, Mass.* Richard Hall, 49, Purchase, N.Y.* Vaswald George Hall, 50, New York, N.Y.* Robert John Halligan, 59, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Lt. Vincent Gerard Halloran, 43, North Salem, N.Y.* James D. Halvorson, 56, Greenwich, Conn.* Mohammad Salman Hamdani, 23, New York, N.Y.* Felicia Hamilton, 62, New York, N.Y. Robert Hamilton, 43, Washingtonville, N.Y.* Frederic Kim Han, 45, Marlboro, N.J.* Christopher James Hanley, 34, New York, N.Y.* Sean Hanley, 35, New York, N.Y.* Valerie Joan Hanna, 57, Freeville, N.Y.* Thomas Hannafin, 36, New York, N.Y.* Kevin James Hannaford, 32, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Michael L. Hannan, 34, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Dana Hannon, 29, Suffern, N.Y.* Vassilios G. Haramis, 56, New York, N.Y.* James A. Haran, 41, Malverne, N.Y.* Jeffrey P. Hardy, 46, New York, N.Y.* Timothy John Hargrave, 38, Readington, N.J.* Daniel Harlin, 41, Kent, N.Y.* Frances Haros, 76, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Harvey L. Harrell, 49, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Stephen Gary Harrell, 44, Warwick, N.Y.* Stewart D. Harris, 52, Marlboro, N.J.* Aisha Harris, 22, New York, N.Y.* John Patrick Hart, 38, Danville, Calif.* John Clinton Hartz, 64, Basking Ridge, N.J. Emeric J. Harvey, 56, Montclair, N.J.* Capt. Thomas Theodore Haskell, 37, Massapequa, N.Y.* Timothy Haskell, 34, Seaford, N.Y.* Joseph John Hasson, 34, New York, N.Y.* Capt. Terence S. Hatton, 41, New York, N.Y.* Leonard William Hatton, 45, Ridgefield Park, N.J.* Michael Helmut Haub, 34, Roslyn Heights, N.Y.* Timothy Aaron Haviland, 41, Oceanside, N.Y.* Donald G. Havlish, 53, Yardley, Pa.* Anthony Hawkins, 30, New York, N.Y. Nobuhiro Hayatsu, 36, Scarsdale, N.Y.* Philip Hayes, 67, Northport, N.Y.* William Ward Haynes, 35, Rye, N.Y.* Scott Hazelcorn, 29, Hoboken, N.J.* Lt. Michael K. Healey, 42, East Patchogue, N.Y.* Roberta Bernstein Heber, 60, New York, N.Y.* Charles Francis Xavier Heeran, 23, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* John Heffernan, 37, New York, N.Y.* Howard Joseph Heller, 37, Ridgefield, Conn.* JoAnn L. Heltibridle, 46, Springfield, N.J.* Mark F. Hemschoot, 45, Red Bank, N.J.* Ronnie Lee Henderson, 52, Newburgh, N.Y.* Janet Hendricks, 48, New York, N.Y. Brian Hennessey, 35, Ringoes, N.J. Michelle Marie Henrique, 27, New York, N.Y.* Joseph P. Henry, 25, New York, N.Y.* William Henry, 49, New York, N.Y.* John Henwood, 35, New York, N.Y. Robert Allan Hepburn, 39, Union, N.J.* Mary (Molly) Herencia, 47, New York, N.Y.* Lindsay Coates Herkness, 58, New York, N.Y.* Harvey Robert Hermer, 59, New York, N.Y.* Claribel Hernandez, 31, New York, N.Y.* Norberto Hernandez, 42, New York, N.Y.* Raul Hernandez, 51, New York, N.Y.* Gary Herold, 44, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Jeffrey A. Hersch, 53, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Hetzel, 33, Elmont, N.Y.* Capt. Brian Hickey, 47, New York, N.Y.* Ysidro Hidalgo-Tejada, 47, New York, N.Y., Dominican Republic* Lt. Timothy Higgins, 43, Farmingville, N.Y.* Robert D. Higley, 29, New Fairfield, Conn.* Todd Russell Hill, 34, Boston, Mass.* Clara Victorine Hinds, 52, New York, N.Y.* Neal Hinds, 28, New York, N.Y.* Mark D. Hindy, 28, New York, N.Y.* Richard Bruce Van Hine, 48, Greenwood Lake, N.Y.* Katsuyuki Hirai, 32, Hartsdale, N.Y. Heather Malia Ho, 32, New York, N.Y.* Tara Yvette Hobbs, 31, New York, N.Y.* Thomas A. Hobbs, 41, Baldwin, N.Y.* James L. Hobin, 47, Marlborough, Conn.* Robert Wayne Hobson, 36, New Providence, N.J.* DaJuan Hodges, 29, New York, N.Y.* Ronald George Hoerner, 58, Massapequa Park, N.Y.* Patrick Aloysius Hoey, 53, Middletown, N.J.* Stephen G. Hoffman, 36, Long Beach, N.Y.* Marcia Hoffman, 52, New York, N.Y. Frederick J. Hoffmann, 53, Freehold, N.J.* Michele L. Hoffmann, 27, Freehold, N.J.* Judith Florence Hofmiller, 53, Brookfield, Conn.* Thomas Warren Hohlweck, 57, Harrison, N.Y.* Jonathan R. Hohmann, 48, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Francis Holland, 32, Glen Rock, N.J.* John Holland, 30 Elizabeth Holmes, 42, New York, N.Y.* Thomas P. Holohan, 36, Chester, N.Y.* Bradley Hoorn, 22, New York, N.Y.* James P. Hopper, 51, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Montgomery McCullough Hord, 46, Pelham, N.Y.* Michael Horn, 27, Lynbrook, N.Y.* Matthew D. Horning, 26, Hoboken, N.J.* Robert L. Horohoe, 31, New York, N.Y.* Aaron Horwitz, 24, New York, N.Y.* Charles J. Houston, 42, New York, N.Y.* Uhuru G. Houston, 32, Englewood, N.J.* George Howard, 45, Hicksville, N.Y.* Steven L. Howell, 36, New York, N.Y.* Michael C. Howell, 60, New York, N.Y.* Jennifer L. Howley, 34, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Milagros "Millie" Hromada, 35, New York, N.Y.* Marian Hrycak, 56, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Huczko, 44, Bethlehem, N.J.* Kris R. Hughes, 30, Nesconset, N.Y.* Melissa Harrington Hughes, 31, San Francisco, Calif.* Thomas F. Hughes, 46, Spring Lake Heights, N.J.* Timothy Robert Hughes, 43, Madison, N.J.* Paul R. Hughes, 38, Stamford, Conn.* Robert T. "Bobby" Hughes, 23, Sayreville, N.J.* Susan Huie, 43, Fair Lawn, N.J.* Mychal Lamar Hulse, 30, New York, N.Y.* William C. Hunt, 32, Norwalk, Conn.* Joseph G. Hunter, 31, South Hempstead, N.Y.* Robert Hussa, 51, Roslyn, N.Y.* Capt. Walter Hynes, 46, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* Thomas E. Hynes, 28, Norwalk, Conn.* Joseph Anthony Ianelli, 28, Hoboken, N.J.* Zuhtu Ibis, 25, Clifton, N.J.* Jonathan Lee Ielpi, 29, Great Neck, N.Y.* Michael Patrick Iken, 37, New York, N.Y.* Daniel Ilkanayev, 36, New York, N.Y.* Capt. Frederick Ill, 49, Pearl River, N.Y.* Abraham Nethanel Ilowitz, 51, New York, N.Y. Anthony P. Infante, 47, Chatham, N.J.* Louis S. Inghilterra, 45, New Castle, N.Y.* Christopher N. Ingrassia, 28, Watchung, N.J.* Paul Innella, 33, East Brunswick, N.J.* Stephanie V. Irby, 38, New York, N.Y.* Douglas Irgang, 32, New York, N.Y.* Todd A. Isaac, 29, New York, N.Y.* Erik Hans Isbrandtsen, 30, New York, N.Y.* Taizo Ishikawa, 50 Aram Iskenderian, 41, Merrick, N.Y.* John Iskyan, 41, Wilton, Conn.* Kazushige Ito, 35, New York, N.Y. Aleksandr Valeryerich Ivantsov, 23, New York, N.Y. Virginia Jablonski, 49, Matawan, N.J.* Brooke Alexandra Jackman, 23, New York, N.Y.* Aaron Jacobs, 27, New York, N.Y.* Jason Kyle Jacobs, 32, Mendham, N.J.* Michael Grady Jacobs, 54, Danbury, Conn.* Ariel Louis Jacobs, 29, Briarcliff Manor, N.Y.* Steven A. Jacobson, 53, New York, N.Y.* Ricknauth Jaggernauth, 58, New York, N.Y.* Jake Denis Jagoda, 24, Huntington, N.Y.* Yudh V.S. Jain, 54, New City, N.Y.* Maria Jakubiak, 41, Ridgewood, N.Y.* Gricelda E. James, 44, Willingboro, N.J.* Ernest James, 40, New York, N.Y.* Mark Jardim, 39, New York, N.Y. Mohammed Jawara, 30, New York, N.Y.* Francois Jean-Pierre, 58, New York, N.Y. Maxima Jean-Pierre, 40, Bellport, N.Y. Paul E. Jeffers, 39, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Jenkins, 47, New York, N.Y.* Alan K. Jensen, 49, Wyckoff, N.J.* Prem N. Jerath, 57, Edison, N.J.* Farah Jeudy, 32, Spring Valley, N.Y.* Hweidar Jian, 42, East Brunswick, N.J.* Eliezer Jimenez, 38, New York, N.Y.* Luis Jimenez, 25, New York, N.Y.* Charles Gregory John, 44, New York, N.Y.* Nicholas John, 42, New York, N.Y.* Scott M. Johnson, 26, New York, N.Y.* LaShawana Johnson, 27, New York, N.Y.* William Johnston, 31, North Babylon, N.Y.* Arthur Joseph Jones, 37, Ossining, N.Y. Allison Horstmann Jones, 31, New York, N.Y.* Brian L. Jones, 44, New York, N.Y.* Christopher D. Jones, 53, Huntington, N.Y. Donald T. Jones, 39, Livingston, N.J.* Donald W. Jones, 43, Fairless Hills, Pa.* Linda Jones, 50, New York, N.Y.* Mary S. Jones, 72, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Jordan, 35, Remsenburg, N.Y.* Robert Thomas Jordan, 34, Williston, N.Y.* Ingeborg Joseph, 60, Germany Karl Henri Joseph, 25, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Joseph, 39, Franklin Park, N.J.* Albert Joseph, 79 Jane Eileen Josiah, 47, Bellmore, N.Y.* Lt. Anthony Jovic, 39, Massapequa, N.Y.* Angel Luis Juarbe, 35, New York, N.Y.* Karen Susan Juday, 52, New York, N.Y.* The Rev. Mychal Judge, 68, New York, N.Y.* Paul W. Jurgens, 47, Levittown, N.Y.* Thomas Edward Jurgens, 26, Lawrence, N.Y.* Kacinga Kabeya, 63, McKinney, Texas Shashi Kiran Lakshmikantha Kadaba, 25, Hackensack, N.J.* Gavkharoy Mukhometovna Kamardinova, 26, New York, N.Y. Shari Kandell, 27, Wyckoff, N.J.* Howard Lee Kane, 40, Hazlet, N.J.* Jennifer Lynn Kane, 26, Fair Lawn, N.J.* Vincent D. Kane, 37, New York, N.Y.* Joon Koo Kang, 34, Riverdale, N.J.* Sheldon R. Kanter, 53, Edison, N.J.* Deborah H. Kaplan, 45, Paramus, N.J.* Alvin Peter Kappelmann, 57, Green Brook, N.J.* Charles Karczewski, 34, Union, N.J.* William A. Karnes, 37, New York, N.Y.* Douglas G. Karpiloff, 53, Mamaroneck, N.Y.* Charles L. Kasper, 54, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Kates, 37, New York, N.Y.* John Katsimatides, 31, East Marion, N.Y.* Sgt. Robert Kaulfers, 49, Kenilworth, N.J.* Don Jerome Kauth, 51, Saratoga Springs, N.Y.* Hideya Kawauchi, 36, Fort Lee, N.J.* Edward T. Keane, 66, West Caldwell, N.J.* Richard M. Keane, 54, Wethersfield, Conn.* Lisa Kearney-Griffin, 35, Jamaica, N.Y.* Karol Ann Keasler, 42, New York, N.Y.* Paul Hanlon Keating, 38, New York, N.Y.* Leo Russell Keene, 33, Westfield, N.J.* Joseph J. Keller, 31, Park Ridge, N.J.* Peter Rodney Kellerman, 35, New York, N.Y.* Joseph P. Kellett, 37, Riverdale, N.Y.* Frederick H. Kelley, 57, Huntington, N.Y.* James Joseph Kelly, 39, Oceanside, N.Y.* Joseph A. Kelly, 40, Oyster Bay, N.Y.* Maurice Patrick Kelly, 41, New York, N.Y.* Richard John Kelly, 50, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Michael Kelly, 41, Wyckoff, N.J.* Thomas Richard Kelly, 38, Riverhead, N.Y.* Thomas W. Kelly, 51, New York, N.Y.* Timothy C. Kelly, 37, Port Washington, N.Y.* William Hill Kelly, 30, New York, N.Y.* Robert C. Kennedy, 55, Toms River, N.J.* Thomas J. Kennedy, 36, Islip Terrace, N.Y.* John Keohane, 41, Jersey City, N.J.* Lt. Ronald T. Kerwin, 42, Levittown, N.Y.* Howard L. Kestenbaum, 56, Montclair, N.J.* Douglas D. Ketcham, 27, New York, N.Y.* Ruth E. Ketler, 42, New York, N.Y.* Boris Khalif, 30, New York, N.Y.* Sarah Khan, 32, New York, N.Y.* Taimour Firaz Khan, 29, New York, N.Y.* Rajesh Khandelwal, 33, South Plainfield, N.J.* SeiLai Khoo, 38, Jersey City, N.J. Michael Kiefer, 25, Hempstead, N.Y.* Satoshi Kikuchihara, 43, Scarsdale, N.Y. Andrew Jay-Hoon Kim, 26, Leonia, N.J.* Lawrence Don Kim, 31, Blue Bell, Pa.* Mary Jo Kimelman, 34, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Marshall King, 42, Princeton, N.J.* Lucille T. King, 59, Ridgewood, N.J.* Robert King, 36, Bellerose Terrace, N.Y.* Lisa M. King-Johnson, 34, New York, N.Y.* Takashi Kinoshita, 46, Rye, N.Y. Chris Michael Kirby, 21, New York, N.Y.* Howard (Barry) Kirschbaum, 53, New York, N.Y.* Glenn Davis Kirwin, 40, Scarsdale, N.Y.* Richard J. Klares, 59, Somers, N.Y.* Peter A. Klein, 35, Weehawken, N.J.* Alan D. Kleinberg, 39, East Brunswick, N.J.* Karen J. Klitzman, 38, New York, N.Y.* Ronald Philip Kloepfer, 39, Franklin Square, N.Y.* Yevgeny Kniazev, 46, New York, N.Y.* Thomas Patrick Knox, 31, Hoboken, N.J.* Andrew Knox, 30, Adelaide, Australia* Rebecca Lee Koborie, 48, Guttenberg, N.J.* Deborah Kobus, 36, New York, N.Y.* Gary Edward Koecheler, 57, Harrison, N.Y.* Frank J. Koestner, 48, New York, N.Y.* Ryan Kohart, 26, New York, N.Y.* Vanessa Lynn Kolpak, 21, New York, N.Y.* Irina Kolpakova, 37, New York, N.Y.* Suzanne Kondratenko, 27, Chicago, Ill.* Abdoulaye Kone, 37, New York, N.Y.* Bon-seok Koo, 42, River Edge, N.J.* Dorota Kopiczko, 26, Nutley, N.J.* Scott Kopytko, 32, New York, N.Y.* Bojan Kostic, 34, New York, N.Y.* Danielle Kousoulis, 29, New York, N.Y.* John J. Kren, 52* William Krukowski, 36, New York, N.Y.* Lyudmila Ksido, 46, New York, N.Y.* Shekhar Kumar, 30, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth Kumpel, 42, Cornwall, N.Y.* Frederick Kuo, 53, Great Neck, N.Y.* Patricia Kuras, 42, New York, N.Y.* Nauka Kushitani, 44, New York, N.Y. Thomas Joseph Kuveikis, 48, Carmel, N.Y.* Victor Kwarkye, 35, New York, N.Y. Kui Fai Kwok, 31, New York, N.Y. Angela R. Kyte, 49, Boonton, N.J.* Amarnauth Lachhman, 42, Valley Stream, N.Y.* Andrew LaCorte, 61, Jersey City, N.J.* Ganesh Ladkat, 27, Somerset, N.J.* James P. Ladley, 41, Colts Neck, N.J.* Daniel M. Van Laere, 46, Glen Rock, N.J.* Joseph A. Lafalce, 54, New York, N.Y.* Jeanette LaFond-Menichino, 49, New York, N.Y.* David LaForge, 50, Port Richmond, N.Y.* Michael Patrick LaForte, 39, Holmdel, N.J.* Alan Lafrance, 43* Juan Lafuente, 61, Poughkeepsie, N.Y.* Neil K. Lai, 59, East Windsor, N.J. Vincent A. Laieta, 31, Edison, N.J.* William David Lake, 44, New York, N.Y.* Franco Lalama, 45, Nutley, N.J.* Chow Kwan Lam, 48, Maywood, N.J.* Stephen LaMantia, 38, Darien, Conn.* Amy Hope Lamonsoff, 29, New York, N.Y.* Robert T. Lane, 28, New York, N.Y.* Brendan M. Lang, 30, Red Bank, N.J.* Rosanne P. Lang, 42, Middletown, N.J.* Vanessa Langer, 29, Yonkers, N.Y.* Mary Lou Langley, 53, New York, N.Y. Peter J. Langone, 41, Roslyn Heights, N.Y.* Thomas Langone, 39, Williston Park, N.Y.* Michele B. Lanza, 36, New York, N.Y.* Ruth Sheila Lapin, 53, East Windsor, N.J.* Carol Ann LaPlante, 59, New York, N.Y.* Ingeborg Astrid Desiree Lariby, 42, New York, N.Y.* Robin Larkey, 48, Chatham, N.J.* Christopher Randall Larrabee, 26, New York, N.Y.* Hamidou S. Larry, 37, New York, N.Y. Scott Larsen, 35, New York, N.Y.* John Adam Larson, 37, Colonia, N.J.* Gary E. Lasko, 49, Memphis, Tenn.* Nicholas C. Lassman, 28, Cliffside Park, N.J.* Paul Laszczynski, 49, Paramus, N.J.* Jeffrey Latouche, 49, New York, N.Y.* Cristina de Laura Oscar de Laura Charles Laurencin, 61, New York, N.Y.* Stephen James Lauria, 39, New York, N.Y.* Maria Lavache, 60, New York, N.Y.* Denis F. Lavelle, 42, Yonkers, N.Y.* Jeannine M. LaVerde, 36, New York, N.Y.* Anna A. Laverty, 52, Middletown, N.J.* Steven Lawn, 28, West Windsor, N.J.* Robert A. Lawrence, 41, Summit, N.J.* Nathaniel Lawson, 61, New York, N.Y.* Eugen Lazar, 27, New York, N.Y.* James Patrick Leahy, 38, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Joseph Gerard Leavey, 45, Pelham, N.Y.* Neil Leavy, 34, New York, N.Y.* Leon Lebor, 51, Jersey City, N.J.* Kenneth Charles Ledee, 38, Monmouth, N.J. Alan J. Lederman, 43, New York, N.Y.* Elena Ledesma, 36, New York, N.Y.* Alexis Leduc, 45, New York, N.Y.* Myung-woo Lee, 41, Lyndhurst, N.J. David S. Lee, 37, West Orange, N.J.* Gary H. Lee, 62, Lindenhurst, N.Y.* Hyun-joon (Paul) Lee, 32, New York, N.Y. Jong-min Lee, 24, New York, N.Y. Juanita Lee, 44, New York, N.Y.* Lorraine Lee, 37, New York, N.Y.* Richard Y.C. Lee, 34, Great Neck, N.Y.* Yang Der Lee, 63, New York, N.Y.* Kathryn Blair Lee, 55, New York, N.Y.* Stuart (Soo-Jin) Lee, 30, New York, N.Y.* Linda C. Lee, 34, New York, N.Y.* Stephen Lefkowitz, 50, Belle Harbor, N.Y.* Adriana Legro, 32, New York, N.Y.* Edward J. Lehman, 41, Glen Cove, N.Y.* Eric Andrew Lehrfeld, 32, New York, N.Y.* David Ralph Leistman, 43, Garden City, N.Y.* David Prudencio LeMagne, 27, North Bergen, N.J.* Joseph A. Lenihan, 41, Greenwich, Conn.* John J. Lennon, 44, Howell, N.J.* John Robinson Lenoir, 38, Locust Valley, N.Y.* Jorge Luis Leon, 43, Union City, N.J. Matthew Gerard Leonard, 38, New York, N.Y. Michael Lepore, 39, New York, N.Y.* Charles Antoine Lesperance, 55* Jeffrey Earle LeVeen, 55, Manhasset, N.Y.* John D. Levi, 50, New York, N.Y.* Alisha Caren Levin, 33, New York, N.Y.* Neil D. Levin, 47, New York, N.Y.* Robert Levine, 56, West Babylon, N.Y. Robert M. Levine, 66, Edgewater, N.J.* Shai Levinhar, 29, New York, N.Y.* Adam J. Lewis, 36, Fairfield, Conn.* Margaret Susan Lewis, 49, Elizabeth, N.J.* Ye Wei Liang, 27, New York, N.Y.* Orasri Liangthanasarn, 26, Bayonne, N.J.* Daniel F. Libretti, 43, New York, N.Y.* Ralph M. Licciardi, 30, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Edward Lichtschein, 35, New York, N.Y.* Steven B. Lillianthal, 38, Millburn, N.J.* Carlos R. Lillo, 37, Babylon, N.Y.* Craig Damian Lilore, 30, Lyndhurst, N.J.* Arnold A. Lim, 28, New York, N.Y.* Darya Lin, 32, Chicago, Ill.* Wei Rong Lin, 31, Jersey City, N.J.* Nickie L. Lindo, 31, New York, N.Y. Thomas V. Linehan, 39, Montville, N.J.* Robert Thomas Linnane, 33, West Hempstead, N.Y.* Alan Linton, 26, Jersey City, N.J.* Diane Theresa Lipari, 42, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth P. Lira, 28, Paterson, N.J.* Francisco Alberto Liriano, 33, New York, N.Y.* Lorraine Lisi, 44, New York, N.Y.* Paul Lisson, 45, New York, N.Y. Vincent Litto, 52, New York, N.Y.* Ming-Hao Liu, 41, Livingston, N.J.* Nancy Liz, 39, New York, N.Y.* Harold Lizcano, 31, East Elmhurst, N.Y.* Martin Lizzul, 31, New York, N.Y.* George A. Llanes, 33, New York, N.Y.* Elizabeth Claire Logler, 31, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Catherine Lisa Loguidice, 30, New York, N.Y.* Jerome Robert Lohez, 30, Jersey City, N.J.* Michael W. Lomax, 37, New York, N.Y. Laura M. Longing, 35, Pearl River, N.Y.* Salvatore P. Lopes, 40, Franklin Square, N.Y.* Daniel Lopez, 39, New York, N.Y.* Luis Lopez, 38, New York, N.Y. Manuel L. Lopez, 54, Jersey City, N.J.* George Lopez, 40, Stroudsburg, Pa.* Joseph Lostrangio, 48, Langhorne, Pa.* Chet Louie, 45, New York, N.Y.* Stuart Seid Louis, 43, East Brunswick, N.J.* Joseph Lovero, 60, Jersey City, N.J.* Michael W. Lowe, 48, New York, N.Y.* Garry Lozier, 47, Darien, Conn.* John Peter Lozowsky, 45, New York, N.Y. Charles Peter Lucania, 34, East Atlantic Beach, N.Y.* Edward (Ted) H. Luckett, 40, Fair Haven, N.J.* Mark G. Ludvigsen, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lee Charles Ludwig, 49, New York, N.Y. Sean Thomas Lugano, 28, New York, N.Y.* Daniel Lugo, 45, New York, N.Y.* Marie Lukas, 32, New York, N.Y.* William Lum, 45, New York, N.Y.* Michael P. Lunden, 37, New York, N.Y.* Christopher Lunder, 34, Wall, N.J.* Anthony Luparello, 62, New York, N.Y.* Gary Lutnick, 36, New York, N.Y.* Linda Luzzicone, 33, New York, N.Y.* Alexander Lygin, 28, New York, N.Y.* Farrell Peter Lynch, 39, Centerport, N.Y.* James Francis Lynch, 47, Woodbridge, N.J. Louise A. Lynch, 58, Amityville, N.Y.* Michael Lynch, 34, New York, N.Y.* Michael F. Lynch, 33, New Hyde Park, N.Y.* Michael Francis Lynch, 30, New York, N.Y.* Richard Dennis Lynch, 30, Bedford Hills, N.Y.* Robert H. Lynch, 44, Cranford, N.J.* Sean Patrick Lynch, 36, Morristown, N.J.* Sean Lynch, 34, New York, N.Y.* Michael J. Lyons, 32, Hawthorne, N.Y.* Patrick Lyons, 34, South Setauket, N.Y.* Monica Lyons, 53, New York, N.Y.*
WORLD TRADE CENTER VICTIMS (M-Z)
Robert Francis Mace, 43, New York, N.Y.* Jan Maciejewski, 37, New York, N.Y.* Catherine Fairfax MacRae, 23, New York, N.Y.* Richard B. Madden, 35, Westfield, N.J.* Simon Maddison, 40, Florham Park, N.J.* Noell Maerz, 29, Long Beach, N.Y.* Jeannieann Maffeo, 40, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Maffeo, 30, New York, N.Y.* Jay Robert Magazine, 48, New York, N.Y.* Charles Wilson Magee, 51, Wantagh, N.Y.* Brian Magee, 52, Floral Park, N.Y. Joseph Maggitti, 47, Abingdon, Md.* Ronald E. Magnuson, 57, Park Ridge, N.J.* Daniel L. Maher, 50, Hamilton, N.J.* Thomas Anthony Mahon, 37, East Norwich, N.Y.* William Mahoney, 38, Bohemia, N.Y.* Joseph Maio, 32, Roslyn Harbor, N.Y.* Takashi Makimoto, 49, New York, N.Y. Abdu Malahi, 37, New York, N.Y.* Debora Maldonado, 47, New York, N.Y.* Myrna T. Maldonado-Agosto, 49, New York, N.Y.* Alfred R. Maler, 39, Convent Station, N.J.* Gregory James Malone, 42, Hoboken, N.J.* Edward Francis (Teddy) Maloney, 32, Darien, Conn. Joseph E. Maloney, 46, Farmingville, N.Y.* Gene E. Maloy, 41, New York, N.Y.* Christian Maltby, 37, Chatham, N.J.* Francisco Miguel (Frank) Mancini, 26, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Mangano, 53, Jackson, N.J.* Sara Elizabeth Manley, 31, New York, N.Y.* Debra M. Mannetta, 31, Islip, N.Y.* Terence J. Manning, 36, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Marion Victoria (vickie) Manning, 27, Rochdale, N.Y.* James Maounis, 42, New York, N.Y.* Joseph Ross Marchbanks, 47, Nanuet, N.Y.* Peter Edward Mardikian, 29, New York, N.Y.* Edward Joseph Mardovich, 42, Lloyd Harbor, N.Y.* Lt. Charles Joseph Margiotta, 44, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth Joseph Marino, 40, Monroe, N.Y.* Lester Vincent Marino, 57, Massapequa, N.Y.* Vita Marino, 49, New York, N.Y. Kevin D. Marlo, 28, New York, N.Y.* Jose J. Marrero, 32, Old Bridge, N.J.* John Marshall, 35, Congers, N.Y.* James Martello, 41, Rumson, N.J.* Michael A. Marti, 26, Glendale, N.Y.* Lt. Peter Martin, 43, Miller Place, N.Y.* William J. Martin, 35, Rockaway, N.J.* Brian E. Martineau, 37, Edison, N.J.* Betsy Martinez, 33, New York, N.Y.* Edward J. Martinez, 60, New York, N.Y.* Jose Angel Martinez, 49, Hauppauge, N.Y.* Robert Gabriel Martinez, 24, New York, N.Y.* Lizie Martinez-Calderon, 32, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Paul Richard Martini, 37, New York, N.Y.* Joseph A. Mascali, 44, New York, N.Y.* Bernard Mascarenhas, 54, Newmarket, Ontario, Canada* Stephen F. Masi, 55, New York, N.Y.* Nicholas G. Massa, 65, New York, N.Y.* Patricia A. Massari, 25, Glendale, N.Y.* Michael Massaroli, 38, New York, N.Y.* Philip W. Mastrandrea, 42, Chatham, N.J.* Rudolph Mastrocinque, 43, Kings Park, N.Y.* Joseph Mathai, 49, Arlington, Mass.* Charles William Mathers, 61, Sea Girt, N.J.* William A. Mathesen, 40, Morristown, N.J.* Marcello Matricciano, 31, New York, N.Y.* Margaret Elaine Mattic, 51, New York, N.Y.* Robert D. Mattson, 54, Green Pond, N.J.* Walter Matuza, 39, New York, N.Y.* Charles A. (Chuck) Mauro, 65, New York, N.Y.* Charles J. Mauro, 38, New York, N.Y.* Dorothy Mauro, 55, New York, N.Y.* Nancy T. Mauro, 51, New York, N.Y.* Tyrone May, 44, Rahway, N.J.* Keithroy Maynard, 30, New York, N.Y.* Robert J. Mayo, 46, Morganville, N.J.* Kathy Nancy Mazza-Delosh, 46, Farmingdale, N.Y.* Edward Mazzella, 62, Monroe, N.Y.* Jennifer Mazzotta, 23, New York, N.Y.* Kaaria Mbaya, 39, Edison, N.J.* James J. McAlary, 42, Spring Lake Heights, N.J.* Brian McAleese, 36, Baldwin, N.Y.* Patricia A. McAneney, 50, Pomona, N.Y.* Colin Richard McArthur, 52, Howell, N.J.* John McAvoy, 47, New York, N.Y.* Kenneth M. McBrayer, 49, New York, N.Y.* Brendan McCabe, 40, Sayville, N.Y.* Michael J. McCabe, 42, Rumson, N.J.* Thomas McCann, 46, Manalapan, N.J.* Justin McCarthy, 30, Port Washington, N.Y.* Kevin M. McCarthy, 42, Fairfield, Conn.* Michael Desmond McCarthy, 33, Huntington, N.Y.* Robert Garvin McCarthy, 33, Stony Point, N.Y.* Stanley McCaskill, 47, New York, N.Y.* Katie Marie McCloskey, 25, Mount Vernon, N.Y.* Tara McCloud-Gray, 30, New York, N.Y.* Charles Austin McCrann, 55, New York, N.Y.* Tonyell McDay, 25, Colonia, N.J.* Matthew T. McDermott, 34, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Joseph P. McDonald, 43, Livingston, N.J. Brian G. McDonnell, 38, Wantagh, N.Y.* Michael McDonnell, 34, Red Bank, N.J.* John F. McDowell, 33, New York, N.Y.* Eamon J. McEneaney, 46, New Canaan, Conn.* John Thomas McErlean, 39, Larchmont, N.Y.* Daniel F. McGinley, 40, Ridgewood, N.J.* Mark Ryan McGinly, 26, New York, N.Y.* Lt. William E. McGinn, 43, New York, N.Y.* Thomas H. McGinnis, 41, Oakland, N.J.* Michael Gregory McGinty, 42, Foxboro, Mass.* Ann McGovern, 68, East Meadow, N.Y.* Scott Martin McGovern, 35, Wyckoff, N.J.* William J. McGovern, 49, Smithtown, N.Y.* Stacey S. McGowan, 38, Basking Ridge, N.J.* Francis Noel McGuinn, 48, Rye, N.Y.* Patrick J. McGuire, 40, Madison, N.J. Thomas M. McHale, 33, Huntington, N.Y.* Keith McHeffey, 31, Monmouth Beach, N.J.* Denis J. McHugh, 36, New York, N.Y.* Dennis P. McHugh, 34, Sparkill, N.Y.* Michael Edward McHugh, 35, Tuckahoe, N.Y.* Ann M. McHugh, 35, New York, N.Y.* Robert G. McIlvaine, 26, New York, N.Y.* Donald James McIntyre, 38, New City, N.Y.* Stephanie McKenna, 45, New York, N.Y.* Barry J. McKeon, 47, Yorktown Heights, N.Y.* Evelyn C. McKinnedy, 60, New York, N.Y. Darryl Leron McKinney, 26, New York, N.Y.* Robert C. McLaughlin, 29, Westchester, N.Y.* George Patrick McLaughlin, 36, Hoboken, N.J.* Gavin McMahon, 35, Bayonne, N.J.* Robert Dismas McMahon, 35, New York, N.Y.* Edmund M. McNally, 41, Fair Haven, N.J.* Daniel McNeal, 29, Towson, Md. Walter Arthur McNeil, 53, Stroudsburg, Pa.* Sean Peter McNulty, 30, New York, N.Y.* Christine Sheila McNulty, 42, Peterborough, England Robert William McPadden, 30, Pearl River, N.Y.* Terence A. McShane, 37, West Islip, N.Y.* Timothy Patrick McSweeney, 37, New York, N.Y.* Martin E. McWilliams, 35, Kings Park, N.Y.* Rocco A. Medaglia, 49, Melville, N.Y.* Abigail Cales Medina, 46, New York, N.Y.* Ana Iris Medina, 39, New York, N.Y.* Deborah Medwig, 46, Dedham, Mass. William J. Meehan, 49, Darien, Conn.* Damian Meehan, 32, Glen Rock, N.J.* Alok Kumar Mehta, 23, Hempstead, N.Y.* Raymond Meisenheimer, 46, West Babylon, N.Y.* Manuel Emilio Mejia, 54, New York, N.Y. Eskedar Melaku, 31, New York, N.Y.* Antonio Melendez, 30, New York, N.Y.* Mary Melendez, 44, Stroudsburg, Pa.* Yelena Melnichenko, 28, Brooklyn, N.Y.* Stuart Todd Meltzer, 32, Syosset, N.Y.* Diarelia Jovannah Mena, 30, New York, N.Y.* Charles Mendez, 38, Floral Park, N.Y.* Lizette Mendoza, 33, North Bergen, N.J.* Shevonne Mentis, 25, New York, N.Y.* Steve Mercado, 38, New York, N.Y.* Wesley Mercer, 70, New York, N.Y.* Ralph Joseph Mercurio, 47, Rockville Centre, N.Y.* Alan H. Merdinger, 47, Allentown, Pa.* George C. Merino, 39, New York, N.Y.* Yamel Merino, 24, Yonkers, N.Y. George Merkouris, 35, Levittown, N.Y.* Deborah Merrick, 45 Raymond J. Metz, 37, Trumbull, Conn.* Jill A. Metzler, 32, Franklin Square, N.Y.* David Robert Meyer, 57, Glen Rock, N.J.* Nurul Huq Miah, 35, New York, N.Y.* William Edward Micciulli, 30, Matawan, N.J.* Martin Paul Michelstein, 57, Morristown, N.J. Luis Clodoaldo Revilla Mier, 54 Peter T. Milano, 43, Middletown, N.J.* Gregory Milanowycz, 25, Cranford, N.J.* Lukasz T. Milewski, 21, New York, N.Y.* Craig James Miller, 29, Va. Corey Peter Miller, 34, New York, N.Y.* Douglas C. Miller, 34, Port Jervis, N.Y.* Henry Miller, 52, Massapequa, N.Y.* Michael Matthew Miller, 39, Englewood, N.J.* Phillip D. Miller, 53, New York, N.Y.* Robert C. Miller, 55, Hasbrouck Heights, N.J. Robert Alan Miller, 46, Matawan, N.J.* Joel Miller, 55, Baldwin, N.Y.* Benjamin Millman, 40, New York, N.Y.* Charles M. Mills, 61, Brentwood, N.Y.* Ronald Keith Milstein, 54, New York, N.Y.* Robert Minara, 54, Carmel, N.Y.* William G. Minardi, 46, Bedford, N.Y.* Louis Joseph Minervino, 54, Middletown, N.J.* Thomas Mingione, 34, West Islip, N.Y.* Wilbert Miraille, 29, New York, N.Y.* Domenick Mircovich, 40, Closter, N.J.* Rajesh A. Mirpuri, 30, Englewood Cliffs, N.J.* Joseph Mistrulli, 47, Wantagh, N.Y.* Susan Miszkowicz, 37, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Paul Thomas Mitchell, 46, New York, N.Y.* Richard Miuccio, 55, New York, N.Y.* Frank V. Moccia, 57, Hauppauge, N.Y.* Capt. Louis Joseph Modafferi, 45, New York, N.Y.* Boyie Mohammed, 50, New York, N.Y.* Lt. Dennis Mojica, 50, New York, N.Y.* Manuel Mojica, 37, Bellmore, N.Y.* Manuel Dejesus Molina, 31, New York, N.Y.* Kleber Rolando Molina, 44, New York, N.Y. Fernando Jimenez Molinar, 21, Oaxaca, Mexico Carl Molinaro, 32, New York, N.Y.* Justin J. Molisani, 42, Middletown Township, N.J.* Brian Patrick Monaghan, 21, New York, N.Y.* Franklin Monahan, 45, Roxbury, N.Y.* John Gerard Monahan, 47, Wanamassa, N.J.* Kristen Montanaro, 34,
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